So, I haven't seen this girl in a few weeks, and haven't been talking to her much via text or anything (trying to get rid of my neediness). And it was going okay, as my last post kinda hinted at. Her and her best friend (who is dating one of my really good friends) came over to swim and my roommates house a few nights ago. So it was me, two other guys, and both of them. And I definitely feel like I relapsed, because it was the first time I've seen her in a bikini, and she looks extremely attractive. And it always feels like my feelings kinda resurface whenever I see her. Of course, I wasn't all over her that night. I forced myself to be reserved and basically was polite to her. I tried to avoid being near her because I would make it awkward. It's like I have this barrier/wall that I want to get past. As long as I'm on one side of it, I'll always feel kinda awkward around her when we're around other people. And I wish I could just break through it so as to not be awkward. Anyway, that was the update. Advice-wise: Her older sister's wedding is coming up next weekend, and I'm kinda nervous because I don't know how much attention I should give her. She is leaving for her college year a few days after that (means I won't be seeing her for a loooooong time). What do you all think?