Honestly no one wants to hear your story in a forum game about posting a number. Let go of it by actually not posting so much off topic stuff in a forum game. If you wanna dump the feels or whatever do it in a blog or somewhere more appropriate than forum games. You can't change the past. Move on past it and stop bringing it up every time you make a post. It's forum games, not your personal soapbox. Also, 28,300.