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Saetia-some natures catch no plagues

god dammit. I am really such a [bleep] to my girlfriend. I always need a constant reassurance that she still loves me, I'm always afraid she doesn't care. She never seems to care, she never really listens completely to what I say. I do, but not all the time. today she was asking me what was wrong. and I told her something. and it turned into something about how my tummy has been hurting for a week and a half. she said why didn't you tell me. and I said I did, you just don't listen. and she told me to [bleep] off, not to call her, and to leave her alone. and I'm not bothered that much by this, because I know she ends up bouncing back. even though I know she shouldn't. and a part of me wants her not to want to come back. a part of me wants her to hate me, because then I won't have anything to care about anymore. and that'll make everything easier on me. I treat her like [cabbage] sometimes. but I love her so much. I really don't know why I feel like this. I should go talk to goddess sometime. I'm so [bleep]ing pathetic.

I really should just go fall in a [bleep]ing hole, and hopefully get forgotten. that way I won't be a burden on anyone anymore, and I won't be around to throw misery into peoples lives. I really should just go do something productive with my life. but I don't see the [bleep]ing point of it. I wish that the five or six people that actually care about me could just stop. I don't understand why they do anyways. I really don't [bleep]ing care about anything anymore. things happen that should make me feel even worse. but I'm too much of a [bleep] to care about whats happening to the people around me. I really should just go hide under my bed, and hope nobody finds me. I'm so [bleep]ing pathetic. all I ever do is say things to attempt to get people to say things to make me feel better. all I ever do is take out the [cabbage] I'm feeling inside on the people I care about. I really have got to stop. all it does is hurt the few people I care about. I want to sleep. but I have homework.

How do you piss out your balls? Something would definetly be inside out. Well out onto could mean he's just really short. lol, I'm far from being short. the reason it is what you wear is because when i wrote this i was rushing and i forgot to put do in there but then i thought it was kinda catchy but idk I wasn't really complaining, It just makes me think of chinese people. loud ones.

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nuh. agent

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I really should stop being such a douche and a nub. and make actual relevant posts.

then quit [bleep]ing and start the thread yourself?

eighth time today I lost. =D> ninth.

eighth time today I lost.

I feel like going in a hole and just like. going to sleep forever. I really suck at understanding life. it doesn't make any [bleep]ing sense. everything that happens just goes by, I don't pay any attention to it, I don't accomplish anything, It just happens and I don't understand any of what happens to me and whats going on around me. sometimes I do, but I always end up feeling like this again. its not very fun. It makes me feel kind of, hm. helpless? maybe. ):

I killed the prom queen-Your shirt would look better with a columbian necktie

ade in gator

You get herpes I sit down in a wheely chair, and there's a big button that says dont sit on this or something will happen.

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The sorta custom ranks they had on april fools kinda failed hard.

whenever I see this title I have to take a deep breath. then I'm good.

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