lizzywizzy

today all I have accomplished is putting on some washing and having lunch... which my lovely mum made for me. My plans for the rest of the day (being that it is 2pm) is to have a nap, change my bed sheets, read a little and tidy up my room a little. My room is a work in progress mostly as I am getting really tired really easily at the moment and moving things around is an issue so ive got to wait for dad to have some spare time to help me move things - making way for baby things in my room, mostly just the moses basket and somewhere to keep nappies, wipes and stuff until the little munchkin goes into the nursery... but its a lot of effort at the moment :-/ 11 weeks to go and the little one should be here, then it will go back to being hectic and crazy long sleepless nights - bring it on is what i say!

I went through a period of pretty bad sleep patterns where I was lucky if I got a hour sleep a night (was put on Tamazepam to try and sort it) So I used to play runescape a lot throughout the night. These days I am lucky if I am still awake after 9pm, so I dont really play all that much these days. It is 8:30 now, time for me to have a bath and go bed lol. Joys of being pregnant AND having to get up at 5am for work :(

woke up at 5am after going to sleep at 4am. Worked 6am - 3pm. Booked eyebrow waxing for tomorrow. Had a argument with my ex as he is being a complete jackass! And likely to get a punch in the face. its now gone 6pm and im due to go to bed in a min.

With me around you will never be the most sober :-P So far today I got up at 9, had toast, apple and orange for breakfast, went up to tesco for more apples (om nom nom nom) and to see if my new hours were sorted out yet, then I have vegged about not doing a lot... I have just finished some peanut butter sammiches... and im still hungry. Its not very often these days I get hungry at all (I have to make myself eat some meals sometimes - stupid feeling sick all the time) but today I wanna eat everything :-| Got flu jab this week... totally dont want it though :-(

yeah candy floss is cotton candy :) The only problem with sausage and mash for breakfast is my head was telling me I should have had something amazing for lunch, but that turned out to be an apple.. total let down!

what's wrong with sausage mash peas and gravy... for breakfast? :-o

new years festivities? Went over to a friends house for her brothers "party" had general party food, played just dance 2, got home by about 10:30 pm, had a bowl of coco pops at about 11pm and was asleep by 00:30. Such a hardcore partier, felt like poop though, hence the going to bed early. The joys of being pregnant. I didn't even cash in on my one glass of wine I could have had :) This morning I woke up and had sausage, mash, peas and gravy.... my dinner from last night, I forgot to tell dad I was going to Nandos for dinner with the girls, so had it this morning for breakfast... om nom nom nom nom!!!

love and other drugs. Anne hathaway gets her boobs out a little too much for my liking but it was a really good film... I enjoyed it.

why the hell would I get an abortion just because things piss me off easily? Why the hell would you suggest that to someone just because they are annoyed? :angry: Anyway I am pretty sure I am past the stage of being able to have an abortion... not that I would ever get one!

of course she is waiting for antiques road show to come on that she wants to see... so why has she snored alll the way through the damn show???? Ugh, this is what I hate about being pregnant and getting pissed off over very little <_<

right now, my mother.... asleep on the sofa next to me snoring :angry: Of course according to her she is not sleeping.... we have told her if she is tired to go to bed, but noooooo she just has to stay there snoring I am tired myself, I am pretty hormonal so this probably wouldn't annoy me quite as much, but if your tired GO TO BED FFS :angry:

I got a pretty good haul this year... Maternity dress Maternity bra and pants Maternity spanx (didn't even know they existed ha!) Maternity/nursing pyjamas. 2 pairs of normal jammies. Shoes. Maternity tights, 2 new tops 1 maternity - 1 just real big that fits lol. black cardi that is snugly and fits real good. Socks Slippers A pouch to keep my pressed coins in - best find EVER! chocolates Baby toiletries and baby clothes Baby changing mat with cows on it <3 Rainbow bright boxset. Series 4 & 5 of bones. Cow print bed throw that is REALLY warm <3 I think that's everything Merry Boxing Day all :thumbsup:

Woke up at 7am after 13 hours sleep, and everything was fine.... went outside to collect the post to walk out into 4 inches of snow... which means most of my plans today have to be cancelled... FFS :angry: I am feeling really pooty today, Could totally do with a hug but that's not likely going to happen... doesn't help that none of my clothes fit properly any more, and I cant get to where I was going to buy any new clothes :cry: As I have been cleaning the house this morning, I have been thinking a lot, decided to cut as many ties as I can with my ex (cant cut them all unfortunatly, thanks to the little "bun" in my "oven") but the stress he is putting me through, and his constant saying he will do things and not, I am fed up with it, and the stress is not doing any good for me or boo.... I NEVER get to see him, and he has changed his number and not given me the new one, and I refuse to have this talk to him at his work place... so he will just have to get it in a letter..... Its the cowards way of ding this, and I would much rather do it face to face, but im not putting myself out for him anymore, so he will have to get it in a letter... along with the copy of the scan pictures he asked me to do for him. Sorry for the long winded mini somewhat rant there! If the roads clear up later I may get to actually go out and get some bits, but mum has told me I can have my christmas present early (a maternity dress and shoes) to wear to my work christmas night out tonight... I would really like to just curl up in bed and just hide from the world right now :huh:

The only thing I know I am getting for definite is clothing... that is only because I tried them on earlier to see if they fit. Maternity - Dress, underwear, spanx (control pants whatever you want to call them especially for pregnancy), pyjamas. non maternity - purple and black shoes - heeled but not huge heel :-) Everything else is a surprise... my present from my brother is from the Mediterranean though... he spent 9 months out there, so ive been told it will be a joint birthday and Christmas present from him. Only another 9 days to wait though :-)

probably not the best part of the forum to be putting this... But seriously, who killed facebook? All I get is a blank page :angry: is it broke... like broke for everyone, or just broke for me? :(

I have the royal variety show on, at the moment its the cast of les meserable :-)

Woke up at 5am then worked 6am - 3pm. Got home around 4pm as I cant waddle very fast it seems and had a 2 hour nap, woke up at 6pm, had dinner and have been sat here on the sofa for the last 3 hours. I would move but I got into a comfy position and the baby has stopped kicking/moving so I can get properly comfy, I dont want to have to find this position again lol. Going to bed in a hour or so (this will be 10pm bed time... the latest I have managed to stay awake for ages) as I have to be back at work at 6am, and it's likely to snow tonight so it will take me longer to get to work :-(

I have avoided all photos due to the fact that I look the size of a whale... [hide] However this is the only pic taken recently of any part of me... only another 18 1/2 weeks to go.. and I wont be waddling around :-D [/hide]

just had the final half of the 120 g bar of one of these... (the big bars of it) I am eyeing up one of these also...120g bar also so another big bar. I need to not though, I cant have just chocolate for dinner... Being pregnant and being past the morning sickness all I wanna do is eeeeaaatttttt :(

The last film I saw was the new harry potter film, mostly so i could use up my last free tickets from the cinema... dont work there anymore, but wanted to use them up before i left. Is a good film though.

I am not on any medication at the moment, I generally try to stay away from medication if I can help it. I used to use Devils claw gel (non medicated pain relief) on my shoulder as I have re-accruing tendinitis in my left shoulder and am fed up with taking diclofenac for it, when the DC gel works way better, and I generally just wing the pain I get from minor scoliosis....... I am 5 months pregnant now so DC gel is out of the question, and most medications are not all that good for during pregnancy, so I dont take anything except for the odd paracetamol, if the pain does get that bad - then I only take one instead of two. I do take multi vitamins now but that is due to the pregnancy, before I got pregnant I didn't take any vitamins or anything. The health system where I am seems to be OK, I have not had much need for medical help so far thankfully, I suppose April will be the time I find out how good it really is when Boo comes along.

today has been a stressful day! Woke up at 5 am, worked 6am - 8am. Came home at 8 to dismantle my bed ready for the removal men to take it for me, only to find that I had lost my Allen key, I checked at mums, it wasn't there either, so I ended up with a quick dash to Asda, to buy a set of Allen keys, only they dont sell them, so got a screwdriver/ratchet set with changeable heads that had the right size head. Furniture got taken away, I then accidentally fell asleep for two hours, then spent from midday until 6pm sorting through my stuff and throwing out 12 bags of rubbish (that's only today, I have been throwing stuff away for a week now), I had to stop when my back started killing me, and my belly was hurting so the baby was obviously trying to get me to stop! I felt it move for the first time today though, that was great :-D Tomorrow I have to pick up the last of my stuff, clean my bathroom, windows and wash the carpet and that's me out of the flat then :-D Then I can start throwing stuff out at mums to make room for my stuff (I am throwing away my old stuff) then I can settle into mums again, and go back to having boring evenings sat at home enjoying being pregnant and tired, instead of stressed, miserable and having no sleep!

oh no, no he wasn't abusive... he was just a complete douche to me.

Abortion is a huge no for me, and I am prepared to keep the baby, I have always wanted a child, just not while in the situation I am in now... I could never give a child up though.

Me and my ex split up 3 months ago. He didn't mean for it to get that serious so quick, blah blah blah, fine whatever, I was not too happy about it but I was getting on with things. 2 Weeks later I found out I am pregnant. I am happy about the pregnancy... I am getting there anyway. The thing is, it's OK for him to just go about his life as if nothing has happened (yes he is saying he is there for the baby) How am I supposed to get over how he treated me.... (im not going to go into details of the breakup) when I have a constant reminder of things that happened? He is not the one who is sat at home most nights feeling like he is about to throw up at any given moment, he is not the one who cant fir into any of his clothes, he is not the one who is constantly tired allllll the time (I think I may be slightly anaemic) he is not the one who was crapping themselves when he thought he was having a miscarriage.... yet he couldn't even be bothered to come to the hospital with me to check everything was OK.... All crap reminders of what happens... and all everyone keeps telling me is in the end it wont matter as I will have this bundle of joy.... which yes you are right, however I have to get past the next 6 months... I am having a bad day and REALLY need a hug :-( Oh and to top it all off, my grams is going to be taken into hospital as she has low blood pressure, is not eating or drinking, keeps fainting... oh and they think she may have some internal bleeding as her blood count is low..... ooh oooh oooh and my uncle is unable to come over from Australia to visit her as he is going through chemotherapy for prostate cancer..... anyone or anything else want to crap on my life???