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I hate being in large crowds with lots of people talking, I feel suffocated. Yet I can jump on stage and speak to thousands... I'm not the one down there crammed with other people so it's okay. :anxious:

Needles even though I have tattoos :uhh:

Sucks doesn't it? I've lost 4 18+ cards, 4 purses full of cash and bank cards, 3 phones, an ipod, house keys, expensive sports shoes and a diamond bracelet all up just by leaving things and forgetting about them, told you I have a sucky memory. I've also lost 2 mobile phones to dropping them in the toilets by accident. =D> :notalk:

I enjoyed reading your point of view and I'm not going to make fun of it because that is your opinion and I respect that entirely. I just couldn't help myself but this is what came in to my mind when I read your post. "This is spot. Spot can run. Run spot run" hehehe Just the way you described the fire place... Yeah forget it I'm just silly :P

Ballroom dancing, I found was extremely fun! I did it for a couple of years at the end of my primary school/beginning of high school years. You will get to dance with lots of girls :wink:

Change someoneÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢s life and you will be remembered forever. The people I have the most respect for were the people who helped me when I was in need. They taught me valuable life lessons with their wisdom and I remember them first, above all others.

Not in order. 1. Psychology - When I'm not studying it, I read about it, I research it, I volunteer with it, I live it, I breathe it. It's an obsession. 2. Reading books - Things I find intriguing, such as: Quantum physics, human behaviour, thoughts, languages, eastern religion, cultures, motorbikes, tattoos etc 3. Writing poetry - I've been writing for 10 years and it's not like you haven't noticed by now my replies are very descriptive. 4. Dream building - All over my walls, mirror, cupboard, doors are my dreams. Ever since I was 12 years old when I saw something I wanted, I put a picture of it up on my wall. When I get it, I take it down and replace it with something else. I move them around each day to keep me motivated and determined. 5. Walking - I love being in nature, with my ipod, a comfortable pair of walking shoes and just think and walk. 6. Being in nature - I can sit there without speaking all day, admiring and appreciating waterfalls, mountains, the beach, the stars, the rain forest, the lake etc 7. Photography - I have a good eye for photography, I see the beauty that most people don't when taking a photograph. 8. Meditation - It has taught me patience, relaxation, calmness, acceptance and keeps me a positive, happy person. 9. Motivational speaking - I love to change peoples lives in a significant way that helps them move forward and to find their life purpose. You can think of me metaphorically like a guardian angel, which comes in to your life when things are all down hill fixes your broken wings and makes you fly again. 10. Helping the kids, I volunteer with children who have autism, spend time with the ones who have mental and health issues like self esteem problems, eating disorders and depression etc I also raise money for freedom wheels, so that kids with disabilities can ride custom made bikes.

Don't worry I'm just as stupid on the best of days. The other night I had my camera phone, held it up to the night sky and got ready to take a photo of the full moon and started walking forwards. My brother asked me what the hell I was doing, I replied with "I'm moving closer to get a better shot you idiot, what does it look like I'm doing?" Well looks like I was the idiot :oops: :XD: How I managed a GPA of 6.75 is beyond me.. honestly... I'm the type of person who laughs ten mins after hearing a joke and tells everybody I just got it.

Top 5 1. International motivational speaker (make it popular and known world wide) (I have my foot in the door at the moment speaking for John Hale and Team 10,000). 2. ChildrenÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢s psychologist and mental health specialist. (Currently finishing my degree) 3. Author - I want to write a book on my findings. (This will have to wait until degree is finished) 4. Poet - I have about 10 years of work in a folder. (I'm not sure if I will ever do anything with it) 5. Be successful in my business so I won't have to work again by the time I'm 25. (I recently became a business owner by the age of 21, so we'll see how it launches). -- Either way I never want to work again by the age of 30, latest, unless I choose option 2. My number 1 goal since I've been 12 was to be a millionaire by the time I'm 30... I'm working on it. Sounds like I'm blowing air from my rear end here, but that is my dream and I won't stop until I get there.

Ya, thats the kind of energy drink i drink. Goddess, does Redbull kinda have that medicined taste, like rockstar does? I can't answer that question either, I don't take medicine I'm a bit of a hippy and take natural vitamins :P I have never tasted rockstar either. Taurine (found in the drink) is named after the greek taurus, which means bull so I guess that is how they got the name red bull? There is a little evidence that it reduces blood pressure, and helps to increase your metabolism. I'm quite a forgetful person and I find if I have a red bull it helps my memory. Here's another interesting fact (sorry in my spare time I just research everything, it's a habit). and

Hahaha I haven't tasted piss yet so can't answer your question but a lot of people don't like it. The taste is something you get used to, I just like the energy rush it gives me, although don't drink too much of it or you'll start running around, twitching :lol:

I always feel at peace when I just 'let it go' What I mean by this is to take a deep breath and just let life take its course, when you try to control it too much it has a negative effect (for me anyway) As soon as I just let things take it's course and walk in to it, accepting it, things always go smoothly and I always run in to opportunities, luck, wealth and chances. I guess that is kind of a God moment, I believe in something but I choose not to label it as anything. So is that me trusting a higher force to lead me in the right direction, or me being lazy and letting things come to me? Who knows, all I know is that it works for me.

Mine is chicken carbonara It's funny that when you talk about meat, you salivate in your mouth and need to swallow. It's almost a pavlov moment *ding ding* :P

I'm addicted to red bull.

I'm hard to please Zep, I have an opinion on everything :) It wasn't a verbal attack, it was questioning pretty harshly he he :wink: You're right though, have you tried talking to your parents? Sometimes talking can fix a lot too. Seeing as your brother wanted to move out with his girlfriend, that's probably the reason why they're helping him out. I'm sure if you wanted to move out they would help you too? (I'm hoping here). They probably have something stashed for you, when you're ready to leave the nest as a surprise. I guess as Zep suggested, just ask them. They can only give you an answer, even if it's not a happy one you have closure on the matter with an answer. Your parents probably have no idea that you're feeling like this and didn't intend to make you feel this way; I'd give them the benefit of the doubt until they give you some answers.

Wouldn't you [cabbage] yourself literally if you were like "Dear god, help me" "This is god speaking, have my spare change to catch the bus"

Ugh I hate those dreams where you're running late for work, you wake up and it's just a dream only to find out that that's just a dream too and you really are running late for work, only to wake up in that dream to find that it's 3 am in the morning.

Sex isn't important? Well whoops looks like I'm a shallow b*tch I didn't get married to my ex because no matter what we tried he just couldn't last long enough in the bed room. I'm a woman with needs and like hell I'm going to spend the next 50 years of my sex life with a 2 minute wonder :P Especially when I'm not even in my sexual peaking prime years he he he... Hi.

That is beautiful Robert, I almost cried. You know the feeling of euphoria when you hear the right song, at the right moment and it moves you in a way that it sends a shiver down your spine and the hairs on your arms stand to attention? Simply beautiful, now I know why you didn't get the money. You don't need it, you will double it =D> I believe you just accomplished that.

I'm sorry that you seem to be offended by what I've said and I take it back now that I understand your situation but if you were more accurate in what you write (you can re word what you've written without adding personal details) then we wouldn't be having this discussion right now. The way you wrote it spells out bad things for you, whether you like that fact or not. I also said you sound like a spoilt brat, I never directly called you one. I also asked you a question about your relatives, I didn't make a statement. I'm quite careful when I label things. There is a positive in every negative. I believe your parents believe in your expertise in music so much that they don't feel the need to help you. You can look at it this way, perhaps your parents feel that your brother needs his foot in the door, as yours has already kicked the door open. People pay me to stop singing and get off the stage so by all means, you're doing better than me in that department :P

If you wrote that to begin with, I would have something polite and encouraging for you to read. Within saying that, thank you I will look at your music and read your blogs and get back to you with that something polite and encouraging for you to read.

Haha wow I jumped the gun a little there, I clicked this thread expecting to see 7 large take out food signs.

Why, is it my problem the young man hasn't typed the full story? I'm sorry but I call a brick a brick and by how that is written, that is exactly how I've interpreted it. Want a better reply? Write a better descriptive scenario. I'm a hard critic, such is life. I'm sure if the young man told this 'whole story' properly, I would gladly show a little sympathy and a few words of comfort.

Become as famous as Wayne Dyer/Deepak Chopra in international motivational speaking. I've just got my foot in the door with team 10,000 and John Hale but I'm hoping to be remembered for changing the lives of a million people for the better.

Now that I understand the situation better, I think I shall remove all this :wink: