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Today, I'm sitting in the Cancer Care Center in Fresno CA waiting for my mom to get out of her chemo appointment. And afterwards we are going to get my glasses fitted and all that, because I've run out of contacts and my astigmatism got worse, making contacts very very uncomfortable >.> Also so far today, someone had insulted me, saying I am unintelligent, for my beliefs. Which really peeved me. Honestly I can say that most Christians I've spoken to are even more logical than any atheist I've tried to converse with, mostly because they are willing to admit that they are wrong, instead of arrogantly denying anything with proof, and instead fling insults at me >.>

I was just stating that I disagree with you on this. And because I believe in a certain thing that you don't does NOT make me unintelligent, and you have shown your arrogance through that statement. And I didn't contradict myself. I stated that they were thought to be attractive because they had more food. Which is exactly what you said. So thanks for looking at my statement and truly understanding it, really made yourself look intelligent >.> and actually I'm 19. I have a roof over my head, and I'll be moving out soon to go to college. I know how easy it is to not have something to eat. But you can't deny that we have it much easier than those who had to hunt for their food and they had no other way of feeding their families. In America especially even though the economy isn't that great, my diet hasn't changed overly much since I was a kid. I live in comfort and I appreciate it, because I know that not everyone has a life like mine, although a majority in this country do live in relative comfort. I'm not some spoiled child, and I'm offended you'd jump to that conclusion.

Haha thanks a lot for the reassurances guys. But just let me clarify a few things. I am not religious. God is not religious, he actually hates religion lol one of the few times Jesus went into the temple, he ended up destroying the stalls because the people were making it about themselves instead of God, which is obviously religion >.> and masturbation itself is wrong, but to me, porn is the same as raping someone, I don't know if it's okay to quote scripture but here we go... I personally believe every word in the bible, in the context it's meant to be taken in. When I look at porn I am lusting for the women in my heart which is inherently a sin because that should be reserved for my wife. And no I am not a virgin, sadly, and I wish I could change a lot of things that I've done, but now I just have to accept it. And as for atheism, just remember this, if there was no God, there'd be no such thing as atheism. But all in all atheists are not the worst, I personally cannot stand the ones who say that ALL beliefs are right, and that there are many ways to heaven. Almost each and every single one says that there way is the only way, so from a purely logical stand point, this is obviously incorrect, and you obviously haven't researched enough to truly understand what you're saying. And there is scientific proof of Gods existence, although I'm not going to go into that cause I tend to be really long winded. There is also proof of the non existence of God, which proves to me that science isn't conclusive. Also, the one thing that bothers me about science is that it never answers the question of why. Honestly thats the most important one to me, and it seems to just skip right over it lol I can't handle that. I forget their names, but there were these two pretty important debaters, one atheist, the other a christian. And after years and years of debating, they became good friends. Finally one night, the atheist gave up, said that he couldn't deny the fact that Jesus was crucified (although admittedly it might not have been the cross shape that we know today, but thats just a minor detail and disproves nothing >.>) and was resurrected on the third day. that was all paraphrase though so somethings might be left out, too early in the morning for me to be speakin all smart for ya ;)

lol funnily enough, Zooey is engaged to my favorite bands singer, Death Cabs Ben Gibbard >.<

how is the south a separate country? The north won in the civil war and they never sperated from the USA, so the south is part of the USA, which is this country.

Well after spending a night browsing these forums and truly falling in love with this community...I figured I"d make a post haha So I guess you wanna know who I am... My names Sean, I live in a small mountain town in California, and have lived here all my life. I played runescape for the first time when I was about 12 in 2003, and I'm 19 now...I can't believe it's been seven years haha well I've had many many accounts, but I didn't stick with one till I was 14, and his name was Pegpenguin. I played on him for about a year, till I got sick of the ads slowing down my computer (I had the worst possible desktop possible and still could play rs2 :P) so I begged my mom to let me become a member. So I got a full years worth and I was ready to take on the world. Unfortunately I didn't have too many friends outside of my small small clan lol and eventually, some how, I was given the leadership position in that clan, even though most of the members had disbanded. So I did my best to keep it going but eventually I couldn't handle runescape, school, girlfriend and job, so I gave up my beloved game. I came back about a year later and payed for another years worth of membership, ready to see what had changed. And boy oh boy did a lot change haha but I adapted quickly and became extremely fond of the tip.it AOW forums, and that was my full experience until a couple weeks ago. I continued on playing on Pegpenguin for awhile, taking a break after awhile. When I came back in June 09, I noticed none of my old friends played on pegpenguin, my main reason for keeping that account...so I decided to do a little experiment, and to start a new account with members, see what it's like gaining levels from nothing. Thats when I came up with my current account, who started out as PrimalZebra but changed name to PrimeGrizzly, just cause it's more vicious :P So thats where I'm at in runescape. I'm a big part of The Cursed Skillerz, as a recruiter but I'm thinking of stepping down from that position and going for Mod. I've grown a lot in the runescape community on this character, more than I thought I ever could haha. So I'm expecting almost no one to like this but whatever :P I'll post again in a couple of days I guess, about my life, and about PrimeGrizzly :P Go suck on a bagel and have a nice day :P

doesn't change the fact that the confederacy is gone and never coming back :P like 90% of the south still think it will, and they think they won hahaha

Lol I watched that boxxy video and fell in love...and seriously I've been crushing on a girl for a long time who goes either between really booky nerd smart to talking like that when she gets crazy... lol it's awesome :P and btw, Zooey Deshcanel, so beautiful the Universe had to make a second, Katy Perry :P and IMO Zooey is much better looking than Katy, Katy is much more amazon style, not for me :P

Yeah any girl that acts like that is not even worth your time, unless you feel a need to maybe help her mature a little lol.... and Gamer, this girl is obviously one of those girls who doesn't know what love is and just drops it, hoping to grab some guys attention, probably cause her dad didn't love her as much as she would have preferred, which to me seems spoilt, or he loved her too much and now she isn't satisfied with less... anyways either tell her if anythings going to happen, You wanna take it slow or drop it. Atleast thats what I'd do lol

lol personally I think this is a great idea for a thread...but seriously, nothing can't be something. That is not possible in the least. To the root, nothing is the opposite of something. Just because humans can't even come close to fathoming nothing doesn't mean it doesn't exist. And yes we can easily name something without being able to even think of it in it's entirety. And as for something that can't kill you...obviously weed can kill you. Not from smoking it, but from possibly getting high and getting in an accident. In a round a bout way weed has killed you. Neutrino things or whatever, I've never heard of them, but sure, millions of them pass through me everyday lol And a cloud could kill you, it might just drop acid rain on your booty. I'm pretty certain that the one thing that can't kill you that you can physically see without any microscope or anything...actually I'm fairly certain that a hair shot in a straight line even at high speeds, wouldn't kill you, cause it's so small, it would hurt like a beez but you wouldn't die :P

I am not a math wiz or anything. I'm a lot like you, I can't memorize a thing, ever, unless I'm really interested in it. I could never learn my lines for a play, I just read through the script once and BSed my way through the entire play. I got so pro I always got the lead parts :P anyways do what I did. Look at each question as a puzzle. They always tell you exactly what you want. So just take the information you need, and try and figure out how you can put all the pieces together to get what you want. Admittedly it might take some practice. but it got me through basic algebra and as soon as I did what was required I never thought about algebra again lol

A few things that disgust me... How guys think that these tiny, bug eyed, big head, loud obnoxious girls are cute? Seriously theres this girl, she's like 5'1", probably only weighs about 85 or 90 pounds, and almost every guy I know has slept with her...ugh >.< Big girls who wear clothes that don't fit, that are way too tight...it's just physically repulsive... Hugging big girls bothers me, when I can't wrap my arms all the around you, theres a problem, cause I'm tall and I got some long arms lol When people find out my shoe size (15) they always say "big shoes means big..." yeah you get the picture. Yes I know what they say, and if I'm to judge, eh, they wouldn't be half wrong, but I don't want to talk about that with you...weirdo... The sound of people filing their nails, or someone filing mine. Makes me cringe... Smokers. My dad smokes, doesn't mean I like it. I like the scent it leaves afterwards but watching people smoke, and especially when they blow it out there nose, it's gross. Freckles. Not just one or two, I have one or two, thats fine. it can actually be cute. But when they have hundreds and hundreds of freckles, it's so gross, it makes them look dirty and disgusting lol both my siblings happen to be covered in them but I lucked out and didn't get more than 5 :P

To give you guys an idea of how serious this is for me...I've been a Christian since was 16, just turned 19. And I still believe, although it's hard for me sometimes, anyways... I didn't grow up in the best, or worst family. My mother and father were always working. My older sister beat me up, my little brother has always been a deuche. My father is addicted to pornography, and somehow, I started looking at porn by the time I was 11, and for the past three years, I've been struggling to stop. I did really well for about 3 months, then a girl I really liked crushed me...and I did it again. Ever since then I haven't been able to have a stable relationship with anyone, not even my friends, because I spend every night alone looking at porn. I am a weakling, though I'm too proud to admit it, and I have never been in a fight because I'm too scared to even yell at someone. I'm not a quiet person, but I'm not aggressive. Eight months ago, with my youth group, I watched the bus driver, who was a big part of our youth group, get hit by a semi while we pulled over to refill on gas. Then about 2 months later, I watched my grandfather, whom I look and act just like, and was very close to, die from Alzheimers, knowing that the same thing would happen to my mother, and me. I'm watching my mother die from a lung cancer that they can't operate on, and the chemo isn't working. I haven't been able to shed a tear in months. I am FREAKING OUT! I can't talk to anyone, I don't have anyone to listen to me or to lean on. All I have is myself now, and even though I am well liked in my small town community, no one truly knows what I'm feeling. I used to be a phenomenal writer, and would take every opportunity to do so. But since I saw a man die, I can't do it anymore. I am so sick of christianity, I just want to feel good and be my own person, but knowing what I know now (no you can't change my mind, I know for myself it's real but i can't explain it) all the things people do to have fun, I can't do anymore. The guilt of what I do every night tears me up. Thanks for listenin...

This was probably put up by the southern states so that they wouldn't have to work on this day either, and so they wouldn't have to support an african american. Sorry to say this, but the confederacy is DEAD, it always will be DEAD, and it will NEVER return. lol

I was told the all men are actually female till the testorone kicks in, and I'm glad to hear thats not true lol tried to tell me that women were made first, what blasphemy is this... Anyways yes men can make milk, there are plenty of teens around america who, lacking the testorone levels of their forefathers, lactate lol my cousin was one of them...I thought I would too seeing as my nipples seemed extra sensitive, they were very very ticklish hahaha anyways, there have also been a few cases of grown men breastfeeding their children because their mother had died or left them lol

Okay first off, even though I am a Christian (I believe in what the bible says, and I don't pick and choose things out of it, I don't attend a church regularly, and yes, I fail, I am a hypocrite) I am going to post on a subject I whole heartedly disagree with to throw in a few facts. The human mind is a crazy things, it comes to conclusions so quickly sometimes, usually about mating...In the times of old, bigger men and women were thought to be more attractive, because it meant they had more food to eat enough to get fat. Nowadays, especially in america, since food is abundant, we don't have to worry about our kids starving, so we don't worry about food. Instead we worry about comfort, always trying to get the better life. That is why money and success is attributed to sexual appeal.

Today I realized that I'll be moving to LA to go to the musicians institute in a month or so...and I've never lived on my own, never been in a city, and I don't have a job waiting for me. Needless to say I am FREAKING OUT! Also went to jam with some friends and it was pretty awesome, they don't tend to be very hardcore, but they had a sweet riff going and I was jumping all over the place :) Ummm and since it's 3 in the morning here and I can't sleep, my plans for the day are go work with my dad and maybe get some free writing done, maybe even continue on my own little book project :P Also, add me fools :P

The thing you guys are forgetting is you can NEVER destroy an imaginary economy. The only true destroyed economy is the one that can't support any kind of a living cost. And since there is no living cost for an imaginary economy, you are safe. Yes some prices will drop and some will rise, big woop it's not gonna stop you from living, learn what real life is :P also, I have never heard of mint cakes, I don't take part in junk trading, and I don't care too much for rares, I just like to skill and talk to friends, which I'm sure most people play this game for that singular reason. The ones who rant and rave about anything jagex does (cause lets face it, if you ask 70% of the runescape community, jagex sucks) are either so twisted they'd take a game and substitute it for real life to the point they'd go into a lawsuit (it's happened in England, crazy freaks lol), or they don't have any friends. So I agree the mint cake is useless and [developmentally delayed]ed, but if you take it away, they'll just replace it with something, ANYTHING, else. And for all you people taking him so seriously you think he's actually suggesting jagex take it out, he's just stating his opinion, he never said they should take action. Thats what a rant is about, to blow steam and not get anywhere, because lets face it, no one really reads these things :P

I agree with you on price manipulators, it is a little unfair that they can take advantage of the economy like that and there isn't really much we can do....but maybe we could start an anti-manipulator clan, that buys items that have recently gone up in price for the minimum, and maybe that could work?

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Okay, personally I HATE WOW. It is quite possibly the DUMBEST mmo I've played. I played for a whole three months, and I got SO bored at around level 20...I had no drive to level any higher, because all the quests are EXACTLY the same, collect this item for me, kill this many monsters for me, get some lame equipment, and then move on to the next town. And it's the same for Alliance and Horde, they're EXACTLY the same, just a few nouns switched around. Seriously I did some research, the amount of monsters you have to kill are exactly the same!!! Why would I play a game where the fun starts after spending MONTHS getting to the max level, when the fun should be involved with the journey to get to the max level? Runescape has continued to be my favorite MMO for seven years now, and I still haven't gotten any notable achievements. I am certifiably a noob, because I have fun during my leveling up and hanging out with friends, that aren't perverted making sexual jokes all day long.

Banning dutchyyy for being an LOTR nerd

Penguin with dyslexia

Of course man, since your f2p, why not try doing the achievement diary for lumbridge to get back into it?

I personally think that getting all 90-95 evens then doing controlled would be a legit strategy, but do strength first so you can use the whip at full capacity :P