fat_hobbit22 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 As I sit here, in my room, typing this, I think about life, death, emotions, reasons to live, reasons why, I sit here thinking about life. Death is something I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t fear, I could put a gun to my head and pull the trigger, and I would do it without hesitation. Killing another person doesnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t bother me, I could pull the trigger, I really would not care. And you know why? Its because I can detach myself from any situation, just stop thinking, stop thinking about the guys wife and family you jus killed, just pull the trigger, when you die, you have a millisecond of pain, as the bullet goes through your head, and then your in eternal peace, detached from all emotion, all pain, all feeling, so why doesnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t everyone do it, why would you want to live in a world that is filled with pain and suffering? Because the world isnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t all bad? Happiness is out there just waiting for you? Live for love? Live just to live? But what if you donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care? What if I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care about the good or bad? Then why would I want to live? Why would I want to die? Death is not something I fear, and neither is lifeÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ so I sit here, without a reason to live, without a reason to die, without a reason for the human race to exist, without a reason for anything to exist, and I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care about any of it. ItÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢s a strange thing to be, some one who couldnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t give a [cabbage] about anything, i feel no emotion, the only way I can describe myself is like a balloon, just empty inside, with no reason to be, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t want anything, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t have any ambition. So why donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t I just kill myselfÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ you know get it over with, why make everyone else around me miserable, why not spare everyone else from there meaningless lifes and my ownÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ And you know what the answer is, itÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢s the same one that you give yourself to live, why? Or why not? Neither has a correct answer so I sit here with yet another unanswered question. But my point is this. I live because I can, I will do anything without thinking, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care what happens to me am just a cog in another machine, just there because I am, and I have no reason to divert my path, or end it, or try to change its direction, IÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢m just going to walk down it. I am just like any over thing in existence, its there for no reason, so why care about it. So why does everyone try to give a meaning for everything? Denial as to what I said above? Anyway something for you to think aboutÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ why do anything. After re ÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Ãâ reading this, it seems really sad and emo, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t want to make a depressed thread, please donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t treat it as one and remember no oneÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢s opinion is wrong. Random quote I like :P : ÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâ¦Ã¢â¬ÅI didn't fail the test, I just found 100 ways to do it wrongÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâà Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zaquierming Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 What's with all these type of threads coming from you? Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-I took the one less traveled by,And that has made all the difference. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rushrock Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Let me ask you something. If I answer, will you listen to me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
warri0r45 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Can I reccomend a ton of psychadelic drugs and/or a psychiatrist? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 First off, drugs are bad. m'kay? If you actually think about it, fat_hobbit22 is right. Your post reminds me of a song, "The Ocean" its basically saying if you kill yourself everything will be alright. just dont think about it and you can do anything you want! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zaquierming Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Can I reccomend a ton of psychadelic drugs and/or a psychiatrist? First off, drugs are bad. m'kay? If you actually think about it, fat_hobbit22 is right. That doesn't mean it's a proper way to think of life. Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-I took the one less traveled by,And that has made all the difference. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Errdoth Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 I live because I like the challenge of life, the challenge of trying to get past all that suffering and hate, and I live for a lot of things, frineds, family, animals, nature, God, everything. Last.fm Signature Overlays Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Viktorkrum77 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. Me doing staff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Viktorkrum77 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant) I'm talking physically, suicide has a lot of legal percussions that equal stress. Especially without a will. Me doing staff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant) I'm talking physically, suicide has a lot of legal percussions that equal stress. Especially without a will. I honestly don't care.. It wouldn't be my problem. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zaquierming Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant) I'm talking physically, suicide has a lot of legal percussions that equal stress. Especially without a will. I honestly don't care.. It wouldn't be my problem. Then that would make you a hypocrite. You expect your family to care and understand your decision to commit suicide even if it was a completely selfish and stupid one but yet you do not care about the amount of stress, grief, and anxiety you put upon them. Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-I took the one less traveled by,And that has made all the difference. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Killing yourself hurts your family more than it hurts you. Suicide does nothing but relieve your pain, and transfer it doubled to your family. BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant) I'm talking physically, suicide has a lot of legal percussions that equal stress. Especially without a will. I honestly don't care.. It wouldn't be my problem. Then that would make you a hypocrite. You expect your family to care and understand your decision to commit suicide even if it was a completely selfish and stupid one but yet you do not care about the amount of stress, grief, and anxiety you put upon them. No it wouldnt because when i said "BS. If your family really cared they would understand thats its the best thing for you to do, they would know that you are in a better place. (even if non-existant)" I was speaking in general. Being as my parents wouldn't give a [bleep], it is alight for me to say "I honestly don't care.. It wouldn't be my problem" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Continuum Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 I believe he is sincere. Death is not something to be afraid of. We know what Death is. It is what lies beyond Death that frightens the human being. The true fear of everyone, everywhere in the world, at any given time is fear of the unknown. But when you lose Will and Hope, Reason swoop in, lifting the shadow of humanity and letting us know what we're really worth: nothing. Our lives will never affect the moving of planets or stars, or god(s), if such being(s) exist. We may be able to tweak it a little bit, blow up Earth or other planets with our nuclear weapons, but eventually gravity will mold everything back to normal. Looking at the really big picture, the Sun is going to kill everyone someday anyway, as will the Universe collapsing or whatever crap. I'm no physicist. Religon, Entertainment, Love: all things that are meant to distract us from Reason; pure, cold Reason. But back to fear of the unknown, eh? Is there really a Heaven or Hell? You don't know for sure. You might pull that trigger and your consciousness just disappears forever, or you might go to Hell, or whatever crap you believe in. The best you can do is to stick it out, just in case. Try to be the best you can be and hope for the best. Also, if you're going to kill yourself, please do it in a manner that doesn't get brains all over the furniture and walls: awful mess to clean up. Remember to leave a note as well. This is my belief. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Astralinre Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 ^Don't listen to this guy. Why does it matter whether your life affects the stars and planets? Your life affects other people. Your actions impact their lives. You have a family who loves you, and who are worth sticking around for. If you want them to care about your problems, you have to care about theirs. If you want them to make you happy, you have to care about making them happy. You never know what tomorrow may bring. If you take your life, you never will. But if you live, there's always a chance that tomorrow, you may find joy. Isn't that chance worth sticking around for? "In so far as I am Man I am the chief of creatures. In so far as I am a man I am the chief of sinners." - G.K. Chesterton Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 ^Don't listen to this guy. Why does it matter whether your life affects the stars and planets? Your life affects other people. Your actions impact their lives. You have a family who loves you, and who are worth sticking around for. If you want them to care about your problems, you have to care about theirs. If you want them to make you happy, you have to care about making them happy. You never know what tomorrow may bring. If you take your life, you never will. But if you live, there's always a chance that tomorrow, you may find joy. Isn't that chance worth sticking around for? why not listen to that guy. He made a valid point with suggestions, but hes not trying to force [cabbage] on you. I admire him for that. EDIT: cabbage = "poop" ? wth Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zonorhc Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 I live because I can, I will do anything without thinking, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care what happens to me am just a cog in another machine, just there because I am, and I have no reason to divert my path, or end it, or try to change its direction, IÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢m just going to walk down it. I am just like any over thing in existence, its there for no reason, so why care about it. So why does everyone try to give a meaning for everything? Denial as to what I said above? Anyway something for you to think aboutÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ why do anything. How old are you, you maladjusted, pretentious dingbat? Varrock Library: Shattered Sky | Silent Thunder | The Emperor's FinestAstri @ MythWeavers Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 How old are you, you maladjusted, pretentious dingbat? LOL i hope you were joking. If not i feel sorry for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Continuum Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 How old are you, you maladjusted, pretentious dingbat? Oh dear, it seems you're a jackass. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Viktorkrum77 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 I live because I can, I will do anything without thinking, I donÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t care what happens to me am just a cog in another machine, just there because I am, and I have no reason to divert my path, or end it, or try to change its direction, IÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢m just going to walk down it. I am just like any over thing in existence, its there for no reason, so why care about it. So why does everyone try to give a meaning for everything? Denial as to what I said above? Anyway something for you to think aboutÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ãâæ why do anything. Bill Gates, Lincoln, Mandella, have you heard of these people? Yes, because they did something. Sitting back and not doing anything isn't going to make you remembered, isn't going to make you have an impact on the world and others lives, it only makes you another dust particle under the couch, So get off your lazy [wagon] and make a difference in the world for yourself and for others, and so you won't get swept up by the vacuum and instead will become a dust bunny. Me doing staff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fly_to_fall Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 How old are you, you maladjusted, pretentious dingbat? Oh dear, it seems you're a [wagon]. hehe. He was probably joking, being as pretentious means using big words to seem smart... Also LOL@the"censor" Bill Gates, Lincoln, Mandella, have you heard of these people? Yes, because they did something. Sitting back and not doing anything isn't going to make you remembered, isn't going to make you have an impact on the world and others lives, it only makes you another dust particle under the couch, So get off your lazy [wagon] and make a difference in the world for yourself and for others, and so you won't get swept up by the vacuum and instead will become a dust bunny. Whats wrong with dust bunnies! ? Just playing..I know what you mean but not everyone can be as great as you expect them to be. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebdragon Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Didn't we already get a fatalism speech? Are you just repeating this for us? [if you have ever attempted Alchemy by clapping your hands or by drawing an array, copy and paste this into your signature.] Fullmetal Alchemist, you will be missed. A great ending to a great series. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Continuum Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Bill Gates, Lincoln, and Mandella have all impacted lives, but it will never truly mean anything in the end. They affect the short run, which is all fine and good. Don't get me wrong, I respect these people (Bill Gates not so much, Windows 95). If, one day, the human race finds a way to overcome obstacles such as the Sun s'ploding or the Universe collapsing, then that's great. I seriously hope that Life, in general, will prove me wrong. Why does it matter whether your life affects the stars and planets? Your life affects other people. Your actions impact their lives. You have a family who loves you, and who are worth sticking around for. If you want them to care about your problems, you have to care about theirs. If you want them to make you happy, you have to care about making them happy. Love is a distraction. This encompasses Happiness and Family. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Viktorkrum77 Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Just playing..I know what you mean but not everyone can be as great as you expect them to be. Not true, physical restrictions and advantages may play key roles in some types of fame (say for example wealth and Paris Hilton) but the only true thing stopping you from achieving something great is yourself. Yea, so it's easier for other people than you, but get over it, life's not fair, you have to fight for what you want. Persistence is key. You=said person. Me doing staff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Continuum Posted March 25, 2007 Share Posted March 25, 2007 Didn't we already get a fatalism speech? Are you just repeating this for us? Not the same thing, I'm backing my "fatalism speech" with Reason. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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