Dragonkng198

YOU ARE NOT LEAVING, AND THAT IS FINAL! I NEED SOMEONE FOR SKYPE WHO I CAN MAKE LAUGH TILL IT MAKES THEM HURT! :( <3:

So bleh... This post is mainly aimed to be read by my friends, as something has happened, and I am too lazy to explain it in detail to each friend individually :P So you guys know I was physically ill a while ago, and it got to the point where I quit TET, and not long after rejoining, it got worse and I had to leave again. Just lately, I've been in fairly good physical health, but my mood has been fairly low. About three weeks ago, my parents were worried about this, so they booked me an appointment with my doctor, who said that she thinks its stress caused by college, but booked me for some counselling (whoa! I spelt that word right first time :D) in the future. Over the next week, I started to get rouge thoughts in my head, telling me to do various unwanted things (such as cutting my arm with a knife while making dinner, jumping in front of moving traffic while standing at roads, jumping out of a window while at my computer upstairs, etc.). I've been able to ignore these thoughts for the most part, but its starting to get harder to dismiss them. I went back to my doctor, who has referred me to the Early Intervention Team, who are going to be helping me in some way (medication or something, I don't know, they discussed my case yesterday and should call me either today or tomorrow). They also seem to be worried that I may have bipolar, which both my mother and aunt suffer from, and it runs in the family (I am at the age where males are most likely to start showing symptoms if they have it apparently). So yeah.. People have also asked why I have been de-ranked in the HYT clan chat, and the explanation for that is I asked Lady Heinous to temporarily demote me. My mood is fairly unstable at the moment, and being in a position of power is not a good idea if I'm going to lose my temper (nearly happened two nights ago, but Sentry Wolf <3:, Darkwitchery <3: and Emmace <3: were... calming influences is the best way to put it, and I managed to keep my mood in check. So yeah, kinda sucks, but nothing I can do about it. I'm in extreme amounts of pain with constant headaches and toothache (dentist appointment tomorrow, yay me!), and its not helping that the 'voices' are telling me that the only way to stop the pain is to kill myself.. ¬_¬ Meh anyway, I thought that the best way to explain myself to friends would be this blog post *shrugs* <3: you all, back to my Dark Beast task!

RIP Skippy :(

Honest to gods truth, I'm on the last stretch from 98-99 slayer, and I don't want it to end. I'll still slay because I enjoy it, its my favourite skill and one of the things I enjoy doing in Runescape, but the knowledge that I'm actually nearing the end of the journey is almost depressing

You look so mad mate :P You also look like an old friend of mine in some ways with your face :o Either way, I still love you, crazy nub <3:

Who? <3: Congratz Cowgirl, now you have a real job! :twisted:

Congratz :D

So I maxed out my skiller guys, rate it please <3: I know I should work on mining, but I hate the skill, and my hitpoints are bugged and refuse to change from level 5, but Jagex gave me 990 life points, so I'm happy :)

I thought I'd copy everyone else and write you a poem bro So I know this guy His name is Blind When his pants are down Its hard to find ;) So I'm doing my thing And meet him one day And think to myself Is this guy ***? :P So I offer him fun And he jumps at the chance So I turn him down And he wets his pants :twisted: While now he's quite good At this skill called slayer, To get any ladies He still has to pay her ;) What do you think to my poem? Took me five minutes to write And mate, if you don't like it, We're gonna have a fight ;) While your maxed melee So am I bro And I got ninety nine prayer too So I'll make you my [garden tool]! <3:

You edited it to include me after I told you that you sucked in PM? Maybe if I tell you that you suck in bed, you'll improve there... it certainly needs something ;) In other news, you suck, but I still love you <3: Congratz you big fatty, now when I get P2P, I'm gonna get slayer, and not invite you, and not include you on my rate this till you cry! SO HA! :twisted: <3: 10/10 when you get mining :twisted:

36.4k per hour, which shocks me considering I do spend a lot of time just standing around, doing nothing or just playing activities

Nod Harvester ;)

Well hello beautiful ladies (and anyone else who stumbled randomly onto my blog) ;) As most of my friends know, I've been retired for a while due to IRL health problems, but life has got a lot better lately :D I had my last scheduled blood test on Friday, and the results will come back on Thursday, but I'm feeling a lot better, and haven't had any problems, so I've decided to come back <3: Back to slayer me thinks :twisted:

The graph made me laugh ;) Welcome to all TIF newbies :) And update! I have had my last blood test, results will be found out on Thursday, but I'm feeling much better, so... I'm back <3:

Sexism! You made three women admins in a few days! <3: Rainy In other news, gratz Trip <3:

I've talked to both of these peoples over Skype, and combined with n odie, I can safely predict that Tip.It is doomed. DOOMED I TELL YOU! Congratz to both of you, sure you'll do a wonderful job and have a great time <3: Rainy, I think we should celebrate with a quick call to Gamestop in Dallas, Texas, right? ;)

I gotta admit, its interesting... I'll keep an eye on this, and if its not too expensive, I'll be there ;)

Its been moved outside Varrock, due to highway men being too dangerous for low levels :P

And this kids, is why drugs are bad, hmmk? ;)

'Wield Long Bone' was one I had to chuckle at when I saw it once

I've seen previous screenshots of this account posted by you with a username showing, so I'll trust that this is your account, but you might want to show some proof of account, because others on this forum won't be as polite as Stringcheze is :P 10/10 :thumbsup:

Congratz mate <3:

You have some nice none combats, loving the farming, and the defence as your first 99 is hot, congratz <3: Now get that slayer up! (prejudiced) :P

Due to irl issues such as my health (trouble breathing and liver function problems), I'm indefinitely quitting from Runescape and TET until my health is sorted, but I'll hang around the forums now and then :( I gotta say it, just for lols :P First post! <3:

You gotta admit, you brought it on yourself though ;)