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Omar, yes she'll be there. Fortunately, I don't have to dig up an excuse. My older sister wants me home Tuesday night because she is having one of her work friends over and they want me to help them make spring rolls and watch Hot Fuzz. Something I definitely would prefer, lol. It's funny, cause there's certain people I love getting drunk with, and others who I would hate to get drunk with. They say 'tippsy-ness' is very dependent on your mindset. I doubt I'd even really get drunk if I went to that get together simply because I wouldn't want to be tipsy, and that affects how tipsy you get. At least, so I was told. I believe it, though. There's been numerous instances where I've drank five or so beers and didn't feel tipsy at all, simply because the people I was around weren't the type of people I'd like to get tipsy and funky around. And there have been other times where one or two beers will get me real tipsy simply because I want to be tipsy. Anyway, problem solved.

Tried running today (2 weeks of staying off of my foot since my injury). Only managed to run 4 minutes until it started hurting badly again. Family doesn't have insurance, so I doubt I'll even be able to go to the doctor to get it checked out without paying a shit ton of money out of my pocket.

Pretty interesting dude, interesting voice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLJTuO5b-b0&feature=my_liked_videos&list=LLD8qxY_n781zQCiYhYydDKQ

One of my friend's from high school invited my other friend (roommate) and me to his house on Tuesday. His parents are going to be gone and he wants to get drunk with us and his older sister's friends. I don't want to go because his older sister is my ex-girlfriend. And I don't want to get drunk, let alone be around her and her friends while they're super drunk.

What the... I don't get how... ...it doesn't even have a set of options for if you don't? And #4 just seals it. The test literally cannot be honest if you're not an alcoholic. This is even worse when you are taking an online one and they give you the option to say you didn't drink at all, but then somewhere else in the test they ask you for how many drinks you have in a typical week and they don't give you an option to say zero. It's like they were forcing me to say I had drank alcohol. And then, there were other questions like the above that assumed you were a straight up alcoholic: do you feel like you don't have the power to stop your drinking", "do you think you would have the ability to quit your drinking habits if you committed to doing so?", and "how big of an issue is your drinking to you?" Pretty stupid questions. It's a horrible feeling. Especially when you can't take them out for another couple of hours and your eyes feel raw. :| Yeah, this happened to me last night. I was at a friend's house and didn't have my contact solution/case/glasses, so I just had to power through it. Not only do your eyes feel raw, but then the contacts start blurring your vision as opposed to helping it. And at least personally, my eyes start to 'weep' a lot, which is annoying and gross.

I spent yesterday afternoon with one of my best friends/roommate. That was pretty funny. We went longboarding, he told me about this girl he's crushin hard on, I told him the general situation with the girl I like, we had dinner with his parents, swam a bit in the pool, and watched the olympics.

I've gotta share the structure of this one even though I remember no content at all: So, I was first dreaming about being in love with this girl who had characteristics of a couple girls I know in real life. And I was kinda stressed because I was getting married but it was also finals week, so I had to choose between writing a final love letter to this girl (which my marriage counselor insisted that I do) and studying for a history final. But then, I was so in love with this girl that I fell into a trance/daydream (that was an actual other dream). I'm not sure what this dream was about. All I know is that I had it; in actuality, I don't think it had anything to do with this girl. It was a completely different dream, but somehow was set off because I was so in love with this girl. Then, I don't know how it happened, but I 'woke up' and somehow was with this girl, except her and I were just friends, though I liked her more than that, which she wasn't aware of. And we were walking past the place where I had been sitting with my marriage counselor talking about the letter and the history final. I decided to tell her that I had had a dream about her in a spot like the one we were walking past. So I stopped and said, "Don't take this in a weird way, but in this dream I was completely in love with you and was going to ask you to marry me. Here is where you sat, here is where I sat, and here is where the marriage counselor sat. And then I had a dream because I was so in love with you." I then proceeded to tell her that I suddenly didn't remember any of the dream other than that. This was when I woke up in real life, realizing that I had forgot all the other details of my dream besides the ones that I remembered in my dream. Pretty funky.

Just went on a bit of a shopping spree (couldn't think of a manlier phrase). Got some nice grey pants, khaki pants, and some ZINE hoodies. Super excited about them.

Haha, yeah, I was reading Sarg's post and was like, "Erm, did I write something in my post about Dove for Men body wash?" Funny cause I think Clean Comfort is the blue kind. So it's good to know another dude thinks it smells really good. Cause I love the smell of it. And Sarg and I both use the same deodorant as body-wash. We've got so much in common. :3

EDIT: Wrong topic... That was embarrassing. . . . har har

So, I usually shower every day in the evenings. Showering in the morning is a no-no for me because my hair gets all frizzy after I shower and looks pretty darn horrible. So showering at night is better because the frizz goes away at night. I usually wash my hair once every three days (especially when it's shorter). When I wash my hair, I use Head & Shoulders dandruff shampoo itchy/dry scalp care. I use Dove Men's bodywash (clean comfort smell, lol). For deodorant, I usually try to get the same scent as my bodywash. I don't get gel deodorant, cause that stuff annoys me. I get the white stuff that is dry. I usually use Axe body spray (yeah, call me gay; but some of that stuff smells super good) and use it fairly often. I hate smelling bad in general, so when I think I might smell even slightly bad, I use it. For hair products, I don't really use any. I try to do my hair without them, but once my hair starts getting longer I'll probably invest in some hair cream (I wouldn't classify it as gel, though) so that I can actually do something with my hair. Toothpaste is pretty random. I usually try for Crest because it foams well and the mint tastes fresh to me. I don't buy expensive-ass toothbrushes. Just the ones that cost like, a dollar. I brush my teeth twice a day (still need to get in the habit of flossing every day, though). Usually I buy 'hard' instead of 'medium' or 'soft' bristled toothbrushes. I feel it strengthens my gums. I use Barbasol shaving cream because I like how it's already foamy. I used to use EDGE, but it didn't foam well for me and I felt like I was using too much because of it. I use Mach 3 razors (or whatever they're called). I don't use aftershave cause I don't know it's purpose, tbh. I never get razor burn even though I shave with and against the grain. I'll save the rest for another post later.

TTanT, I feel the same way. These new forums are really bugging me with their slowness. Also, probably one of the most uncomfortable and annoying things for me is when my contacts dry out.

Well, it's been about two weeks since I screwed up my foot and it still hurts pretty bad... Guess I'll have to see if my parents can get me a doctor's appointment for it. We have no insurance, though, so it'll likely come out of my pocket. I already had to spend $500 total for my toe surgery earlier this year (parents wouldn't pay any of it). Looks like no running for a long time, which kills me. All I'll be able to do is lift weights, which'll do nothing to decrease my legs' muscle mass.

When I was a freshman in high school, me and my friend doused a tennis ball in WD-40 (until it was thoroughly soaked) and then lit it on fire. He suddenly decided it was smart and tried to kick it into the pool, except it instead decided to roll over to the propane tank on a grill that was nearby. That was probably the scariest few seconds of my life. He dove over to it and knocked it away before anything could happen. After that we suck to just spraying flames everywhere with the canister and a lighter. His grandparents came home and asked us why the garage smelled so bad, haha.

Girl I like texted me last night. She's excited that I'm coming home, or so she says. I told her I was gonna give her a big hug, so she better be prepared, and she seemed excited about that, too. Lol, I haven't gotten any action for two years; hugging a really pretty girl is a big step, even if it's just a hug. We'll see how things go after not seeing her for 10 weeks. I hope things don't become weird/awkward. I know I'll do my best to not be awkward. Meh, who knows.

So the little 'party' in the office is over and everyone wished me and the other intern well. I had to give an improv speech, but it went well. And no matter what, the other intern made me look good cause he refused to give a small speech at all, lol. Now things are a bit weird, cause I stil have 4 hours of work left, but I have no work... I feel like I should have been gone by now, and that everyone expected us to leave after the party. But nope, heh, I'm still here, sitting at my desk, pretending that I'm going through my email and deleting them and deleting all the files I made... so...

I'm gonna hit up Value Village once I get home and look for some random-ass tees! And I'll probably look for some funky dress shirts that I can button up all the way. My neck is pretty big, though. :\

Today is my last day of my internship, so the office has cake and ice cream to thank me and the other intern and to 'wish us well in our future adventures'. And I really wish they didn't do that. It's gonna be awkward, I know it. Hopefully it doesn't last too long. These kind of celebrations annoy me.

I smile at every woman I walk past, just to be polite (assuming they make eye contact). Yeah, old ladies, middle-aged women, girls my age, etc. Just so they don't think I'm some sort of misbehaving punk. I hope this isn't my subconscious telling me I have a thing for older women...

So amped cause my nails/fingers are fully healed! I feel a whole lot better, which is funny cause nail biting may not seem like a big deal. Now I just have to keep this up through the stressful school year. D:

I love you, champion. You the man! Thanks for those suggestions. I liked all of them and am in the process of getting some of their music! :thumbup:

People who linger after a conversation is obviously over. There's this older guy at work who does this all the time. We'll be talking about some piece of work that's frustrating for him or something like that and then the conversation will basically die off, with me saying something like, "Well, I hope you figure it out without too much more hassle." And he'll just stand in the doorway of my cubicle, saying, "Well, yup..." And hover there for like, 30 seconds. Awkward as hell. More often then not he'll break the silence, saying, "Well, I'm gonna go get some coffee," and then leave.

System of a Down was my math homework music in high school, lol. That shit focused me up.

How many credits do you usually take during the fall and spring semesters?

Ugh, the sound of summer school is sickening. I dunno how some of my friends do it. Congratz, though! You have a few weeks to mess around before you start again! :P