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Thanks, that sounded like let´s be gay instead! :D But yeah, I get the point. I just hope my stubbornness and perserverance won´t leave me. :|

¨ Thanks for reply. Your post was the last I read yesterday and I was like "crap, the guy is right, but it feels pretty embarassing anyways..." :-# But hey, you can be right. Those people can be a bit unstable,... dunno. :| Thanks for replying! Yeah, it came all of a sudden, cause of the circumstances... A good metaphor would be that I can endure a storm or an earthquake, but not both at the same time. And well, they both occured at the same time. ;) -.- I guess we´ll be seeing each other anyways, since we are neighbors. :mrgreen: And it doesn´t matter. I didn´t kill no one. Thanks for your reply. That is a very interesting view, this being as an rite of passage. I´ll remember it.

This story is sad. It began as a normal day, except it was pretty much sunny outdoors. I had nobody to go out with, as the guys I play soccer with were abroad. My two "dating" plans failed, because one of the girls kept procrastinating on our date (and I fear that's a sure LJBF) and the second one didn't even answer my message I left her on facebook, even though we said some things irl, that we'll meet or something... and then there was this third one. She's my neighbor, however, she's a writer, too. She made several books, just like me. I didn't see her for a long time, so I met her this one time near our block, we had a talk like how life went on, and said we'll go out and talk more. Today was the day, so I was pretty eager to talk to her, since, as I stated before, we didn't met for several years. We went on a walk, some small talk became, but we were approaching a certain part of the city, where a lot of my memories were. A lot of my inspiration, a lot of my past. She wanted to see it, and me too, so our direction was clear. We made frequent stops at benches on the way, where we delved more into our private lives. Like what happened, what's happening, how our looks on life was. I could agree with her on so many points, and she did, too. This was no usual meeting. Then, we got on the place I was talking about. Memories came flooding to me, and as she saw the spraypaint job on one of the walls, made by me, expressing what I felt for the place, she had goosebumps and it all became very epic to her. Now, we said a lot of things we wouldn't tell to someone else about our pasts, what led us to drawing, how it all began and where we inspired. About our downfalls and victories, too. She said she didn't feel this for a long time, and I didn't, too. Then, as we were going away, this [bleep]ed up idea came to my mind. I asked her out - even mentioning Verlaine and Rimbaud - and started telling her stuff about being a, well, couple. She said she was completely shocked, surprised, and told me two boys asked her out last week, so she had to think it over. But I knew what's this about. We went home and she forgot her cell phone in my pocket ( we were shopping and she needed me to hold it for a while ). I came to her house, rang a bell, and then she came to the door. Her look was terrible. It was nearly saying "what more do you want, you loser?" So I gave the phone back and walked home. I feel horrendous, almost like raped. I don't know if someone comments or even bothers reading, I just wanted to tell it all since this was the topic for it, in hope it'll help me. It didn't help at all... -_- damn...

Story sounds pretty awesome, but because I didn't read all the posts, I don't know what should I hint you. Oh, I know. Good luck, go for it! ;)

This summer will be pretty awesome. And my plans? Maybe get a GF, maybe write another book... But what is for sure is that me and my friends will go camping at some river, or beach... That'll be something ;)

A judge needs to take a ruling test (for certain card games) to become a judge. Lvl 1 -> Easy as hell test, qualified to judge SOME small local officially sanctioned organized tournements. Of course, you can apply to become higher leveled judges to judge more uhhh.... recognized tournements. This is to the best of my knowledge, be welcome to correct me. You are right. There are actually 5 judge levels, and the higher the level, the wider the experience and sometimes even the rewards. A test for level 1 is easy, but not that much - there are actually about 50 questions to answer and you have to answer 80% successfuly. However, while higher level judges are a priority pick for a tournament, the level doesn't matter at all.

I know a great topic when I see it. Hey, M:Tg is a lot of my life, man. I played it from 10 (Invasion, Apocalypse. Great times !)and retired by 17(Lorwyn) because of friends quitting and stupid cards coming out. It was ok when there was just Jitte to overcome, but with plain dumb cards like Tarmogoyf, I said stop and quit competitive play. Can't say it didn't left a financial and spiritual ( idk ) impact, too. Cards were money and I remember buying a notebook with all the card prices so I can shop well. Hehe. However, if it wasn't for magic, I would have missed a lot of opportunites I have today, like writing. Anyway. I'm retired from playing, but I became a lvl 1 judge, so if you have any rules questions, feel free to PM me.

I smell Resident evil and Metal gear solid.

[yt]dxwkyVQZgGA[/yt] [yt]BulrdbJq2Rc[/yt] Me and my friend have done the Stifler vs Bear dance off on my Bday party. You say whether it was good or not!

One of my moments was when I saw that Russia attacked Georgia. I was like holy [cabbage], I hope WW3 isn't going to happen.

When I saw the title I was like "Jesus!" and immediately had to go inside. Well, this gains a big fat NAH from me. It is cruel, and [roosters] are living beings, too. #-o :roll:

Gee, that's a great way to start a topic. Yea I kno. I wanted to minimize it, now it sounds embarassing. Crap! But thx for reply notheless. It is only mine opinion, no ?

Hey, today I've been thinking at work about this thing. You've got women that when being friends with other women generally touch themselves, hug themselves, or even kiss themselves often, for example when they greet and goodbye each other. But then, when men are nice to each other, they are immediately considered GAY. It's probably a bit because of the recent gay bashing ( and no I am not gay, I'd kill myself if I'd found out so ) and the "toughness" and "alphamanliness" that is man considered to have. You sometimes see a random pat on the back or some cool handshake, but would a man ever say "He is my good friend? Or a best mate?" People often go :shock: :roll: when they find out my book is about seven best friends AND NO WOMEN. So, what do you think that is behind this?

Yep, this has been here a lot of times. Communism is bad, kids. And what do we have now...? A economical crysis? Oh well... kthxbai Author doesn't care about communism or capitalism at all

Hey. I guess I have digged myself out of the "No gf ever" approach, and I've asked one girl from work for her number, etc. I got an ICQ number out of her, she added me and I immediately had a chat with her - my problem is, though, sort of tragicomedical. So, I figured out that I've probably added her strangely and she never appears to be online. She's not invisible, since when I chatted with her when she added me she was offline, too, but when she replied, there was no invisible eye icon, as users that are invisible and reply usually have. It might be because I have QIP, which sometimes screws up and does strange things, idk. It's hard to check from the net whenever she's online with some invisible detectors ( who knows, maybe she really is invis ). My friend suggested I could ask her out when she's offline ( since she'll get the message later + she only seldomly comes to work), but that appears a bit "suicidal" for me. It has so many possible scenarios that could happen that I won't even think of it. Any hints?

Right, thank you all for your responses. And now: Well, the thread is full of BF GF stuff, so this would do no good. Also, the topic might help someone with a similar problem - other people can talk out their bad xps and feel better afterwards, too. Sure. Any helpful input is appreciated and this was good of you. Yeah, that's it :/ Yes. Everybody is playing adult nowadays, but they will regret it. Dang. Also, it's great to see the thread rollin. That's great...

Hey sup... I've been thinking. For some time, for a few years, I've been having these memories of regrets, that I'd love to forget. Like me screwing something up, saying a wrong thing, a bad thing that happened to me or so - even things like 4 years old and more! They always make my mood worse, whatever it is ( unless I'm so drunk that I don't have a mindset for them :D ). One of my mottos say that "Everything that's important is this minute", but I'm somehow getting thrown out of it. To be honest, if I get rid of this, it will make me more complete and happy. I don't want to have some f_cked up depressions because of this :/// Right, so, what are your opinions and how do you deal with this? Thanks for responses!

But yeah. To some, this may really have some racial subtext and everyone needs to find his discussion value for himself. It's not like I'd have to have a list of questions every time I start a thread ( but I try to do so )

Agreed. Rape in general is gut wrenching. Makes you want to spew in your mouth a little just thinking it. Hope bubba returns the favour lol I find men aroused by schoolgirls worse. But rape is extremely bad, I agree.

I recommend "The Elemen- Ehm. I recommend "1984" by George Orwell, whoever you are. It is a very insightful book. I just read "Don Quijote growing wise" by Viktor Dyk, a Czech writer.

Publishing my books and becoming a wellknown writer.

What a cool story, but prepare to be assaulted by "NODISCUSIONVALUE!!!1" personas. It could probably go to Varrock library, maybe. Idk. Anyways, nice one.

Very, very true. It becomes, however, extremely hard, when you part. Sometimes people even write four or more books about it. :roll: :oops: But I guess when something ends, another thing begins... And that's great. True, also.