kelem_ryu

I used to do Jazz Dance and then Capoeira for a while. Doing sports is defintitely a good thing. Getting moving and building up the muscle i lost agin is the hard part though. I'd LOVE to do that. Why bother looking them up when they can come to you? I am currently in deals with many Nigerians. I'm hoping they'll pay off rather well. I'd suggest you look up Barrister Dave Udoka, he is looking to move some money to this country but he needs your help - he is willing to offer you 25% of EIGHTEEN MILLION DOLLARS. I loked the name up. Found an entry under "Stupid 419 Scams". I'm quite into music. I remember when i recorded stuff it always was a good feeling. I'm struggling with writing lyrics. I have a feeling that managing to write some i'm somewhat statisfied with, would be the best way to get me moving, because then i could go and say: "Hey folks i got some songs and i need you in the band to record them." When i get money (hopefully in a month or so) i'll probably buy a new e-guitar. I haven't had one since i while because i smashed my old one in a fit of rage. (or you could say Kelem Ryu smashed it just to piss me off). My bass was gone to, but i managed to raise money to buy a new one a year ago or so. Your probably right. Part of the problem with my friends is probably that they moved to the city, while i moved to the sub urbs. They are busy with their studies, music and other projects (search for "Gregor Titze" in Google. He's a friend of mine who is quite into photography. He's pretty good imo.) and as long as i don't participate in any of those activities there is no reason for us to meet up. The other part of my friends still is mostly concerned with daily work, going to d 'n' bass and techno festivals and doing drugs and since i stoped doing drugs we haven't much in common anymore. So the problem is since i do basically nothing i won't meet friends to do something. Only one i meet is the one who is also into computer games, magic the gathering, warhammer and the like. Sad, but it seems it's true. I'm so confused :shock: Hehe

yah... :anxious: :anxious: ?! What? Are you scared of girls? Your such a [kitty]! Your excuses are soo lame. You sit in front of the computer ruining your health and contribute nothing whatsoever to anything. Your are a disgrace to human race. People like you make me sick. If i would know you in person i wouldn't want to have anything to do with you either. Apparently you are an extremly nerdy, boring looser. Go jump off a building or something. You are wasting air others could breath. First of all you pressed "edit" instead of "quote" and deleted my post that way, neanderthal man. Go ahead flame me... How many people in this world fit your standards? .32? What kind of superhuman are you to spit down on me like that? Just because you are me, you don't have the right to bash me all the time. Lol! Do i look like i'd care if i have "the right" to do something? I do what i want. What you gonna do about it? Run crying to your mom? Deep down inside you know i'm right.

yah... :anxious: :anxious: ?! What? Are you scared of girls? Your such a [kitty]! Your excuses are soo lame. You sit in front of the computer ruining your health and contribute nothing whatsoever to anything. Your are a disgrace to human race. People like you make me sick. If i would know you in person i wouldn't want to have anything to do with you either. Apparently you are an extremly nerdy, boring looser. Go jump off a building or something. You are wasting air others could breath. First of all you pressed "edit" instead of "quote" and deleted my post that way, neanderthal man. Go ahead flame me... How many people in this world fit your standards? .32? What kind of superhuman are you to spit down on me like that? Just because you are me, you don't have the right to bash me all the time.

yah... :anxious: :anxious: ?! What? Are you scared of girls? Your such a [kitty]! Your excuses are soo lame. You sit in front of the computer ruining your health and contribute nothing whatsoever to anything. Your are a disgrace to human race. People like you make me sick. If i would know you in person i wouldn't want to have anything to do with you either. Apparently you are an extremly nerdy, boring looser. Go jump off a building or something. You are wasting air others could breath.

After reading through the posts it is quite obvious, that all you want is attention. This is kinda lame dude! Why do you have to write this oh so tragic story? And this mega lame introduction! Almost made me vomit. Your such a pathetic whimp! You write you are "smarter then most"? How smart can you be, not realizing that all you'd need to do is move your [wagon] away from your computer? Get a live! Get a job! Get a girlfriend! Stop whining about some girl you haven't seen in 2 years! How pathetic is that? Attention eh? Well do something worthy of attention! Your whining is sickening. Freak! Aaaaanyway.. I'm off to university. Would be awsome if you'd drop me some lines. :)

Nah i'm not too much interested in working soundboards and stuff. I'm the classic frontman. Problem always were the lyrics. If i had songs ready, then the rest would come. I know plenty of people who are into music. (Just found how great it feels to have this thread and talk about me. The moment nobody watches me, i'm sitting depressed in the corner and mope. As soon as i get some attention i feel a surge of energy and start to blossom. Amazing watching myself. You know i always thought: "No! i don't need anybody", but the truth is i'm utterly dependent on people. I'll wither like a plant lacking water, without your attention.) I read much in my life, both german and english literature and uncountable fantasy and sci-fi novells. Austrian literature is quite rich. German literature as well (we speak german in Austria.), but wording is not the problem anyway, i'm quite good with words methinks. Problem is what to write about. This thread is quite inspirational though. :D :D :D

lol! NO WAY! I played Magic the Gathering for some time and i'm glad i got off it. Then RS. I get addicted waaay to easy. I played Warhammer 40k though with the army of a friend (Dark Eldar). Even painted some of the figures, but i don't like glueing them together. Good that they were already ready to play. However what i don't like about the game is, that it is too easy to get arguing about things. Another problem is, that most of the people i know don't have time to play games like that. That's how i came to get te Dark Eldar army in the first place. The guy who bought them didn't have time and/or motivation to play. So it wouldn't even be an incetive to get money, because de facto i have a complete army (about 1500 points wich is enough imo).

Responsibility and me.. that's really an issue, i haven't got even close to a solution. 4200$ wow. However i doubt i could become an UN enforcer even if i wanted to, because i refused to do military service, if you do that you have to sign, that you won't use a gun out of ethic reasons. (I live in Austria (not Australia) Vienna, to be exact.) Cinema isn't a bad idea at all, because i love movies and work won't start pre noon. An idea just germinated in my head. I love music and singing, but i seem completly unable to write lyrics. Whatever i write seems pathetic. However i think i might have found something to write about. I have a lot of anger on my chest, but whenever i tried to write something angry the lyrics seemed lame to me. Reason probably was, that who can i be angry about? Whom can i blame? I can be angry about society of course. There would be no shortage on things to write about. I could be angry about my parents, but a) i'm too old for that and B) they are just human to. They have their flaws, but oh well. Both society and my parents (also part of the society of course) are part of what i became, and how [bleep]ed up i feel atm, but in the end, the only person i am angry about, the only person i can blame is me. So i could just write songs about what a pathetic whimp i am. Let off some steam and feel better. I'm terribly good at bashing myself. This might be a good plan. I can be by myself for weeks, pondering, but without input from others i never get any ideas at all. Amazing.

Yeah, my friends simply deserted me :( Money is actually a good idea, but i'm just not the person who goes and gets himself a job. All jobs i had so far i hated. Mostly because i had to be somewhere at a given time. Also i shun any kind of responsibility. I actually toyed around with a forex trader demo, but figued such things are too thrilling for my taste. It may seem, that i just destroy any ideas you give, without appreciating them, but i'm very grateful for your response. I guess the purpose of this thread is to draw some attention, wich i need badly. I pondered this whole topic a little and found, that i just find myself pathetic, not in a depressed way, but in an amused and sometimes angry way. blah, blah

I just read this topic caled "suicide" and wanted to post this. Then i decided i make up my own topic, ANY comments are greatly appreciated. (You don't need to be sensitive at all, i'm a big boy :P ) I often feel i'd be better off dead. I mean i really have nothing to look forward to. Everyday I wake up from my dreams (I love dreaming) into this dull life. I have no plan what i'm gonna do with my life whatsoever. Most of the time i spent in front of the computer, basically doing nothing. The last time i had visitors besides my parents was months ago. I guess i got a depression. It all started 5 years ago, when i screwed up with a girl i hm.. liked very much. I acted so wierd towards her back then. Well i sat at home and imagined us being together someday, but in reality she was [bleep]ing herself up wih all kinds of drugs. So i was drifting away from this world smoking insane amounts of pot and eventually got nuts (drug induced paranoid psychotic schizophrenia is what i had if you must know). When i finally recoverd a bit, she was pregnant from some guy she didn't even care about and 4 years of my life have past. Most of my friends were "gone" (One part is busy with their studies and projects and the others are still doing drugs.) Now i'm 24 sitting alone in my house in front of the computer, smoking cigarettes non stop, wondering what i'm living for anyway. I finally made my high school degree (or however you call that) summer 2005 and am attending university now, but i don't really know what for. I just figured i have to do something, anything. i'm not very motivated though. I'm not really suicidal (although i pondered the thought a lot) and actually i'm quite amused by me being in this pathetic condition, because i'm smarter then most it seems, don't look that bad, am quite agile, have a house, don't have to work and am even somewhat creative. I'm just lacking motivation, self confidence and trust. I feel a little lost here. EDIT: I feel a little wierd about having posted this but oh well. That's the thing, i think it's pathetic, that i feel like [cabbage]. Even makes me laugh, but still.. i feel like [cabbage].

Actually the difficulty is staying asleep once you realised you are dreaming.

=D> That's amazing! Love your voice! ^_^ Seconded. Thats a brilliant voice you got. Thirded :P Verrrrrrrrrry nice. Thank you. To much reverb to convince me that was done on a home-microphone. Introduce yourself in a speaking voice and then sing :P Hah, I thought someone would doubt me because of that. I added the reverb with the program I used, Wavepad. I used the auditorium setting. I can do another song without the reverb, just so you'll be convinced. :P 1) :shock: awsome dude! the reverb is cool btw 2) welcome back Bubsa! 3) i use a guitar on my entry, now that i listend to some other entrys i wonder if i shouldn't send one with just voice, since that is what the others did?

The discussion made me realize something. I'm the kind of person who get's embarassed really easily. So i could really feel into Caisadis reaction, still I didn't think the article wasn't embarrassing at all. True i have read articles i enjoyed more (for example the one from last week), but i appreciated the article nevertheless as a form of self expression. Main flaw from Caisadis point of view probably was, that he would have expressed himself differently now, then he did 10 weeks ago. Anyway my point is, that it is VERY likely that when you feel you embarresed yourself, others won't neccessarily feel the same way. Important lesson learned out of the whole issue.

I found this: ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dare Tab by Gorillaz, http://www.Ultimate-Guitar.Com ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dare - Gorillaz ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tabbed by: Ace496970 Email: [email protected] Tuning:standard So after getting this song stuck in your head, you pretty much figure out the synthesized riff. I tabbed the synth. part, and it sounds pretty cool on the guitar. Play the first riff, then second, and back to the first with a couple more 10's at the end. I'm sure you smart guys can figure out the timing, so I didn't bother. Please RATE this, and check out my feel good inc tab too. (it's the top rated bass). e|---13----12-----10------10-------------------------------------------------| B|11----10----8--------8-----------------------------------------------------| G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| ................................(right hear it gets progressively softer) e|---13----12---10-----10--------8-----6-----5-------5-----------------------| B|11----10----8-----8---------6-----4-----3-------3--------------------------| G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you can't play the guitar or keyboards: It's never too late to start playing 8-)

Basically a republic is spilt into municipalities/districts. These districts each send a representaive to a senate/congress to vote for the people. A democracy is basically where the everyone in the country participates, like general elections and stuff. The US is supposed to be a Representative Democracy; a combination of both Aha! Thank you very much!

The thought that the universe is finite makes me feel claustrophobic........

well.. according to your list mine is. i live in vienna.

uhm.. and what's the difference between a republic and a democracy?

yeah! jesus said you can do everything if you believe you can (methinks he gave that example of making mountains jump into the ocean.) well that fits my believes :D EDIT: Geez! stop thinking of god as that old man with a long white beard, or as a person at all. at least that picture wouldn't make any sense to me.

There is a difference between religion and spirituallity. About the same as between types of government and politics. Also god/no god, higher being/no such isn't all there is about spirituallity. And as far as i figured out especially the question after the primary cause is a question pysics are also concerned with. EDIT: and about this "what happens after death" question. here's what i believe: "YOU SHOULD HAVE WORKED OUT BY NOW THAT EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY THINK IS COMING TO THEM: IT'S SO MUCH NEATER THAT WAY." Terry Pratchett - Mort; p137 You might say there isn't hard evidence for this claim, but i believe that believes fuel reality anyway. Just because there is hard evidence i won't necessarily believe it :P EDIT2: btw i don't like the idea of religions too much, because imho spirituallity is a personal matter that shouldn't be limited by the codex of some religion.

What did Bubsa got banned for?! I mean: They can't ban BUBSA!

Personally i don't mind beggars all the much. I HATE ungrateful and greedy people though. They devalue any generousity. I do like to give stuff to random people (although never to people who beg), BUT there's a problem... when i turn my chat on i constantly receive pms from victims of my generousity. For some reason most of them believe just because i gave them a little something i'm their best friend. Not that i'd dislike them. It's just that a bunch of kiddies half my age can get a little annoying at times, especially when they think giving out free stuff is what i do all the time. and then there are those who idolize me... :-s getting a pm from kelem ryu00 was a little awkward, not as awkward as this guy made me feel though: "hey, can you meet me please, i want to show you something" "uhh.. oh well.." eventually we met up and now i know that i have a twin :shock:

:shock: IS there a german version?

I didn't say there had to be a physical something - but there still has to be an uncaused cause. Aristotle's uncaused cause (Aristotle was the first person to come up with the idea after realizing all other movement would require an infinite regress) was a thought - so that agrees entirely with you. There still has to be something that causes existance without having to be caused itself. ... Whoever can prove it's nature will harvest the worship of generations of philosophers. :P Except that is most likely impossible - due to the fact that whatever it is, is beyond our physical/natural world - and you can't prove the supernatural via natural means - and natural means is all we have. @Ragen: I believe it's a fairly recent theory that speculates the big bang came from singularity of another Universe because of the recent theory that black holes can tear through the fabric of space instead of just bending it. Hm.. but isn't the uncaused cause something like the holy grail of philosophy? So there has to be a way, scientific or not, to figure out what's it all about. Otherwise metaphysics would be pretty pointless (?). Isn't the uncaused cause the same thing theology concerns itself with?

Did you have any kind of playback?