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I actually just listened to the song, and although my version was slightly different i actually found that when i used to listen to OK Computer alot i basically used to sing gibberish.. For instance, Airbag.. "When your necks grow old, track now what you don't know, i am born to kill..." i learned the guitar playing karma police and street spirit =) and thegreat: you could argue, that thom yorke himself sings gibberish all the time

wow congrats :thumbsup: lol you are right. first i went for 82. when i got there i was so much into it, that i decided to go 85. then i stopped the hardcore pot making, but still made some every now and then. and i just can't not buy herbs when i see a good offer. when i found some cheap shrooms i thought "oh well, let's mix some super energies. i use them all the time anyway." then i was at 86 wich looks so uneven. and since i never could sell my herblore stuff, the unids are piling up in my bank. well let's see, what i'll do when i get membership again. although haha28, who was somekind of hero to me when i started herblore is at lvl 98 since ages. so it seems he just stopped there. well maybe he quit rs altogether.

i love punk rock, but honestly i don't know too many bands. maybe you know some good ones. here are the ones i like lagwagon no use for a name NOFX Bad Religion Offspring Blink 182 The Vandals then again, i seriously doubt there is one as good as lagwagon out there.

lol yah! yoyos! EDIT: mangas? what are mangas? lol i remember those hm.. Waynes world, waynes world, party time excellent =)

i was the coolest kid in class, when i got my first CD ROM (double speed, for 4500 schillings, that's 'bout 400$ lol) Game Boy! Super Mario used to play with... Hero Turtles! anybody remember "Self Esteem"? i loved offspring (well still do. at least the smash album 1994) got my first PC at the age of 10. 486, 40Mhz, 4MB RAM, 170 MB HDD and 3,5" floppy (5,25" were hardly used anymore....) who remembers the glorious days of Lucas Arts adventures like Monkey island, Indy, Day of Tentacle? Syndicate by Bullfrog one of the best games ever in my opinion Doom Duke Nukem 3D (nobody steals our chicks and lives) well EGA (16 colors) and CGA (4 colors) graphics were already obsolete Sonic the Hedghog! Pulp Fiction =) DocMartens! did anybody play x-wing, tie fighter and/or x-wing vs. tie fighter? latter is still one of my favourite games Cellular Phones were the size of toasters reunion of eastern and western germany technically doesn't belong to the 90ties (just looked it up: 9th of november 1989) Terminator 2 with kick [wagon] special effects my entire youth took place in the 90ties (born 1982, turned 18 in 2000)

i'd get the DS (although if i had that kind of money to waste i probably buy a new guitar, but that's another topic.) also i have to admit, that i'm usually trying to get rid of as much stuff as possible, so i wouldn't just get something for collectings sake. that said i wonder if you'd really watch the movies at all. from what i know about you, i guess you have seen all of them at least 3 to 5 times, since the are running on tv all the time. so i guess the bond case would just lie around and collect dust. then again i have to admit, it really looks sexy. i just can't imagine, where you would put it. usually DVD collections (or CDs or books) look very nice in a shelf, but this piece would require a special place. well maybe you have one. then again you can get the DS all the time. i'm no help at all, am i?

in one of the schools i went i had this turk (had nothing to do with his nationality) in my class who was nice, but dumb. he didn't get the simplest things. the prime example was the following: math lesson, he was at the blackboard, an equation like this (we were in the grade were you are around 14): oh well.. guess you have no idea what he did.. no idea how all those mathematical terms are called in english, so i don't want to try any harder to explain

Economic Left/Right: -5.00 Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -5.74 didn't even know, that left/right wing soley describes economics. EDIT: would be much more interesting, how people answered the questions...

nothing special, really. i just like those. hope i don't offend you, because of the little creative effort, compared to those some of you guys here show.

bah i hate people with higher herby then me (86). makes me feel inferior. :P most of all i hate people, who then go and sell range pots 3k ea :evil: since herblore is (or rather was) my main source of income. i think i've seen you on the herblore forum. not sure however. what was the biggest bulk of pots you had for sale? "nice" lant seed collection btw (nice is a lame word, i know) are you just collecting them, or planting them? oh yah.. "you want to become one of the greatest skillers"? guess then it's too late. you already are great at that imho. i myself only recently started posting on tip.it. you can't compare it to rs forums. tip.it has a community. hm.. maybe i should get a few herby lvls to. at least to lvl 90 or so. i'm really proud of my lvl and of the means i got there with. i don't want my lvl to look that lame next to people like you... anyway keep it up! (and go for smithing 99. smithing 99 rocks!)

lol i won't post. you definitely would think less of me :anxious:

sorry to say that, but the "interests of the USA" seem to match the interests of influental and rich groups of persons, like the weapons and oil industry.

sweet post. what do i do with it in my shiny mood now? =\ EDIT: i started this in the morning, but had to leave. now it's afternoon and my mood has changed. currently i'm pissed off oh well mosquitos (not only that they sting, but: sssssssssssssssssssssssssssss) unaesthetic art unsensitive people beer people who can't be and think alone uniformity of fashion (fashion consciouness is shown, by wearing what everybody else wears) sientific superstition uniformity in thinking uniformity of buildings and cars i hate that the human body is so vulnerable laws instead of common sense proleten (german word for hm.. "prole" says the dictionary) dishonesty the connection between sex and reproduction TV I HATE MEDIOCRITY i hate myself being weak i hate how the martian principle gets rooted out (yeah! brave new world!) science static reality skeptics unsensitive people beer idiots, who can't see, that there isn't peace love and hapiness microsoft censors marriage thousands of dogs in cities, so that everywere is [cabbage] (although i love dogs) one of my neighbors when people need to make complex statistics, to prove something obvious "we can't know how he (she/it) feels." are you stupid, completely lacking any empathy or just ignorant? copyrights ineconomic/inefficent systems people trying to explain something to me for an hour, that i got after five minutes i hate when i do or say things a way and over the days i think of five improved versions i hate when i find myself unable to communicate my feelings feminists (those who blame me, that their father sucks) gender stereotypes people who can't lose i hate that people can't see through me (or anybody else for that matter) artifical peace (go bad religion!) esoteric creeps pisces philosophy students, who think they'll get answers just by studying philosophy philosophy students, who think they are smart just because they read kant kant tussis (dictionary says: "tarts") snobs spam adverts malware pop ups sit coms mickey mouse clumsy movements imperfection? idk, however let's stop this for now.

i'm the one who cares. any idea how angry i am?

here's my sweet little story. sit back and enjoy (i didn't =P) when i was 17 or 18 everybody who knew me liked me. (i had to think back,because that statement sounds too unliekly to be true to me, but it is.) i hang with the cool people, who also were the troublemakers (most of all thomas and peter) and by being part of this trio they were kept from making too much trouble. the other people in my class liked me because i was easy going and respected even those, peter (who is and probably always will be a jerk) would mock at. peter respected me, although he always considered me to be a little hm.. gay? because a) i hang out with him and smoked tons of pot nevertheless, B) i respected him, c) i could (if i had wanted to) outsmart him and everybody else in his family (including his oldest brother) with ease and d) although i could hardly ever score a goal at table soccer (wich we played a lot), because i hit very weak, i hold shots, that were almost impossible to get. (i guess he never knew how i could. peter had such a zeal at everything he did, including table soccer, it was almost tangible. standing next to him i basically absorbed his will to win. the combined will to win, of most opponents w played against < then that of peter. besides that he believed in me. so i didn't have to dissapoint him.) the teachers liked me, because i was smart and calm (at least i appeared to be calm). everybody knew i basically never learned at all wich got me some respect, considering that i usally got 3s at tests. (the austrian school grades are 1,2,3,4&5. if you got a 5 in any subject in the end of the year, you have to repeat the whole year (all the subjects, even those you would have a 1 in.) all in all nobody cares if you got a 1 or a 4. well so not true, but it sems to be much less a topic, then it appears to be in us.) when we were in the 3rd grade (i attended a chemical school, wich has 5 grades, usually you enter at the age of 14 and graduate with 19, although i once had a guy in the class who would be 25, when he finally was forced to quit, because technically you are only allowed to repeat twice. with all teachers turning at least two blind eyes and using some sort of tricks, he was able to spent 10 years there.) peter and thomas moved to the flat, where my grandma used to live (they rented it from my parents.). i could have joined them, but i didn't want to. peter had to repeat the 3rd class and that's where the trouble started. the situation was the following: thomas and me where in the 4th class, peter in the 3rd. most of the time we hang at their place and consumed more pot, then would us do any good. (especially would me do any good, as you will soon find out.) when we still went into the same class we would spent most breaks smoking pot, but now peter spent his breaks smoking pot with his new classmates, including one, that would later couse me a lot of pain. during lunch break i often went to the local chinese restaurant with my labratory mate, susi, with whom i became good friends and her friends. once i was eating my spring roll, thinking nothing bad, when it suddenly occured to me, that of the 8 people sitting at the table i was the only guy, but that has nothing to do with the story. well once, while i was sitting with peter at their place at a nice game of chess, he asked me the following: "there is this girl in my class, dominique, do you know her?" he went to explain how she looks, but i assured im, that i know that. he elaboratedt that he might get close with her. "do you think she looks good?" he asked. now that was somekind of question. as if he wanted my opinion on his new pants or shoes. i think i answered with "yes". he might as well have asked: "do you find your favourite dish tasty?" one week later they were together. peter explained, that he [bleep]ed (knowing, that it will get censored anyway) another girl two days before that, because he wasn't sure how long it would take, before he could do dominique. i knew this d. must be an incredible stupid chick, to fall for a jerk like peter. (you have to know, that even the hottest chick becomes incredible unsexy, once i find out, that she's dumb.) over the time she became (of course) a common guest at peter&toms place. i learned two things: 1) she wasn't dumb, 2) i didn't like peters attitued towards girls. well the years passed. i quitted school (at easter in the 4th grade), because i figured school was an inefficient way of learning. i'd be better off, graduating at a common "high school", if i would just teach myself. besides that i found smoking pot more entertaining, then attending class. i got a job and spent my nights answering calls for the phone number of the nearest taxi service reading school books. also i quitted dancing (was a little into jazz dance), because i felt a little wierd as the only guy besides the teacher and because i was declined at the dancing colleage, wich got to me. instead of that i started capoeira. still i spent much time at the by then infamous place of tom and peter. (incidently this place was only five minutes from one of the hottest night clubs of vienna (at least back then), the "flex".) there i could watch the more then frequent quarrels of peter and dominique. basically i was on dominiques side, for i grew quite fond of her and we understood each other quite well. also i found peter didn't respect her at all. i didn't show, because i still felt loyality towards peter. what would mark the end of their relationship would be the incident, when after a major quarrel, dominique took some siccors and cut down all the mariuhana plants peter and thomas were growing. much to thomas dismay. after they broke up, i went out with dominique quite a lot and showed her, that if i try really hard, i could not only be a pathetic whimp, and creep, but quite a jerk as well. i showed her my affection in a way, tat would make any stalker proud. when i first picked her up from school, she was looking at me as if i was the greatest hero, with eyes shingin like the sun. when her mother firstmet me, she said: "ah! the famous klemens" when i accidently met her on mariahilfer street three years later she told me: "i want you to never ever contact me in any way again." looking back the charm and wits i displayed towards her could easily be matched by a dead amoeba. Back then however i didn't really notice. i moved to the house of my grandfather (wo died a very good death at the age of 89) in autume 2002, basically counting on her eventually to show up. by autume 2003 i heard voices and saw things that weren't there. the psychiatrist called it: "drug induced paranoid-psychotic schizophrenia". most people will visit you only for so long, when everytime they do, the only thing you do, is to try to figure out, how they fit into the conspiary of illuminated beeings, that secretly rule the world and what they want from you. also i think a person, that smashes half it's furniture, the tv set and all the instruments and beats itself up after each nervous breakdown (wich happens about daily) makes people around feel a little uneasy. by the time i had recovered a little (i didn't take medication, well i tried it once. it felt like somebody would have painted the whole world grey. i watched a movie (hero btw) and it was as exciting as watching a wall. so what i did was, i learned latin, wich i needed for my high scholl graduation. in the beginning i read dicionarys like others rewould read a bottle post (thanks to my unusal state of mind), they were full of messages and storys, but that was of course not very helpful for learning a language. so i had to pull myself together and just use a dictionary as it was meant for. somehow it workd.) dominique was heavy into the goa/trance/acid tekkno scene, most of the time heavy on drugs and also her belly grew heavier since she was pregnant. while i was away for a year, my former friends form the chemical school added acid, speed and ectasy to the weed on their diet. and they hated me. they wished me to suicide i heard across a few corners. obviously for some reason i didn't do them this favour. either i'm too stubborn, or too much a coward to suicide, because during the bad time i was in pain and i was scared to go a sleep, because of the dreams. i wanted not only to be dead, i wanted to not exist. maybe i was just scared, that after death i'd still exist and my efforts would have been in vain. well so i tortured myself with standing up each day. not only my peers from the chemical school had turned their back on me, but also those froom the neighborhood i lived, when i still lived at my parents and my old school. they all were on university (for some reason most of the study architecture) and busy with their projects in that and their art projects besides that. (photography is no1, but also music, installations, and the like.) so i was mostly on my own. in summer 2005 i finally finished high school and started studying in autum (philosophy). i got an internet connection in the same summer and soon discovered rs, what i played harcore for months. i don't feel i already have fully recoverd. i got visitors (besides my mom) about every other month, but started to roleplay again (D&D). found a group over the internet. also my health isn't the best since i quitted capoeira i lost all muscle and am very thin now. also i smoke about 2 boxes of cigarettes every day. about a month ago i more or the less accidently met dominique again. straigth form a techno festival, with her little son on her shoulders. didn't talk too much. well thank you for reading, hope you enjoyed my little story.

1)you rock, because you are you 2)other then that what you do is cool, because you do it and you rock (remember?) 3)everybody hanging with you is cool, because you are cool, because you rock 4)now all you have to do is, to be you (see line 1), wich shouldn't be that hard, because you ARE you. IF you can't believe in 1 & or 2 (although you really should) you could try to convince yourself: -as a good patron to yourself you migth want to invest in some cool clothes and/or shoes. this might or might not work (it did for me a long, long time ago). as long as you got something that YOU really like on you, you'll be fine, otherwise it might backfire. -have fun (you already have fun? then line 1 is definitely true. if not, then it is true as well, although you might not know it yet.) -consider, whil you are doing your stuff, that you like doing it. (if not, then at least you chose doing it.) (see statement 2) i could elaborate a little more, but i want to post my story to =P btw people asking for free stuff, just because you are rich are pathetic if i knew you in rl, i'd give you some of my coolness. i don't need it anymore. 8-)

i believe evolution is a matter of fashion. if i were a polar bear i'd want a white fur to. if i were an eagle i'd want good eyes and fast wings to. some time ago it was modern to just grow big and mean, with many horns sharp claws and a thick skin. eventually they thought it's just nonsense and found other ways to enjoy themselves. no honestly i believe you can find evidence for everything if you believe in it. all a mater of faith. interesting that sience is at least as missionary as christianity (or islam for that matter). faith in god was replaced by faith in reason. as far as i know there is only one sience who's "proof" on their theories is perfect: mathematics. that's because mathematics is self sufficient. i have trouble with the theories how live evolved out of matter. guess the question isn't what is rigth or wrong, or for what there is proof and what can't be proofed. it's a matter of what you want to believe. therfore believe that we are all descendants of lightbulbs, mountains are made out of sugar and after death we will all meet bugs bunny. that's perfectly okay, as long as you don't start running around and slaugther (or even flame or call idiots) everybody who denise our lightbulb heritage.

i know that they exist(ed?) and are big for some reason, but i basically know no songs of them and have no idea, what they stand for

so not true imho

greenday: when their "dookie" album came out, they just were BIG. i was 13 at that time and i can very well remember how "basket case" felt back then. it's flair exactly hit the time. they represented something. i loved that song. sure the music, especially billy joes guitar imo isn't very strong, but there style revolves around that "whininess" and not around great technical expertise. there were other great songs on that album to: longview?, when i come around?, she? i don't know any other band that brings that "i'm a slob, please love me" thing across that well. american idiot appear just do be an exploit of them already established in the music industry. they were nobodys before dookie. nirvana: nevermind... =P no, i mean there album. they just were a phenomenon. i was unfortunately too young to understand the hype when it came out(1992 it came out, right?), but i have an older sister, so was aware of them. nirvana and most of all kurt cobain of course expressed the longings of an entire genreation (although ageneration spans only idk 10 years nowadays). sure there music is technically poor and also the lyrics are (imo) poor, but the emotion is unmached. the pain and self destruction, because of the craving for something, that was entirely out of reach. he (or they) expressed what everybody felt and people believed in him. i swear music changed after he killed himself. there were so many people he inspired and he was (for a completly emotional reason) a bearer of hope. looking back i often feel a part of us was buried with him. overrated? i don't think so. beatles? underrated? are you kidding me? (travel back in time and go to one of their concerts, watch thousands of girls burst into tears and faint and tell me agin, they are underrated) metallica: uhm.. they INVENTED heavy metal, living music history. they are as old as i am. survived over two decades, changed their bass man twice and with that their style. they even progressed to what's now known as new metal (i believe?). i have to admit, i could hardly tell anything about what they did after the black album. backstreet boys: they are big also (or were). i remember one of their first videos. they were good. good singers yes or no, it was the performance. it was with them, that the whole concept of boy bands came up (well.. actually i think it was new kids on the block, but that was a little before my time). Robbie williams is still BIG (at least over here in europe) and for a reason. for some reason women can't resist him. who (of those i know, and i'm not really uptodate - barely listen to music) i really think is overrated are (besides of green day, who i also think are overrated for what tey do now) are the white stripes. "seven nation army" isn't a bad song per se, but he (or they) just can't pull it off properly, lacking charisma and self confidence and especially this song basically is about self confidence, he obviously wished he'd have, although it's clear he hasn't. they don't even have potential in my opinion. he just wished very bad he would be, what his songs tell us. that's what i fell the red stripes are all about. he wished he'd be. Led zeppelin, AC/DC.. hardly know a song, know about nothing about them. couldn't tell. PS: apologies for my sloppy english. just not my native language. EDIT: and typos :oops:

don't know if anybody is still reading this thread although it isn't exactly my typ of music i know a heap of acidheads who's it is (i couldn't tell the difference between all the subtypes though) these are the titles i have on my harddisk and i listen to now an then: Pendulum - Back to you Rawthang - Epilogue rob dougan - clubbed to death (that's the title that's famous from matrix) D Kay & Epsilon feat MC Verse - Honey uhm ya, that's about it btw i don't like aphrodite, although many do some like prodigy, the chemical brothers and aphex twin

omg i'm a noob. so far i could tell... two :oops: guess i'll never get a turn

it's good.... ..now make a video! :D music is not self written?

:( this proves again, that working runes the inspiration. i suggest putting some collective effort against wage slavery! lol yeah: OBEY once i watched the thing, but fell asleep. (rarely happens whilst watching a movie, but i was really tired at the time) Since it is "just a horror movie" i'm not too eager to give it anothr try. not amy favourite genre. and how2pk, in case you get back to this thread, maybe you can enlighten me a little about donnie darko. like why did he survive in the first place? why did that change his reality? How did he get back in time? and why tf was he so happy to die? thanks to you both btw :) EDIT: oh just found a thread on that topic. maybe i should open my eyes a little..

yaah! now that you said it, someone told something about a trilogy. probably i forgot about it really quick, because the movie doesn't appear well to be sequeled. Thanks for the other tips to. i hope i can get my hands on any of those. btw (seems you like donnie darko) i have seen it, but i honestly didn't get it at all. might have something to do with watching it in english. i don't always get all important things when i do that. maybe i should watch it again.