Tonight, me mates physically brought me off the handstands of the highest bridge in the country.

Yes, I am [bleep]ed.

Yes, I do have 2 great mates to notice it.

Yes, I was just about to jump off.

 

I am broken, beaten and scarred.

And I don't know what to do with myself.

Yeah go see a professional ASAP

I definitely should not drink while depressed.

I put my XBL gamertag on these forums and all you had to do was google it to detective me.

 

As of recently I have felt extremely paranoid it may be possible my whole community knows about the patsy posts I have made on here.

 

I ain't mad tho............

Trust me nobody cares about that shit as much as you do lol. People are too busy worrying about their own self-image

no shade

Switch to psn duh

I definitely should not drink while depressed.

Yup. Same. You'd think it would make you forget everything but it makes it come back even more. Shit.

no shade here

Lol drugs

Try using LSD. It helped me to understand myself way better. It made me realize, like any man, I craved the wealth and power. It is kind of wild how I went from wasting so much time online to doing really sketchy sht with unmentionables and stripper lmao.

 

I think the LSD made me less autistic. I realize there may possibly be a medium between rocking back and forth in a corner and hustling women and suckers lol.

 

Who was this directed towards? If this was at the people talking about drinking and being depressed this is quite possibly the worst advice you could possibly give. Mixing psychedelics with depression is one of the most dangerous things you could do for your mental state.

I have a third nipple.

I have a third nipple.

pics

 

I have a third nipple.

pics

 

Would it class as nudity?

Or wear a bathing suit, casually

A little over a year ago, one of my best guy friends raped another one of my best girl friends. I stayed a lot closer with her after some other circumstances in my life at the time.

 

After [kitty]footing around the issue and trying to avoid him, I finally told him I didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore. He denied doing it and said she was blowing things out of proportion, but after having to spend multiple nights talking her out of suicide and being in the room while he said all kinds of horrible emotionally abusive shit to her over the phone, I don't believe him.

 

There are a lot of details missing. I'll never know for sure what happened, but I think I made the right choice. I don't want to have anything to do with my best friend's rapist.

 

This night has still been hard as [bleep] and I feel pretty empty right now.

I don't understand how that was a hard choice. Probably something you should have done a little over a year ago.

I don't understand how that was a hard choice. Probably something you should have done a little over a year ago.

 

I should have. It's just a lot easier said than done when the person was one of your best friends for two years. Also the girl refused to tell me what happened until around Thanksgiving last year. Granted, I knew it was bad from her reactions. I'm not perfect and at least I did something eventually. I've never broken off a relationship before, which made it more difficult.

Fair enough. I have a tendency to act impulsively and it's hard for me to remember not everyone is like that haha

Change of heart.......edit

I regret losing the only friend that ever felt like a brother to me.

I regret losing the only friend that ever felt like a brother to me.

/pat

 

I lost a friend who was very important to me because she did a 180 and showed that she didn't actually care about me or how I felt, only about her own personal well-being and her personal enjoyment.

 

I regret giving her my trust and opening up to her, because now it's clear that she didn't deserve it.

This is why I have trust issues.

Meh. Proceed and progress. I've found that those that aren't worthy of my time manage to weed themselves out.

What bothers me is, how many others has she done this to already? How many others will get caught in her game eventually? How many people is she currently leading on, making them think she cares about them until she does a 180 and shows she doesn't actually care?

 

Hurting me is one thing. I have plenty of friends who actually care about me who I can spend time with and chat with. But I can't get over how she's just going to continue hurting even more people. And it's because of people like her that I have a hard time trusting others when they claim they like me and care about me. That's what she claimed, and look where we are now.

It doesn't matter. I guarantee a person like that isn't a happy person deep down. People who treat others poorly cannot get away with behavior like that consistently while maintaining a happy life with healthy relationships.