Not if my elaborate scheme goes thorugh, hehe. My goal in life is to purchase a small, micronesian island, and reestablish it as an independeent county, with all power plaaced in the hands of a mute native. Then, while he retains power, I purchase a 'house' in America, and establish it as an embassy, making me exempt. Anyway, just live life to the best you can, I have, once or twice, kept myself up thinking about that, but, that unknown after death is what keeps us tethered to this world, and the unknown after death is what we fear, not death itself. Same thing with darkness, people don't fear the dark, they fear the unknown and the helplessness they have. You can't rid the world of darkness. All the same, death cannot be rid of. You will have to accept it, and it can't be all that bad. Think of it this way. You are given life on a loan, and then, when your term is up, it is taken away, only to be shared with someone else. Just relex and work with what you have to make the best of things.