For your first confession, I used to have the same problem. I never really liked girls to begin with. Part of the reason I'm (Confession) a gay guy now. I am also intimidated by my peers to be honest. I just like older, more mature people who can deal with my life choice and accept me for it. I'm not flamboyant about my sexuality, but if I had the choice to be with teens who insult each other with "gay" and "[bleep]g*t," or mature, responsible adults, I'd be with the adults. Probably not your case, but the language and speaking habits offend me.