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Everyone is dead Relativity epitomized in the scheme of the infinity, everything is dead A room of people Eighty years come and death is all that is left Replaced by new faces Individuality - Illusion - Inception - Deception Painted red hands Temping the devil within me Kill the liars who think they're innocent Here comes the interlude The last time, I came around Oh God, sweet [bleep]ing god Deliver me from numbness Let me feel something significant Sitting across the table The illusion of ecstasy confined within another mortal Human desire is so generic But such a potent pill it is! jasddf023r23rj923r923rjk923fj9 Oh the sun in the sky Ode to romance Don't fool yourself Longing for a couple words All that it takes to set you free is a few thousand more Composition of a [bleep]ing sentence It is not hard to speak But it is for me Oh how [bleep]ing hard it is So god damn [bleep]ing hard Dirt, dirt, wash muddy waters over me Let me sink into the ground Let me be the trees, soak me in as fertilizer Don't worry, we're all on our way Plant seed in me, watch idea sprout into a lush garden Aforementioned eyes staring across the table with so much pretext Dreaming of aspirations of dreaming The human race cannot justify its existence through some inherent cause How absolutely hilarious human prejudice I hope you all know that the world is still spinning around My head is filled with disease Thanks for the freedoms It's definitely your job to tell me what I can and cannot do Again, thanks Petite embodiment of happiness Feelings are mutual yes, but why is it that I am not part of this mutuality CHORUS GENERIC GENERIC GENERIC Intoxication Damn right, you definitely see clearer when experiencing extreme happiness That logic REALLY makes sense Drop your [bleep]ing beer bottle and pocket full of acid It takes all this This lubrication for a conveyance of ideas Conversation is screwed I don't want to play this game anymore Why can't I just speak? Why can't I just keep quiet? No, I don't hate you Fill me with laughter Man, you're so funny Thanks for depleting chemicals in my brain that make me happy I wasn't going to use them anyway Good thing everyday is so significant I don't remember September 25th 2007 I don't remember June 8th 2006 Is this a PROBLEM? If a long life is justifiable then why are you lying on your death bed, unable to remember your first puppy's name? Stop being so used Stop being so passive Stop being so forgetful Stop wanting to be "all good" I'm not happy But I am content I wouldn't have it any other way :)

Posting a response to my question but not answering it just makes for more spam.

How is this not a forum game?

1. The ability to choose when I die. (I would most likely live until the earth is no longer suitable for life.) 2. The ability to never forget anything I read/experience/hear/taste etc. 3. The ability to read with full comprehension at 100,000 words-per-minute.

Jayma Mays, you might recognize her from Glee.

Given the interpretive nature of this, I'll tell you what I see through the verses: A young child trying to make a light turn on with magic, but realizing his childishness. Projected, insincere, superficial emotions. A young girl at a piano recital. People looking for beauty in the coded blandness of nature. How futile it is. Coming out of your mother's womb. Being raised on the idea that entrepreneurship is the only way to live. Talking about woman's menstrual cycles. And how pain is just another thing to cherish, for with it means life. Spacing out is pleasurable. :D In front of you is an x-y chart of a timeline from the origin until modern day that is broken into 10 parts. Either speaking of death or the apocalypse, I see it as the latter. Rebirth! And life goes on.

Hmm, I pretty much like all flavors. I guess either Lysol, gasoline, or Marsala wine.

Everything about it reminded me of something I'd watch on the Disney channel. This is not to necessarily a bad thing, but the dialogue and the basis for the plot are screaming "DISNEY!". If this was made into a movie, I see it being something like that one Disney movie where the girl trades consciousnesses with her mother. For a Disney screenplay I'd give it a 7/10 But as for a general screenplay I'd give it a 2/10

It seems that a lot of peoples' reasons for liking winter better either have to do with getting warm (hot chocolate, blankets, etc.) This confuses me. Anyways, I like winter because I simply like being cold. During my free-period in the winter me and friends sit outside without coats and induce stage 1 hypothermia almost daily. Its quite fun, and its fun to see your body acclimatize eventually. Other reasons are that I don't get as fatigued during workouts, I can think and read slightly better (it is thought that the brain works most efficiently at fifty-five degrees Fahrenheit), gotta love snow too. I would love to live in a place that was covered in snow year-round until I got sick of it.

Overnight essay for school. It was a critical analysis of an article by this Hofstadter dewd. I posted it because I think most Americans don't even know the difference between the Declaration of Indep. and the Constitution. By 1787, flaws in the Articles of Confederations policy towards a centralized government were obvious (Princeton Review 91); a new constitution was needed. For four months in 1787, a group of fifty-five delegates met in Philadelphia and discussed and authored our now-ratified constitution. In Richard Hofstadters Founding Fathers: An Age of Realism, he brings to examination the anti-democratic political ideology of these delegates and how this formed the constitution that Americans are seemingly so unfamiliar with today. Before delving into explanations, Hofstadter establishes his thesis and the fundamental principle in these delegates ideology: To them a human being was an atom of self-interest. They did not believe in man, but they did believe in the power of a good political constitution to control him. (Hofstadter 4). In essence, the Founding Fathers thought that mans self interest, or even the interest of a majority, must be mitigated with government, as a majority of men, let alone one, do not have the hindsight to know what is best for the whole. It was the Founding Fathers belief that liberty should lay in the hands of those who have stake in it. As Hofstadter further defines their intended definition of liberty, liberty was linked not to democracy but to property. (Hofstadter 13). Thus, although these two seemingly parallel concepts in the modern-day Americans mind, the Founding Fathers would think a democratic republic to be an oxymoron. Hofstadter made it clear that the Founding Fathers believed that in owning property, you thereby have a greater stake in the hand of decisions of government. This may well be an explanation to the Declaration of Independences famous all men are created equal line. As all men are created equal, not all are worthy enough to be affected by laws regarding the freedom for property. Given their fundamental ideologies, they may be susceptible, or even favorable to moving towards a government similar to the British model they just broke away from; however, this assumption would be the furthest from the truth: What the Fathers wanted was known as balanced government. (Hofstadter 10). They did not wish to act as the only important constituent, but rather, as Hofstadter eloquently put it, A properly designed state, the Fathers believed, would check interest with interest, class with class, faction with faction, and one branch of government with another in a harmonious system of mutual frustration. (Hofstadter 10). This meant that they had to implement policies in a constitution that acted as regulators for each group within the whole. Thus, three devices were designated: the advantage of a central government, in maintaining order against a majority rule (effectively anti-democratic); the ability for citizens to vote, which allowed for a government representative of the majoritys political party; and two houses of opposing political party with an impartial overseer that had the power to veto (congress). Theoretically they could have recreated a monarchy and placed themselves at the top, but they obviously had more sense than that. And although it is fairly obvious that their political ideologies were determined greatly on their social class, they were controlledby a statesmanlike sense of moderation and scrupulously republican philosophy. (Hofstadter 29). Meaning that they wished to distribute the power. And as it should be apparent through the very title of his article, Hofstadter made it clear that the founding fathers were not idealists. These well-educated delegates were well aware of the historical failures of idealism, whether it be in religion, settlements, or government. Given their view on human instinct, we can deduce that they would think any sort of perfection within humanity to be impossible, as Hofstadter affirms, Modern humanistic thinkers who seek for means by which society may transcend eternal conflict and rigid adherence to property rights as its integrating principles can expect no answer in the philosophy of balanced government as it was set down by the constitution. However perfect a governmental model might be, conflict between factions, classes, and political ideologies will always occur and have to be dealt with. With a system that effectively pleases, or displeases, everyone as needed, a government can do its job most effectively. The Founding Fathers knew this, and wrote the Constitution accordingly.

Always get the same results on these things, except last time I was 100% introverted. Introverted (I) 90% Extroverted (E) 10% Intuitive (N) 52.5% Sensing (S) 47.5% Thinking (T) 90% Feeling (F) 10% Perceiving (P) 67.86% Judging (J) 32.14% Your type is: INTP 3.3% of population

What is up with the silhouettes on everyone's profile page? Does anyone know how to put your avatar or a different picture there?

Apologies for my obnoxiously caustic first blog post. It was actually a copy-and-paste from something else I wrote on Facebook today. Anyways, I can't decide between the white or black clone. Someone should make this easier for me and just make a clone of the old theme. Ah, anyways, I don't like blogs. They make me think that other people think that I think of myself highly and that my everyday whatdoings is interesting enough for the public eye. Just letting you know, if I do continue to add entries to this blog, most likely it is simply done for personal entertainment purposes. Help me make up more words that end in "doings".