Reveal Confessions, Secrets & Regrets...

[Abc1230]

Liek amg. it r not liek 20 bazillion parsent uv us r in hi skewl

[Furah]

Liek amg. it r not liek 20 bazillion parsent uv us r in hi skewl

Not even Google knows what that means, and it's the closest we will ever come to having a god.

[deathdrow]

Liek amg. it r not liek 20 bazillion parsent uv us r in hi skewl

Not even Google knows what that means, and it's the closest we will ever come to having a god.

Like omg. It's not like 20 bazillion percent of us are in high school.

[Jeffwilson99]

Liek amg. it r not liek 20 bazillion parsent uv us r in hi skewl

Not even Google knows what that means, and it's the closest we will ever come to having a god.

Like omg. It's not like 20 bazillion percent of us are in high school.

 

All hail the new god!

[Romy]

Liek amg. it r not liek 20 bazillion parsent uv us r in hi skewl

Not even Google knows what that means, and it's the closest we will ever come to having a god.

Like omg. It's not like 20 bazillion percent of us are in high school.

 

All hail the new god!

 

Oh no, I'm yet to see concrete proof of his existence :blink: !

 

 

Lol....

[Dupin]

Confession: I skip over the long, well-developed posts in a thread, but stop to read the ones that look like they might be trolling.

Regret: I have skipped writing four papers for school because I'm too busy with pointless games and forums.

Secret: I don't really regret that.

 

 

To the posts above (because I don't know how to quote in an edit): A non-believer!! Burn her at the stake!

[Guest Mrmegakirby]

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[Furah]

Is the steak a lie? :ohnoes:

[Abc1230]

Is the steak a lie? :ohnoes:

The cake is a pie.

[Dupin]

Is the steak a lie? :ohnoes:

The cake is a pie.

 

I dunno, "Pie or death" just doesn't have the same ring to it.

[EarthySun]

Is the steak a lie? :ohnoes:

The cake is a pie.

 

I dunno, "Pie or death" just doesn't have the same ring to it.

 

This is making me cry.

 

Also:

 

Secret: I bought a new computer, installed a new video card, and have World of Warcraft back up and running. ._.

Regret: Doing all of that and not paying for RuneScape. :x

[Pinkbullet3]

World of Warcraft = fun game (I'll admit; played for a bit 3 years ago)

 

And not paying for RS = where it's at

 

:thumbup:

[EarthySun]

World of Warcraft = fun game (I'll admit; played for a bit 3 years ago)

 

And not paying for RS = where it's at

 

:thumbup:

 

I'm 16k experience from 99 Woodcutting. ;_;

[mario_sunny]

Mmm sometimes I have some bad times in my life. It happened today at a party. A little backstory: We're hosting a german exchange student who is staying at our house for three weeks. She's very nice, and very cute. We went to a party for all the other german exchange students, and their families too. There are about 14 exchange students. So when we got there my student immediately went to chat with some of her german friends, and spoke in german, so I felt it would be awkward to go over there and try to make conversation in English. I was planning to talk to her and to get to know her friends, since I'd really like to get to know her better (she's only been here two days). But then more people started arriving, and they were all speaking german. The american hosts (which were all my age, teenagers) were all having their conversations and I felt depressed because I didn't know any of them even though they went to my school. I wished at that moment so badly that I knew maybe just ONE person really well, so that I could chat with him and I could have a fun time. But instead I went over to the adults, and I felt like a freaking outcast. I was the only teenager who was not conversing with another teen, and not having a fun time. I felt like people were judging me, but I tried to convince myself this was not true. Then I remembered almost all teens are douches in the inside, so obviously that made me really depressed. I just wanted to escape from the party, so I left the house without anyone noticing and walked around the neighborhood for about an hour, on the verge of crying. It was cold and I was all alone feeling like crap. I thought this party would be a great time for me to really get to know my german student, and maybe even get closer to her. She's really damn pretty. But no... I'm the weird kid who isn't talking to anyone. Ugh. Near the end of the party I made up some dumb excuse like I had a headache, and that's why I wasn't talking to people. I said, please, let's go home, because I wanted to get out of that place extremely badly.

 

Anyway, I usually don't have bad days like that. They are very rare. I try to place myself in situations that would make me happy, but that one backfired. When I get sad I try to think positive; I'm an optimist. But sometimes that doesn't work. I'm feeling better now though.

 

And I'm still working on getting to know my exchange student really well. We talk a lot when we are alone and I hope to keep it up. I'm thinking I might try to take her to the movies, just her and me. Or maybe to the mall, I don't know. Its nice that I can drive, that way I can take her places. I feel really... light? (I guess that's the right word) when I'm near her. Something about her being european is... attractive, I guess.

 

Well that was a good confession. I think its about my fourth post of confessions on this thread. Hope you enjoyed the story, you creepy 40 year old men pretending to be teenage girls (just kidding, that wouldn't happen on tif!).

 

Also here's another confession: I think I take video games way to seriously. I mean, really. I'm f**king obsessed with my Kill to death ratio in MW2. Its like a goddam addiction. I get really depressed when it goes down and when it goes up I'm saying to myself its not going up fast enough. Sigh. I just wish sometimes I had another Xbox live account where I could screw around in any game I wanted without worrying about stats. When I die in games I start cursing and get extremely angry. I look at the goddam killcam with my mouth agape, just wondering how I could be so stupid. If I don't have a 10.00+ ratio in a match I tell myself I did bad. Its almost like I have a separate personality bullying me into playing games like they are real life- you make a mistake, and you lose a lot. But of course its just a dumb game and doesn't mean anything... I just wish I could forget about the goddam K/D ratio.

 

Sorry I don't mean to brag, really I don't. I just wanted to get that off my chest too.

[Guest Mrmegakirby]

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[EarthySun]

It happens to everyone. Try and shake it off, most people probally weren't paying too much attention to you, so no harm done socially. We all feel a bit awkward at times, and that was definatly an acceptable excuse to feel that way.

 

Confession, and a regret: I have incredibly high expectations of myself in life... I want to be a multi millionaire, at the very least, which I know probally won't happen. But I want to be succesful, I feel like I need to be, and if I come short, I know I'll be dissapointed.

 

This. I'm aiming pretty damned high too (at least one million per year, maybe more) and to become an inventor/engineer/physicist/doctor of some kind. I expect to be very well-known in my field, and make at least one major contribution to my profession.

[Omar]

Mmm sometimes I have some bad times in my life. It happened today at a party. A little backstory: We're hosting a german exchange student who is staying at our house for three weeks. She's very nice, and very cute. We went to a party for all the other german exchange students, and their families too. There are about 14 exchange students. So when we got there my student immediately went to chat with some of her german friends, and spoke in german, so I felt it would be awkward to go over there and try to make conversation in English. I was planning to talk to her and to get to know her friends, since I'd really like to get to know her better (she's only been here two days). But then more people started arriving, and they were all speaking german. The american hosts (which were all my age, teenagers) were all having their conversations and I felt depressed because I didn't know any of them even though they went to my school. I wished at that moment so badly that I knew maybe just ONE person really well, so that I could chat with him and I could have a fun time. But instead I went over to the adults, and I felt like a freaking outcast. I was the only teenager who was not conversing with another teen, and not having a fun time. I felt like people were judging me, but I tried to convince myself this was not true. Then I remembered almost all teens are douches in the inside, so obviously that made me really depressed. I just wanted to escape from the party, so I left the house without anyone noticing and walked around the neighborhood for about an hour, on the verge of crying. It was cold and I was all alone feeling like crap. I thought this party would be a great time for me to really get to know my german student, and maybe even get closer to her. She's really damn pretty. But no... I'm the weird kid who isn't talking to anyone. Ugh. Near the end of the party I made up some dumb excuse like I had a headache, and that's why I wasn't talking to people. I said, please, let's go home, because I wanted to get out of that place extremely badly.

 

Anyway, I usually don't have bad days like that. They are very rare. I try to place myself in situations that would make me happy, but that one backfired. When I get sad I try to think positive; I'm an optimist. But sometimes that doesn't work. I'm feeling better now though.

 

And I'm still working on getting to know my exchange student really well. We talk a lot when we are alone and I hope to keep it up. I'm thinking I might try to take her to the movies, just her and me. Or maybe to the mall, I don't know. Its nice that I can drive, that way I can take her places. I feel really... light? (I guess that's the right word) when I'm near her. Something about her being european is... attractive, I guess.

 

Well that was a good confession. I think its about my fourth post of confessions on this thread. Hope you enjoyed the story, you creepy 40 year old men pretending to be teenage girls (just kidding, that wouldn't happen on tif!).

 

I know this is hard advice to take, but if you could have done anything to make your situation better, it would probably have been going into one of the American teen groups and saying "Hey, I don't know anyone here who isn't a germanophone, you guys mind if I just butt in?".

[mario_sunny]

I prefer to go through life without any advise (it helps me try new things), but thank you. I know you are trying to help. :P

 

But yes that is normally good advise, I would imagine. Infact I found myself imaging what it would have been like if I had done that, and it didn't turn out pretty lol... you see some kids at my school have really close knit groups of friends whom don't dare 'venture out' and meet new people . Yes its a bit depressing. But I always try to look at the positive side. At least I have my own group of friends hehe (they just weren't at the party, damn them).

[Tim]

Regret: I ran away from my own 18th Birthday Party 2 years ago . I was dealing with a few problems at the time and something triggered an old memory.

[Omar]

I prefer to go through life without any advise (it helps me try new things), but thank you. I know you are trying to help. :P

 

But yes that is normally good advise, I would imagine. Infact I found myself imaging what it would have been like if I had done that, and it didn't turn out pretty lol... you see some kids at my school have really close knit groups of friends whom don't dare 'venture out' and meet new people . Yes its a bit depressing. But I always try to look at the positive side. At least I have my own group of friends hehe (they just weren't at the party, damn them).

 

I'm not sure if I should give further advice. :P

[The Dark Lord]

And I'm still working on getting to know my exchange student really well. We talk a lot when we are alone and I hope to keep it up. I'm thinking I might try to take her to the movies, just her and me. Or maybe to the mall, I don't know. Its nice that I can drive, that way I can take her places. I feel really... light? (I guess that's the right word) when I'm near her. Something about her being european is... attractive, I guess.

 

Believe it or not, but most white people in America are European...oh...You mean they live in Europe.

 

You like Germans? Go pick a German-American. They lack both the accent and the language, but they still have the heritage!

 

I'm just joking with you. Yeah, I've had that feeling before. It sucks, but if you believe that people are thinking that about you, then you will act strangely. In effect, you become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Be a little bit more bold and act like you are confident. Stand up straight and keep your chin high. Posture has a lot to do with confidence as well. If you have your chin low and your back hunched, then you look submissive or depressed.

 

Confession, and a regret: I have incredibly high expectations of myself in life... I want to be a multi millionaire, at the very least, which I know probally won't happen. But I want to be succesful, I feel like I need to be, and if I come short, I know I'll be dissapointed.

 

I have this really cool plan for my life. Basically, I go to pharmacy school and earn a nice, high-paying job (in like a hospital or something) that is relatively not that stressful. I will also get a PhD in history. When I decide to retire from pharmacology, I can move (maybe to England or some really nice place in the US) and then become a history professor and teach until I die. I would be well off from the high-paying job as a pharmacist, so I wouldn't have to worry as much about my finances when I work a relatively lower-paying job as a professor at a university.

 

I might decide to scrap the idea altogether and pursue something completely different, but it seems to be a good start.

 

I thought about politics, but it is a very stressful and uncertain career. I may or may not be elected, and if I am elected, I could become very stressed. Likewise, my ideology would prevent me from running as a Democrat or Republican, which would effectively guarantee that I wouldn't be elected. I would lack both the campaign money, and it's a fact that people only vote Democrat or Republican in the United States because people are idiots.

[mario_sunny]

Serephurus- yes I have been doing that, but thank you anyway. :P

[The Dark Lord]

Serephurus- yes I have been doing that, but thank you anyway. :P

 

Dating a German-American or ...?

[dusky]

Secret: i hate this thread because only like 10% of the posts are relevant

 

Non-Troll regret: wasting last summer getting 99 rc :wall:

[BlindBaker]

..., you creepy 40 year old men pretending to be teenage girls (just kidding, that wouldn't happen on tif!).

Of course not!

 

...uh... actually, I have a confession...