I think of my dreams and aspirations, and look around my room at all the flags I have. This relaxes me, and makes me realize there are bigger problems in the world than mine.

 

 

 

Offtopic:You mean have like real life size flags on your room's walls or just many small ones?It this like your hobby?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Off Topic Reply: I have 3x5's (1m x 1.7m) of Germany, Finland, Britain, Sweden, Turkey, Netherlands, Norway, Brunei, and Denmark, 9 in total, and yes they're real flags. Not in my room I have, Slovenia, Czech Republic, Canada, America, Slovakia, and Britain Pre-1800 (And small versions of all the Balkan countries). Yes, this a hobby of mine, I'd like to collect all the countries flags when and if I get around $400.

 

 

 

in total, and yes they're real flags. ]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

what are false flags...?

My writings, I s'pose. I like writing when I feel inspired or motivated, or when I'm particularly excited or sad. I want to be able to express my feelings through a piece of writing so that when I read it back months possibly years later I can feel what I felt then.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And my second is probably my woofa dog, Tess. She's so great :D happy all the time, 5 year old golden retriever! :

I have so many lights, my life doesn't often get dark. :

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Friends, family, pets, my piano, memories - they all make me happy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

If anyone is stuck in the dark, I have a 60watt bulb...just PM me!

My four books, Fellowship of the elemental. It holds the memories of the ''Fellowship'' - my best friends and me.

 

 

 

It is a quite nice sci-fi fantasy , too. I'm planning to sell it one day ;)

 

 

 

If someone would stole the idea from me, I'll DIE.

a few things

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

a very good friend i know most of my live, a very nice girl who i like very much (and i also think she is realy hot :-w ), and my famaly

Rammstein.

My mom- I get the feeling that she never will/would give up on me.

I'll add you guys later, have to go in a few minutes to a 3 day jazz concert. Bai till then

My writings, I s'pose. I like writing when I feel inspired or motivated, or when I'm particularly excited or sad. I want to be able to express my feelings through a piece of writing so that when I read it back months possibly years later I can feel what I felt then.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thats cool. It's basically the same for me, but with music. I admire a good piece of literature though, it can really move you just like music can. :thumbsup:

Managed to get some of you in, I'm to tired to do the rest.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:XD:

My family, my friends, a special girl, and the desire to be recognized.

God, the world and everything in it. I just think, "Wow, how can something be that amazingly complex?". I tend to look at the simple things and realize how intricately designed they actually are.

The world, and everything in it. I tend to look at the simple things and realise how intricately complicated they are, and then I marvel at the wonderful processes that brought them about, making something so amazing out of just a few cosmic rules.

The world, and everything in it. I tend to look at the simple things and realise how intricately complicated they are, and then I marvel at the wonderful processes that brought them about, making something so amazing out of just a few cosmic rules.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yes, that's what solidifies my theist beliefs :P ironic.

I have a few "lights". They've helped, but I've found most of my light comes from myself. I'm just too determined to satisfy my curiosity with the world to let go now. For me at least, even 80-90 years won't be quite enough.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Admittingly though... my girlfriend has made me so happy... she tries so hard to see me and keep a smile on my face when I'd be happy with far less. She's so amazing, and sometimes I feel like I don't deserve her... But the other day she said something that brought tears even to my eyes:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Her: "Before you do something you're not sure about... talk to me. Don't forget that I know who you really are."

 

 

 

Me: "I don't mean this to be challenging, but... what makes you think that?"

 

 

 

Her: "I love you. I love how you always look me in the eyes and how you're so giving (and forgiving!) and how you are willing to do so much to help people get back up, and how you'd do anything for me.... you know, sometimes I feel... like I don't deserve you..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I know it sounds sad but it actually was a really happy moment.

My best friend - A girl called Nat, she is really understanding and will always listen to me when I'm down, and never makes critisisms and seems to cheer me up. That, or my girlfriend.

My lights are music, my friends, and my girlfriend.

My girlfriend, Who I'd be lost without right now.

 

 

 

I feel the bond between my parents has been lost, She's the only one I look towards when I need help.

Up until today I thought it was my "best mate" but she let me down and forgot about our plans for the weekend just gone... Thankfully, I have other great friends who will listen to the problems and we'll discuss them, but they're only friends that I've made recently, but they are there for me more than who I thought was my best mate, and i'm there for them too. Also, the only person that I can talk to safely and have extreme confidence in is my dad, I can tell him anything, but it's not just because he's my dad, it's because he treats me like his mate.

Good ones. I'll add them once I can safely get on the computer :XD:

I don't wanna sound depressed ... but I can't think of any. I don't have any inspiring relationships and friendships, an amazing ability, a hobby that's decent ...

Yes, friends are always there to reassure and support you. But then after school, we will part our different ways, towards different careers. Hence, I'm very much independant of others, so, essentially I am my own light in the darkness: my self-confidence, my dreams, hope for the near and distant future. My own self-worth, the fact that I matter to people, that people respect me, for whatever their reasons. I try not to let myself feel bad, my general assertiveness usually ensures that. But when that fails, I don't let it bother me. I don't know, I'm very much an inward person.

Thinking about all that I want to accomplish. And about all the people that have helped me along the way and that I dont want to let down

My girlfriend, and as with a bunch of people, the music I write :)

 

 

 

Music is an amazing way to express yourself. & it's up to you weather to keep it to yourself or not :)