Ezkaton

KSE and ATR are "Metalcore" if you want to be pedantic :P BFMV have sold out tbf, but The Poison album was metalcore.

Urgh, it seems the more blogs I make the more emotions I get out, and maybe they have no place on here, but to me this is an area where I can work out my frustrations and try to think in ways........ It's been a very long and hard 13 days for me, my mind being a bastard to me, and all sorts of things happening, feeling numb about anything and everything, and spending last night getting so drunk I couldn't think...... I've broken down several times and yeah >.< So let me present - Emotional Wreck *points at self*. "Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like ME!" I've had the odd reply to texts from Courtney over these past 13 days, but with her usually protest that she's so busy doing "work" that she can't text me or talk to me on the phone. However yeah she might be working, I know she's a hard worker, but the past few days I'll lurk offline msn and I'll find her sitting online, she has time to make numerous facebook status's and yeah? So can anybody tell me where I'm going wrong in thinking that she's just avoiding me? But then again why would she avoid me if she promised she'd be my friend? And then again the other day her fb status was that of "Courtney: Needs to pull herself together :/" so what should I gather from it? That she's having as tough a time as me? But anyways, I know she's spent alot of her time either locked in her room at uni or extremely drunk from the amount of times she's told me she's been out........ tonight is another example, she doesn't have the usual 2 seconds to let me ring her before film night so we can talk because she's going to be getting drunk with a friend tonight, and then tomorrow is carnage in aber, something I was going to until that monday almost 2 weeks ago. So can anyone tell me how it's fair? I know she probably needs her time, but what about me too? I know I should leave her to it, but then again what about me wanting to talk to her? I really can't let someone as amazing as that walk out of my life, I want to be atleast something to her, friends would do me fine, but yeah. Does anyone have a good reason why she can't talk to me? Maybe a good thing out of all this is that part of my life is returning to normal? I've spent the most part of the past 13 days listening to acoustic stuff, but over the past 2 days Killswitch Engage, All That Remains, Bullet for my Valentine (The Poison stuff, none of this mainstream rubbish) and As I Lay Dying, and Caliban have become more and more to the forefront of my musical taste, a sign that my life is getting better? Maybe, but then again could be a bad thing because when I listen to metal all I can see is her, she was the main influence on my taste as we learnt and directed each other. Goddamn I'm a mess. Sorry people. "Heaven, where is my angel? I need her now, holding me........ NOW"

Well still come to the UK, then spend your loan on train tickets to Lampeter and drink for nights out (Y)

Oh I thought it was more me preventing you from sleeping, not stress eh? :P Get your arse to Britain and come to a uni here. Wales preferably..... Aber has a good uni with training hospital methinks, or atleast it did at one point. But come over here so we can have a long drinking sesh bro <3 And agreed with the women ;_;

Just another blog to just chat, and ramble I guess. It's been tougher and tougher I've found it at the moment, and I really want to break, and yeah. 30 seconds to mars sum it up perfectly "What if I wanted to break? ...... What would you do? ....... What if I fell to the floor? Couldn't take this anymore? What would you do? Look in my eyes you're killing me, killing me all I wanted was you" But anyways, this is kind of a blog too to say thanks to Vulxai, Darkwitchery, Drazharr44, Me_Hate_Libs, and Octarine who have all been amazing friends. Vulxai, your advice and having someone to talk to is invaluable atm, and it's really appreciated. Dark, same applies to you, someone who can help in different ways too. Draz, you're a brother to me, and facebook agrees with it so it has to be true, you sir are one of the greatest people I know. MHL, past emails and convo's have proved an amazing way to unwind and cool down and smile at all the crudeness and jokes. Octarine you're another BFAM, and you've been invaluable too. I know you've lost your tif account but I know you'll read this as you generally lurk as a guest on TIF. I owe all of you. <3: You are the greatest people. I'm sorry if I'm not always in the most cheerful of moods due to this, or off with you sometimes. But you guys have helped so much this past week. Even though it's been going on forever. "Bury me, Bury me" Bury ME. Ezk <3

People will do that because they'll want to see what the exp for the challenges is like....... and most people cba with kuradals one of killing Jad....... So it could be a good option. Maybe at first, but after the 'new update' period has settled down, I don't think people will use a specific slayer master JUST for the challenge unless the xp turns out to be worth it. Aye, I do agree with that. Could be interesting to find out what the exp is like though tbf :)

People will do that because they'll want to see what the exp for the challenges is like....... and most people cba with kuradals one of killing Jad....... So it could be a good option.

I thought you can get them for all slayer masters? Jagex said that "They each have their own unique request" which to me suggests that you can only get the special task from the relevant slayer master. i.e Kuradal wont ask for the slayer tower monster kill thing. Aye this is right. It even says so in the KB........ The Duracel one seems easy enough tbf - Kill 21 crawling hands, 8 banshees, 9 infernal magi, 7 bloodvelds, 7 aberrant spectres, 5 gargoyles, 6 nechryaels and 6 abyssal demons. Simples, I wonder how much exp you'd get for doing that as it is so easy....... 1 Pony should do it, and a pure set.

*sigh* ima have to start using duracell a bit now :/

Definitely worth it 100%. You make profit anyways in the long run.

WoW....... and I'm meaning both as in WOW O.O That looked quite good...... and WoW...... *sigh* World of Runescape anyone? Oh dear........

Just been on the WoW website too...... if you click on the cataclysm or wrath of the lynch king stuff it looks a little like that. So can I please say "WORLD OF RUNESCAPE" :blink: I like the page, but it doesn't half look like they're changing the whole game by calling it Runescape: Dungeons of Daemonheim....... *cough*WoW*cough*.......... This really is hammering in that they're trying to compete big style..... First constitution, then this new...... Activity (I wont grant it the name of skill because it's not, it's an activity)..... what next? We can ride on our summoning familiars? It'll all go into a proper 3Dlike world that you use WSAD to move around? This is really starting to annoy me....... :shame: Well done Jagex on jumping on another bandwagon....... so what do we call it now for short? RS? DoD? RSDoD? Dung? Who knows? EDIT: As for the woman, I'd agree with most people about the chest, they're not being realistic....... I love Den <3: that brought a smile to my face for a short time....... And I'd say it's not dragon stuff it's the Promethium or Primal stuff....... No way is that a dragon kite..... Too much like the new shields.

Just thought I'd give a reason why I've been trying to get people to get draz to talk to me and why I've not been so active on the forums. On Monday my girlfriend and I decided to split (it was more her decision than mine as I thought everything was good and lovely)....... We were a better than amazing couple tbf according to people and we spent 2 years together with the odd break up or break in between...... It had been going really well but I don't know why she's decided to do this. :cry: So those who I ask to talk to Kieran (draz) please do so because he seems to be really angry at me for breaking a promise that is quite serious...... He'll tell you if he feels and I might do too, but I don't feel like saying it atm. But one thing is certain - I need my Irish Brother from another Mother...... And I'm sorry I did what I did dude..... it was something to help get rid of the pain, but I guess it doesn't work. I can hardly sleep, food doesn't like to stay down, I even had to dehydrate myself to stop crying...... So dude I need you :cry: :cry: Also the reason for the status being "Maybe I'll fall hard.... Hit something tough to break me, something sharp to rip open my insides and bleed out all this pain" is lyrics from a song called "Maybe I'll Catch Fire" by the Alkaline Trio....... It's something that sums up how I feel. Also I'm hooked on How to Save a Life by the Fray and Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright. I love this community, however ima take a little time out but I'll lurk everywhere during the time I can just to try and take my mind off everything. Ezk X

I do agree with them, and it stenches of WoW, but I'm excited and happy about it and want to try it. Disappointed as the stuff like Primal armour is only dungeoneering thing so pissed at that, looks like the only thing I want is the Chaotic shield, however 2m a time = no thanks...... So...... DFS + Torags = still better :( DISAPPOINTED if that's the case

Wait reading this they say about binding tier 11 stuff - which would be the primal armours and weapons - therefore..... does this mean that unless I'm dungeoneering I don't keep my 99 defence item? o.O If so I think I'll just stick to slayer. Jonni, have you had any armours or anything good from it yet?

Just looked at the melee equipment..... I WANT MY PRIMAL ARMOUR AND SHIELDS NOW :o :o

bank it all, it provides gear Ah brilliant :) Could you pm me with a picture of what stuff it gives etc? I'm out currently and can't log in to see it..... How's it going? :D

Are you allowed to wear your best armour that you want to or do you bank it all like you do with the crap in your invo?

The chaotic shield.... o.O I want it...... but doesn't it basically surpass the DFS's defence bonuses, and the rune defenders attack bonuses? :D

Love the look at it. Pity I'm out all day >.< Goddamn, ah well, the rewards sound good looking through them..... I really want that bonecrusher thingy, sounds good for lazy people like me who don't wana bury normal bones. I WANA BE HOME! D: D: D:

Is BSS that good? I've never really heard much of it. I plan on using DFS for dk's, arma and basically every other boss, so I think it will be a good investment. Ah well I was thinking that you were gona continue bandosing and therefore claws would have been more useful. However :D DFS it is then by the sounds of it.

Gratz on the hilt 3PM :) But....... Surely buying a BSS and your own Claws would be better than buying just a DFS? You get a shield with alright defence stats and a spec weapon that you don't need to bother people for, and then when you get a BCP or Tassets then go for the DFS which again will help with your killing? Or am I just being silly?

There isn't such month as the 31st. Calendars have only 12 don't forget. (yes I know you don't mean it that way, but if you do it that way you will get us Brits telling you that you have it the wrong way round and it's stupid) Therefore I corrected it for you. Anyways, could be possible, but I think it's one of these looking too much into it, however it would coincide with the "it'll be out nearer the middle of the year" thing MMG said, so how much closer do you want it than 24 hours closer eh?

He said he was lagging alot so the glory and the RoL are the better bets. Ummm I'd say add more uni scrolls, swap the obby shield for a BSS if you have one/can, or use a rune defender. That's about as much as I know for bandos. Ask Bacon and such.

Sounds like Trollheim, but for Demons..... GWD part 2 anyone? ;) Nah in all seriousness that first part is my assumption. It does sound like that, which could be good. Maybe a new demon? Who knows maybe my GWD pt2 is right as Zammy could send a demon a little like Kril out to try and kill us all but Zaros is helping us epicpwn them? Who knows? Could be the release of the area..... Demon killing could be the new skill and we get respect off people for levelling it? The higher it is the more people love us as heroes and the more demons we can kill? I can't believe I've just turned into one of these people going "AMG IT CUD B DA NU SKILL@!@!@!@!!???!!!!Z0RS!!!!?!?!?!@@@@S" But who knows? I just guess we'll wait and see. Monday is only 7 veeeeery long (atleast for me and poor Draz who I'm depressing with my depression) hours away, so it could be then? Or then again, Tuesday or something? I wonder what Jagex will do with regards to the UK GE going on too? :D Could be interesting if this demon home is a spoof and people go there to kill politicians in a stand against it. I personally would find it very fun after the many hours of being awake and canvassing i've done over the past 6 days...... wait.... has it been 6? 5 maybe.... ah well I've lost track of time too :)