My friends' aunt's family was murdered (including two small children) and the killer ended up getting life in jail rather than he death penalty. The surviving members of the family still aren't able to feel closure.
I lived in Siberia at one point and remembered seeing lots of dead birds fall out of trees whenever winter set in early. Maybe the same thing happened here and they froze to death and suffered trauma upon hitting the ground?
Do cardio along with a healthy diet to lose fat first. Then, eat a protein rich diet and start doing core exercises such as sit ups, boat archs, and planks.
Employers aren't necessarily right in that X activity should be looked down upon, but they still have an impact on you. Also, according to your logic, you should stop doing basically everything. I'm pretty sure you understand what I mean.
Drink some warm tea before running, and wear a ski mask or something to cover your mouth. Make sure to keep your feet dry so apply foot powder gingerly prior to running.
Plus RC PKing is fun. :D Counter-Rc pking wasn't so bad either ;) Fear Figment had an awesome video where she ran around with a rune pick and once she got attacked, she would pull some ancient magicks and granite maul specs.
How about you don't share/partake in activities that could be looked down upon? Remember that the online world and the real world are not separate spheres and are in fact interconnected.