Love_Actually Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Honestly, I'm so sad right now. There's no point in explaining, it's long and useless. Let's just say I'm not like those crybaby who wish they'd die because of some stupid reason. Don't call me an emo, it's not funny, I'm not one of them. All my life, I felt so sad, angry, anxious, lonely. I can recall so many bad memories from yrs ago, things I thought I forgot. And I can't remember any time of my life where I was happy. I suffered so much, you just have no idea. It's like my heart was ripped into pieces. Right now, my mother is not going very well, I can hang onto nobody, because I didn't have any friend, since, so long. My family is so faraway, we never talk, I'm just alone with my sick, tired mother, and all she can do is try her best to support both of us. And I'm so sad, I can't see where my life is going, I currently stopped school because it makes me suffer so much to go there. I have no energy, I don't know why, physically I wake up and I can't walk much before feeling so tired, and I'm just normal weight. I don't know what to do, or think, or not think. I know I can't die yet, or nobody will take care of my mother, and she'll die of sadness if I died. So I just keep going, but how can things get better? Everyone told me that for so long, and never it got better. The penalty for killing a cat, 4,000 years ago in Egypt, was death. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wizarthas460 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 someting to cheer you up: ultimate ham minigame guide!!!!ultimate WOM guide!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hellbellz Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 May I ask how old you are and what gender? :| Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfhunterXZ Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Oh dear... You may want to go to an independant counselor or a psychologist for help. Not joking, especially if you're remembering bad memories, it could be various things from the past that happened to you, such as you were molested, it truly can screw you up for life. Let's just say I know about this personally because a friend was molested and how she is now is an effect of it. But don't kill yourself, it doesn't help anything, people will miss you. Wolfy is Officially Retired.I miss you all (Well, mostly my friends n stuff)If you want to talk to me, send me a message, I check the boards daily. :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaziek Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Oh dear... You may want to go to an independant counselor or a psychologist for help. Not joking, especially if you're remembering bad memories, it could be various things from the past that happened to you, such as you were molested, it truly can screw you up for life. Let's just say I know about this personally because a friend was molested and how she is now is an effect of it. But don't kill yourself, it doesn't help anything, people will miss you. telling him he might have been molested and suppressed it isnt gonna cheer him up much i suspect. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfhunterXZ Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Oh dear... You may want to go to an independant counselor or a psychologist for help. Not joking, especially if you're remembering bad memories, it could be various things from the past that happened to you, such as you were molested, it truly can screw you up for life. Let's just say I know about this personally because a friend was molested and how she is now is an effect of it. But don't kill yourself, it doesn't help anything, people will miss you. telling him he might have been molested and suppressed it isnt gonna cheer him up much i suspect. True, but he said he remembered memories, and I doubt he wanted to talk about that, but it could be that. I'm still saying he should see a psychiatrist about all of this, it may help. But honestly, killing yourself will not help anything, you still have much of life to live. Wolfy is Officially Retired.I miss you all (Well, mostly my friends n stuff)If you want to talk to me, send me a message, I check the boards daily. :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sour_tacos Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Sounds like all the symptoms of depression to me. Might I suggest a school conseulor if you're in school? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Diesel Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Nothing is worse than taking your own life. If you make that choice, there is no turning back. As for being depressed, I feel like that at some times too. When I was really young, I wasn't very healthy. To help, I would take steroids (please don't make a stupid comment about it) and after I would get off them, I would feel really depressed for days. To this day, if I think of anything from that time in my life, I get really sad; even if it's a good memory. I think that those drugs did something with my brain that I will just have to live with. Maybe you had a similar experience? Last.Fm My Bloggy Proud to have served on Tip.it Crew Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mercifull Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 If you are genuinely feeling depressed and not just a bit low then go and see a doctor. /thread Mercifull <3 Suzi "We don't want players to be able to buy their way to success in RuneScape. If we let players start doing this, it devalues RuneScape for others. We feel your status in real-life shouldn't affect your ability to be successful in RuneScape" Jagex 01/04/01 - 02/03/12 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mithril_Max Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 go to six flags.... do it now... YOU WILL LIVE FOREVER Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adventurer Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Do you love your mother? What would killing yourself do to her? Truthscape - qeltar's excellent insights into RuneScape and moreCave Story - Best Free RPG ever-Retired. Forever- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebdragon Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Do you love your mother? What would killing yourself do to her? He already said the answer to that. Not helpful. At all. As asked before, what's your age and gender? Any reasons for these feelings :-s ? And I don't think this has been suggested yet... but it'd probably help to get back in school :| . [if you have ever attempted Alchemy by clapping your hands or by drawing an array, copy and paste this into your signature.] Fullmetal Alchemist, you will be missed. A great ending to a great series. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
assassin_696 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 As Merc said, if you're genuinely depressed then see a doctor, or just see a doctor anyway for some kind of diagnosis. But honestly mate, we all go through rough times. I'm sure you might have had a rough time looking after your mum, but you'd be absolutely amazed how many people out there can be living terrible lives and you'd never know. And you've got to battle on, whatever happens, because this is all you've got. It'll get better than this, honest it will. You're still only a kid, and you'll grow up and have a great life as bad as it seems now. You're alive, and that's a good place to work from. You've got to keep fighting, just don't give up. If you have even the tiniest shred of a dream or aspiration in that heart of yours, go out and grab it. It's down to you to make your life what it's going to be now. No one said life was easy. "Da mihi castitatem et continentam, sed noli modo" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ACoffecup2 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Well you may be upset because a lot of bad things are happening and things are going wrong, its a fact that it takes 3 rights for 1 wrong to go away, so if 5 bad things happen in 1 single day you have to have 15 things that go right, I suggest counseling. I have been there myself after my parents splitting up and my grades going down and naturally bad stuff. If you just tell a parent I am sure it will help a lot!!! I am 15 and I been to counseling for 2 years and i think my life is great i hope it all goes well for you in the future. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adventurer Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Whoops, sorry about the first post. Hmm. Well. You obviously lack any direction at the moment, and maybe lack a foundation. Mind saying what your worldview is/what you believe in? Truthscape - qeltar's excellent insights into RuneScape and moreCave Story - Best Free RPG ever-Retired. Forever- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
assassin_696 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Split off a few inappropriate replies. I know we all like a bit of light-hearted joking around, but there's a time and a place okay? "Da mihi castitatem et continentam, sed noli modo" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TotalTalker Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 I cant really think of much to say to cheer you up in this situation amte sorry, but dont do what you say you want to do in the title. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ACoffecup2 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 I cant really think of much to say to cheer you up in this situation amte sorry, but dont do what you say you want to do in the title. He is clearly upset their is no need to post and say "dont cheer up" your clearly just being mean to a guy that needs advice. Just think about what you just posted.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose_2_Pure Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Considering that amount of thoughtful, caring posts, Raven, you are wrong. Now for my opinion, considering the title of the thread, I think he/she is trolling. It wouldn't be the first time I can tell you that as fact. But if you are genuinely depressed I wish you the best of luck on getting better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erk02 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 If you don't explain, we can't help. Look, you didn't even ask for advice; you just posted a paragraph describing how depressed you are. Did you want our help? If so, you need to tell us. And you should respond to your own topic. I do English to Japanese and Japanese to English translation for free! Just keep it under 5 sentences, and PM me to use my fluency in Japanese to your advantage! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TotalTalker Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 I cant really think of much to say to cheer you up in this situation amte sorry, but dont do what you say you want to do in the title. He is clearly upset their is no need to post and say "dont cheer up" your clearly just being mean to a guy that needs advice. Just think about what you just posted.... When did I say I didnt want him to cheer up? Anyway, please dont carry this arguement on, it isnt the best thread to do it in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adam007 Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 I don't know what you're looking for here. You probably won't find it. You know you need to see a professional. They will help turn things around for you, even if you think your situation is different somehow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zeekyhbomb Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 1/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tribal Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 Inappropriate comment removed - McGuff1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StrOwez Posted August 27, 2007 Share Posted August 27, 2007 No one can chose their parents, just do the best you can. A friend to all is a friend to none. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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