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[Saru Inc]

[Cabbage_Boii]

Hey thanks a million for teaching me to DK shame you had to go though! Love ya buddy

[Saru Inc]

So, I wrote a song:

 

 

 

"Sleep ( drowning)"

 

 

 

I remember you,

 

That girl who lived right next door,

 

Who made my jaw drop to the floor,

 

As I longed for you..

 

(Not for long!)

 

As I got to know you,

 

As I figured out,

 

As I wandered with no clue,

 

Wondering why I'm so down,

 

 

 

As I fell asleep...

 

(not for long, no not for long)

 

 

 

As I fell asleep,

 

Water drowning my dreams,

 

As I choked out, everything I once been,

 

As the water comes over,

 

Not once, not ever

 

As I saw you hover in that helicopter

 

Saving me.

 

 

 

Then I realized,

 

It was all a lie,

 

Superficial, shallow indeed,

 

Couldn't help when I was in need.

 

You took me from your helicopter,

 

Threw me off your ivory tower,

 

Watched me as I drowned below,

 

Wake up wake up! Oh no.

 

 

 

 

 

As I fell asleep...

 

(not for long, no not for long)

 

 

 

As I fell asleep,

 

Water drowning my dreams,

 

As I choked out, everything I once been,

 

As the water comes over,

 

Not once, not ever

 

As I saw you hover in that helicopter

 

Saving me.

 

 

 

Because of you,

 

I believed in something,

 

Worth living for.

 

Because of you,

 

I can't deny,

 

All these things,

 

We were goners.

 

Why did you have to....

 

 

 

Drown!

 

Drown!

 

Drown!

 

 

 

As I fell asleep...

 

(not for long, no not for long)

 

 

 

As I fell asleep,

 

Water drowning my dreams,

 

As I choked out, everything I once been,

 

As the water comes over,

 

Not once, not ever

 

As I saw you hover in that helicopter

 

Saving me.

 

 

 

As I woke up,

 

Realized it all,

 

As I just found out,

 

I took your fall,

 

As I realized this ocean is more then a metaphor,

 

As I see my life closing the door.

 

 

 

Drowning out me.

 

Like you'd pull a weed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then I wrote one

 

 

 

Called "Doctor"

 

 

 

Save me.

 

Hopeless,

 

Hopelessly.

 

They say something is wrong,

 

Trying to find out something amiss.

 

Awry.

 

Not even worth a try,

 

I feel fine,

 

Psychosematic,

 

Always an addict (apparently, apparently!)

 

 

 

Doctor doctor

 

Save me save me,

 

Wondering what I could be,

 

As I wish

 

And as I fall,

 

Doctor doctor,

 

Hear my call.

 

 

 

Stitches and medicine,

 

Wondering where you been,

 

As I'm always forgetting (apparently, apparently!)

 

It's in my head,

 

Scars open,

 

Oh. Oh.

 

And I wonder why,

 

Wonder how,

 

Hear my call,

 

And answer now!!

 

 

 

Doctor doctor

 

Save me save me,

 

Wondering what I could be,

 

As I wish

 

And as I fall,

 

Doctor doctor,

 

Hear my call.

 

 

 

Heart on the monitor, flatlining, crashing down.

 

Crashing down.

 

Heart on the monitor, flatlining, crashing down.

 

Crashing down.

 

Heart on the monitor, flatlining, crashing down.

 

Crashing down.

 

 

 

I woke up,

 

It was a dream,

 

Realized.

 

So serene. (apparently, apparently!)

 

CHANGE OF SCENE!

 

Heart crashing down so near.

 

My heart fading,

 

Overdose.. Waiting!

 

[puncture] [puncture] bleed.

 

Constantly.

 

 

 

Doctor doctor

 

Save me save me,

 

Wondering what I could be,

 

As I wish

 

And as I fall,

 

Doctor doctor,

 

Hear my call.

 

 

 

Doctor doctor,

 

Tried your best,

 

To ease it all,

 

For the rest.

 

End the life, suffering,

 

Overdose,

 

Heroin.

[Saru Inc]

"Like"

 

 

 

Like a record that no longer plays,

 

Like a car that'll see no more days,

 

Like a cassette that can't play anyway,

 

 

 

Like an atom I split you apart (tear you down)

 

Like Dna I rip you to shreads,

 

Like old trash, I disregard.

 

Like a penny, I THROW YOU AWAY! (Away)

 

 

 

I throw you away,

 

Like any other day.

 

Wishing inside,

 

For something to make this right,

 

But I know.

 

Like the dawn of a new day,

 

I see the light.

 

 

 

Like an old building, I condemn you,

 

Like a vagrant, I hate you.

 

Like unwanted trash, I grow sick near you,

 

Like a tumor, you're unwanted,

 

Like ebola, I fear you,

 

Like Hitler, I'm disgusted by you.

 

Like an old t-shirt, I throw you away.

 

 

 

I throw you away,

 

Like any other day.

 

Wishing inside,

 

For something to make this right,

 

But I know.

 

Like the dawn of a new day,

 

I see the light.

 

 

 

 

 

Like a homeless, I fed you, (and look what you did)

 

Like a patient, I cared for you.

 

But now...

 

Like the Pharoah, my heart is stone towards you,

 

Like garbage day, I dread you.

 

Like unwanted logs I burn you.

 

Like Venison for supper, I killed you.

 

 

 

I throw you away,

 

Like any other day.

 

Wishing inside,

 

For something to make this right,

 

But I know.

 

Like the dawn of a new day,

 

I see the light.

 

 

 

The doctors say you're not real, but part of me...

 

This life I must flee.

 

 

 

I throw you away,

 

Like any other day.

 

Wishing inside,

 

For something to make this right,

 

But I know.

 

Like the dawn of a new day,

 

I see the light.

[Saru Inc]

Bump. o.o

[Saru Inc]

"Beating"

 

 

 

"Don't worry, I won't leave,

 

By your side I'll always be,

 

We'll make it through, we must,

 

We'll survive or bust.

 

The Doctor says you have maybe six hours,

 

If anyone can survive, it's us.

 

I hold your hand, getting weaker every second,

 

If you die, so will I, I reckon.

 

Don't be so depressed, you'll make it through,

 

You're the best, think, we always do.

 

 

 

And if your heart ever stops beating,

 

This moment, even if fleeting,

 

Will always be in my memory,

 

Us alone, just you and me.

 

I'll hold your hand, help you pass on,

 

I'll miss you so much when you're gone.

 

 

 

All that chemo,

 

We did it everything he said,

 

We took it slow;

 

And you're still almost dead.

 

I'd take you home,

 

So just you and me alone,

 

And as your final hours pass,

 

There was so much life in you,

 

Like a blade of grass, in the spring.

 

 

 

And if your heart ever stops beating,

 

This moment, even if fleeting,

 

Will always be in my memory,

 

Us alone, just you and me.

 

I'll hold your hand, help you pass on,

 

I'll miss you so much when you're gone.

 

 

 

I miss you already...

 

 

 

 

 

Don't go... Don't die, I still need you.

 

Don't go... Don't die, I still need you.

 

Don't go... Don't die, I still need you.

 

Don't go... Don't die, I still need you.

 

 

 

And now that your heart has stopped beating,

 

I regret us ever meeting,

 

For I never knew true love before I met you,

 

And I will never be happy,

 

Alone, without you.

[Mil]

Interesting :ohnoes:

[l0rd]

help me 2 help u.

[AnneFrank]

romantic.

[Th3_Crusader]

It's about me isn't it? \

[Nero]

I think the real question here is, what are you beating?

[Saru Inc]

"Happy"

 

"Oh, go ahead and say it,

 

I know you want to,I'm so sick of this [cabbage],

 

Do you know what I've gone through?

 

Give me that look,Horrible son, yada yada,

 

Go throw me that book,

 

Whatever.

 

 

 

I didn't want to do this,

 

I never wanted to be this,

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

Embarrased? C'mon, sport a frown.

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

 

 

Take me to church,

 

Throw me in a lurch,

 

They're prefect,

 

I'm not,

 

I get it,

 

Stop.

 

I just wish you'd accept,

 

Who I choose to be,

 

Stop the questioning.

 

I'm not gonna chill with the brats,

 

No, my heart is not full of rats,

 

You say my heart is full of venom and posion,

 

A bottomless pit, an empty hole,

 

Sorry.

 

 

 

I didn't want to do this,

 

I never wanted to be this,

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

Embarrased? C'mon, sport a frown

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

I'm not gonna be you're 'pet,'

 

Fix me up, take me to the 'vet,'

 

Have an exorcism,

 

An virtual schism, has formed

 

Too bad, you were wrong.

 

 

 

I didn't want to do this,

 

I never wanted to be this,

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

Embarrased? C'mon, sport a frown,

 

Dad, look, are you happy now?

 

 

 

Dad, look at me now!

 

Dad, look at me now!

 

Dad, look at me now!

 

Dad, look at me now!

 

 

 

Happy?"

[Celt23]

Keep up the creativity Saru, you're getting better by the day. :

[SirHartlar]

Congrats on the drops and levels, I don't really like the songs though.

 

 

 

Keep it up Saru! :thumbup:

[Saru Inc]

Oh well. =D

 

 

 

So I've been working so much I've not really been able to play RS.

 

 

 

79 Mage!!

 

 

 

 

SLAYER HELLMMMM!! w00t!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yay.

[Eagle_Tas]

You entangled moi with your awesomeness! Congratulations on your scary gas mask-looking helmet! Yay!

[go2guy]

gotta be 1 of the hawtessttt helms <3

 

i just readd like 30 pages of ur blog :shock: :lol:

 

niiiice blogggggggggggggggg :

[Psi_Kia_Kai]

 

 

 

I have my 99 Hp party tonight, 8pm GMT, I know your in some place that can't tell the tell lol so its probs in the middle of the day for you, but if you can make it that would be awesome :thumbsup:

[Elferin]

Saru, haven't seen you in forever man, how have ya been?

 

 

 

Gratz on all of the [cabbage] I have missed since retirement haha might come back soon just because I have nothing better to do.

[Saru Inc]

medicine

 

 

 

What'd I do wrong? Why lock me up?

 

I don't remember it all,

 

A fuzz, a blur,

 

What ever happened? I can't concur,

 

It all occured so fast,

 

I swear I'm fine.

 

I swear it!

 

Why is this sweater so tight, I'm immobile,

 

This sickness, it's going global,

 

You have to stop it.

 

 

 

It's just a phase, it'll pass I promise,

 

I can't take these anymore,

 

I want to feel again, the rain on my skin,

 

I never wanted to begin,

 

Don't feed me those pills,

 

My personality, they'll kill.

 

 

 

It's so cold in here,

 

I wear this sweater, wraps my arms so tight,

 

I want to feel, or I'll die tonight.

 

They act like I'm a threat,

 

I can silence the voices trust me,

 

It's raining tonight,

 

I long to be soaking wet,

 

I'll never be free.

 

 

 

It's just a phase, it'll pass I promise,

 

I can't take these anymore,

 

I want to feel again, the rain on my skin,

 

I never wanted to begin,

 

Don't feed me those pills,

 

My personality, they'll kill.

 

 

 

 

 

I don't wana take these tonight,

 

What'd I do wrong,

 

Strap me down, but not so tight,

 

I don't want to die... Not right now...

 

I can feel the pain going through my arm,

 

I can feel my life leaving me,

 

Even though...

 

 

 

I've done no harm!

 

 

 

It's just a phase, it'll pass I promise,

 

I can't take these anymore,

 

I want to feel again, the rain on my skin,

 

I never wanted to begin,

 

Don't feed me those pills,

 

My personality, they'll kill.

 

 

 

It's just a life, how much more can it mean,

 

It passed me by,

 

'Was so seemingly unseen;

 

All I wished for was to live in peace,

 

But I promise you, promise you..

 

It was just a phase,

 

And now it's gone.

[Saru Inc]

duTBl5JH7pg

 

 

 

 

 

This music video is awesommeeeeeeeeee and so is the song. =D

[Sanitys_Requiem]

Gimme Gold Star in #Bsc nubbins. Ily, and your songs. baibaibaibaibainao.

 

 

 

 

 

~Zach

[Saru Inc]

wa[bleep]

[J35u5_M4]

so i herd u iz too fat to cartwheel, lulz grats on the levels n helm :3

[Alg]

Nice bandos Helm, really. And Range, and Magic. And Slayer. And Songs.

 

 

 

In short, you rock