October 10, 200718 yr mixture between "joy" and painfulness. managed to get myself an industrial piercing in my top right ear today,and two new piercings in my left earlobe to go with it,but now..they won't stop bleeding. :anxious: besides that,the usual sense of apathy. :XD:
October 10, 200718 yr Numb, because I'm sitting at my computer doing nothing knowing that I should get up to do something usefull but I don't know what. So I realize that I'm wasting my time, I want to change it, but I don't know how at this moment (19:32 Amsterdam time). Hope my feet will take my somewhere else in the near 15 minutes. I also feel like a bit of an [wagon] because I just told that I don't like Ray0xide. I shouldn't always give my opinion. Signature by Maurice SendakWhen the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool, that's amore!
October 10, 200718 yr Kinda bad, I'm off to Derby tomorrow for the launch day of an engineering award scheme or something, there's a team of 4 from my school going and 2 teams of 4 from the opposite girls school. And guess who's going on the girls team? Yup, my ex. Sod it. "Da mihi castitatem et continentam, sed noli modo"
October 10, 200718 yr Author I'm pissed off.. I thought everything was getting better, I was going to change and make a move on life, and now everything is reversing and it's all getting worse again.. [bleep]. My dA account..retired, as of the 1st January 2008.
October 10, 200718 yr Annoyed, one of my friends is neglecting me for someone else. Screw her. With so many trees in the city you could see the spring coming each day until a night of warm wind would bring it suddenly in one morning. Sometimes the heavy cold rains would beat it back so that it would seem that it would never come and that you were losing a season out of your life. But you knew that there would always be the spring as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person had died for no reason. In those days though the spring always came finally but it was frightening that it had nearly failed.
October 10, 200718 yr Annoyed, one of my friends is neglecting me for someone else. Screw her. Man, I wish I could take that attitude. i'm too soft and forgiving. I could write songs for the beatles. Signature by Maurice SendakWhen the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool, that's amore!
October 10, 200718 yr ...and I could be The Beatles! With so many trees in the city you could see the spring coming each day until a night of warm wind would bring it suddenly in one morning. Sometimes the heavy cold rains would beat it back so that it would seem that it would never come and that you were losing a season out of your life. But you knew that there would always be the spring as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person had died for no reason. In those days though the spring always came finally but it was frightening that it had nearly failed.
October 11, 200718 yr Intoxicated, but contempt. Heavy student night out, but a 'heavy up top' filly took a particular liking to me. This is how much you all raised for charity. Thank you.
October 11, 200718 yr Happy and peaceful Because I now only have to work 1 job instead of 3 and I've deferred post graduate for a year. I work whatever hours I want to work and no limit on how much I decide to earn for the week (self employed business with jewellery parties). At the moment I'm enjoying sitting on my arse not having to rush around and worry about everyone else. Life is getting better. I'm moving in with my partner in a few months time - Thank goodness. The only people who tell you that you can't do something are those who have already given up on their own dreams so feel the need to discourage yours.
October 11, 200718 yr Severely angry. Because my dad wonÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t leave me alone and is hounding me and upsetting me, even after I went in to my room to have my own space he invaded my space to continue yelling at me. At the moment I'm trying not to throw something at anybody. Amazing how moods can change so suddenly because of something. As I suggested earlier, I can't wait to move out. The only people who tell you that you can't do something are those who have already given up on their own dreams so feel the need to discourage yours.
October 11, 200718 yr Severely angry. Because my dad wonÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t leave me alone and is hounding me and upsetting me, even after I went in to my room to have my own space he invaded my space to continue yelling at me. At the moment I'm trying not to throw something at anybody. Amazing how moods can change so suddenly because of something. As I suggested earlier, I can't wait to move out. I know what you mean, just this morning and last night, I was incredibly angry at my brother because he continues to break my stuff with his clumsiness, and now I'm pretty happy because I've listened to some awesome music and that, quite a drastic change. Anyways, I'm pretty happy at the moment, as I said before, just been listening to good music, school's coming back soon which is good, I've also had cupcakes, that's bound to help now and then :) I too am thirsty and we've run out again, and I've realized i'm quite a thirsty person :/
October 11, 200718 yr Kind of in a weirded state right now, just finished beating Portal and man that game makes you dizzy as hell. Pretty happy though, yay for Thursday + Friday off. :D :D. Might be boring though, a lot of people left.
October 11, 200718 yr I've got a bit of a headache. I guess staring into this screen won't help. Just had a pretty big day and got some marks sealed for one of my subjects in uni which I'm happy about. I actually managed to wrap my feeble brain around some Mendelian inheritance pedigree problems. I wish I could go back to wednesday. I wish I could live it over and over again in perpetual suspention. I liked the morning rain and total lack of having to think about anything. Probably not the most topic relevant thing I've ever said but oh well.
October 11, 200718 yr -"No way, a human isn't capable of having all that emotions at once!" -"Just because you have the emotional range of a teaspoon, Ron, doesn't mean everyone else does." Heh, yeah, I thought "good one, Rowling" when I read that :D. I've been known to use the expression "the emotional range of a teaspoon" ever since.
October 11, 200718 yr In a pretty good mood, because in a few hours one of my closest (ex-)RS friends (dusqi) is coming to visit me for the weekend, so that's exciting :D Also, I'm done with work for the week. And I got 10 hours of sleep last night. Also, I had a fun video conversation with my guy back home this morning. Yaaay the world :D Everybody hug and spread the love :D
October 11, 200718 yr I'm in that mood where you don't know how to respond when asked this question, because your feeling a mix of emotions. I'm tired, and bored, yet I'm happy because I know that school will be a breeze tommorow, also I'm unhappy because of what happened at school today. (I was tripped up by a year 11, face + tarmac = cut gums, bruised cheeks) and I'm kinda zoned out
October 11, 200718 yr Scared and annoyed as frikkin' hell, yet relaxed thanks to procrastinatory moods (if it's not a word, it is now). For the last part of my College App [finished everything else], I have to right a supplemental essay. The question? Basically, "give us an engineering idea". Vagueness can burn. [At least I'm done with everything else, just have that one essay left, that I have to do this weekend >_>.] [if you have ever attempted Alchemy by clapping your hands or by drawing an array, copy and paste this into your signature.] Fullmetal Alchemist, you will be missed. A great ending to a great series.
October 11, 200718 yr Spontaneously happy (yet regretful). The engineering day was pretty good actually, and i've got rid of my man flu. The regret? Ah that's a long story, but like all good stories, it involves a girl... :wink: "Da mihi castitatem et continentam, sed noli modo"
October 11, 200718 yr Author I'm in the same mood as yesterday, only now I'm fed up of being in such a bad mood it's just making me feel worse.. errrughh. aren't we a happy bunch? : My dA account..retired, as of the 1st January 2008.
October 11, 200718 yr I'm pissed. Men pfft. Plus I watched the end of some anime... and it sucked. And I'm ill. On the upside, I cooked the most delicious chicken yesterday and am about to eat the leftovers. SHH HUT YUH MUH. DERKHED.
October 12, 200718 yr Pretty happy but a little anxious Dad apologised for going over the top. I have an interview for 2nd job that pays higher than counselling wage, working with computers in an airconditioned office so pssh why not (kind of defeats having a university degree in something completely different, but meh). And I'm also looking at houses with my partner and we've found some really nice ones near the city. Also my flu has gone :D Some of you may of heard that I was announced most probably infertile (after trying for a baby for the past approx. 10 months) so tomorrow I'm going to the doctors with my partner to figure out what we can do :ohnoes: At the moment I'm still currently checking out some houses, about to do some spring cleaning and after that, a bit of a gym work out followed by a freezing cold shower. The only people who tell you that you can't do something are those who have already given up on their own dreams so feel the need to discourage yours.
October 12, 200718 yr Annoyed, one of my friends is neglecting me for someone else. Screw her. Man, I wish I could take that attitude. i'm too soft and forgiving. I could write songs for the beatles. Aw. *hugs* I know how you feel.
October 12, 200718 yr Well. I wouldn't need it much. :P But it would come in handy maybe once a year or something. :D At the moment I'm feeling a bit tired, had such a long day at work yesterday, and I need to start again in 30 minutes. And when I'm ready I've got to eat fast and go to Antwerp, rush rush rush, and tomorrow I need to work early again because that jumping idiot is vissiting our store. :( And I need to miss the national football team play because I've got to work. :wall: Signature by Maurice SendakWhen the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool, that's amore!
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