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I had a big fight with my parents and stormed upstairs. I took a gun, and I shot myself. But, rather than relief or something, I felt regret. Regret that I wouldn't be able to do so many things; that I'd be missing out on a huge part of my life. I didn't expect this because suicide has always been my... "safety net." I always thought that I wanted to die, and that if life wasn't going great, I'd be doing myself a favor. It's kind of strange knowing that I'll have to work through everything that comes my way. That I don't have an quick exit.

 

 

 

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest, I just had to tell someone. By the way, this was in a dream, an extremely realistic dream, but a dream none the less.

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I believe everyone has thought of sucide atleast once in their life time.

 

 

 

But either way you go, its always going to "hurt", and its that pain that stops most people with going through it.

 

 

 

Its kind of ironic, the pains of life makes you want to kill yoruself, then you find out sucide is painful and don't do it, lol.

 

 

 

Good to hear you can get on with your life.

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I believe everyone has thought of sucide atleast once in their life time.

 

Not really everyone. However, I'll agree with the stats that show a clear neglegence towards this issue and mental healthcare overall. At least, that's how it is here... I think it's actually worse in the US too from what I've read.

 

 

 

Anyways, if I was a person analysing your dreams (not that I have any experience whatsoever except when I helped one person understand what she was going through) I'd say that's your mind telling you not to give up and take the easy way out, because you'll only miss out on the things you long for.

 

 

 

As a general rule in life, to struggle and come out of an ordeal a better person is always a better feeling than hopelessness and defeat. :wink:

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Not only would you be hurting yourself, but all those who love you and even if you hate your parents I would guess you dont want to put them through the pain of you killing yourself. I know thats the reason I would never kill myself (not that I would want to anyway), because I would hurt so many people.

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I had a dream where I was in mortal kombat facing off against Al Gore, and then I drank a tub of bleach, and breathed fire and cooked him alive. then I woke up, and proceeded to continue watching An Inconvenient Truth

 

 

 

plus, if you kill yourself, you'll never get a chance to..... Ride a unicorn!

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Dreams don't mean squat, and don't believe otherwise. People who say they can decipher your dreams are hustling gypsies looking for a quick buck.

 

 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

 

 

 

Wow, he studied psychology, mythology (things that cant be proven to be real) and religion (another thing which requires nothing but FAITH)..

 

Your point therefore being ?

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Dreams don't mean squat, and don't believe otherwise. People who say they can decipher your dreams are hustling gypsies looking for a quick buck.

 

 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

 

 

 

Wow, he studied psychology, mythology (things that cant be proven to be real) and religion (another thing which requires nothing but FAITH)..

 

Your point therefore being ?

 

 

 

Hmm do you know who Sigmund Freud is? (If not well... :roll: ) Probably the person who gave birth to psychology and even though his theories can never be proven almost every person in the academic field and many outside it know his name. Carl Jung was one of his very potent believers who contradicted yet agreed with many methods.

 

 

 

Their methods and theories of psychology can never be proven to be completely true because it is impossible to categorize the prediction and understanding of human thought as fact. But they are very probable theories.

 

 

 

And to your first comment, dreams are projected by the human brain. The human brain is what controls your actions and your emotions. If you think something your brain projects has nothing to do with your thoughts and actions in real life you are sadly mistaken my friend.

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I had a dream the other night where people would be let out of a gate immediately followed by zombie-like people and they had to outrun the zombies and jump in to a fiery pit in order to be killed without having to suffer through being eaten alive.... pretty cool until it was my turn and the closed the pit :(

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Dreams don't mean squat, and don't believe otherwise. People who say they can decipher your dreams are hustling gypsies looking for a quick buck.

 

 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

 

 

 

Wow, he studied psychology, mythology (things that cant be proven to be real) and religion (another thing which requires nothing but FAITH)..

 

Your point therefore being ?

 

 

 

By studying mythology, we gain insight into various cultures. We can learn about ancient cultures lives and what was happening at the time. The same process can be applied to dreams if we treat them right.

 

 

 

I'm not saying I know for sure that dreams always mean something but dreams should be respected at the very least for their power over individuals decisions and their importance in history.

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Dreams don't mean squat, and don't believe otherwise. People who say they can decipher your dreams are hustling gypsies looking for a quick buck.

 

 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

 

 

 

Wow, he studied psychology, mythology (things that cant be proven to be real) and religion (another thing which requires nothing but FAITH)..

 

Your point therefore being ?

 

 

 

Hmm do you know who Sigmund Freud is? (If not well... :roll: ) Probably the person who gave birth to psychology and even though his theories can never be proven almost every person in the academic field and many outside it know his name. Carl Jung was one of his very potent believers who contradicted yet agreed with many methods.

 

 

 

Their methods and theories of psychology can never be proven to be completely true because it is impossible to categorize the prediction and understanding of human thought as fact. But they are very probable theories.

 

 

 

And to your first comment, dreams are projected by the human brain. The human brain is what controls your actions and your emotions. If you think something your brain projects has nothing to do with your thoughts and actions in real life you are sadly mistaken my friend.

 

 

 

I mentioned psychology, didnt say it didnt exist, you're wasting your time, pal.

 

Psychology was the one word I didn't comment, as its proven one can tamper with the human mind. :roll:

 

Sigmund Freud was a skizophrenic btw.

 

 

 

Go ahead and believe your dreams, try and do what they tell , see u at the nuthouse "pal".

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Dreams don't mean squat, and don't believe otherwise. People who say they can decipher your dreams are hustling gypsies looking for a quick buck.

 

 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

 

 

 

Wow, he studied psychology, mythology (things that cant be proven to be real) and religion (another thing which requires nothing but FAITH)..

 

Your point therefore being ?

 

 

 

Hmm do you know who Sigmund Freud is? (If not well... :roll: ) Probably the person who gave birth to psychology and even though his theories can never be proven almost every person in the academic field and many outside it know his name. Carl Jung was one of his very potent believers who contradicted yet agreed with many methods.

 

 

 

Their methods and theories of psychology can never be proven to be completely true because it is impossible to categorize the prediction and understanding of human thought as fact. But they are very probable theories.

 

 

 

And to your first comment, dreams are projected by the human brain. The human brain is what controls your actions and your emotions. If you think something your brain projects has nothing to do with your thoughts and actions in real life you are sadly mistaken my friend.

 

 

 

I mentioned psychology, didnt say it didnt exist, you're wasting your time, pal.

 

Psychology was the one word I didn't comment, as its proven one can tamper with the human mind. :roll:

 

Sigmund Freud was a skizophrenic btw.

 

 

 

Go ahead and believe your dreams, try and do what they tell , see u at the nuthouse "pal".

 

 

 

Did i say you should do what you do in your dreams? No i said dreams infuence your actions and thoughts in real life whether it be conscious or sub conscious.

 

 

 

What dreams let out is your irrational thinking. And you can't say no matter how rational you are you haven't done at least ONE irrational action in your life or not thought about doing an irrational thought in your life. If you say your completely rational.... =;

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Barrows Drops: Dh platelegs, Guth helm, Karils cb, Torags legs

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is assisted suicide rong?

 

In my eyes, yes.

 

Illegal, too.

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So your saying that if u dont dream enough you walk around with more irrational thoughts... With your logic you should probably go to sleep now.
What? Did any of what i said get into your thick skull. Dreams are what your subconscious thinks and if you deny that your subconscious doesn't have an effect on your actions in real life than you are a fool end of.

world2isntthathardby4.pngI think merchanting is extinct....

lordofthehauntedminestextcb6.png Completed haunted mine at level 75.

Barrows Drops: Dh platelegs, Guth helm, Karils cb, Torags legs

-------------RETIRED------------------

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Dude, whoa. When I read the title I thought you had problems with your head.

 

 

 

Dude, everyone has these thoughts atleast once. I had a few times, to be honest. And there was a pocketknife in my room too... Yeah....

 

 

 

I got my problems over with and I got back on track. I did better in school, I had friends, it got better for me.

 

 

 

If this dream came outta nowhere and you did not have suicidal thoughts before, ignore this message.

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Dude, whoa. When I read the title I thought you had problems with your head.

 

I thought he was pulling a Soulest :?

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Command the Murderous Chalices! Drink ye harpooners! drink and swear, ye men that man the deathful whaleboat's bow- Death to Moby Dick!

BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD! SKULLS FOR THE SKULL THRONE!

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