Speaking of Trauma, I've had 4-5 surgeries (minor) on my toes for ingrown toenail. The first time I had it done, the pure fact of surprise and the speed at which he put the needle in my foot made it horribly painful. When I had to have it done again, I started bursting out crying and couldn't stand it. I wouldn't let him near me again. He really made me angry\traumatized.

 

 

 

Anyways. I have a severe paranoia of burgular\murderers. Whenever I'm home alone I swear I hear things going on upstairs. Luckily I have a fire poker next to my computer near the fire place in case someone tries to break in. Instant pike\spear\halberd (sorta looks like one) FTW.

 

 

 

Other then that, I have a fear of having nightmares lol. I had one yesterday about someone trying to kill me. I had another one about a week\2 ago that had a decapitated, armless, legless womens body with a stab in her crotch for some reason. It really was rather freaky\creepy. I had to go watch TV for a while.

And pyro, there are three-door cars? That's wierd.

 

Well cars with only doors at the front. I said three door because we all have hatchbacks, not saloons.

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I freak out if I see any tarantulas, or even some spiders... I can't stand them.

We used to watch tarantulas and fire ants fight in our backyard. The ants usually won and dragged the spider off. It was hella wierd.

i hate spiders and weird small insects.

Spiders and very narrow tunnels. I had to go through this obstacle course in which I had to crawl into things, blindfolded. Then there's this part where I had to go on my stomach and wiggle my way through this very narrow tube (one guy got to skip because he was too big!) I got stuck... and someone said they saw a spider in there. -.- I can't believe I joined up for that crap

My only two fears are that I'm squeamish. Not like video game blood and all that, but in particular STDs or discussion about them and human biology in general. What's so bad about that? The fact that I have inherited the trait from my dad that I faint when I get scared, but far easier than normal people. That+High school=The most embarassing thing I can imagine, as sex ed and human biology are taught very extensively in Finland. I don't know what to do. :oops:

 

Oh, I forgot. I'm minorly caulostraphobic. Nothing bad.

 

I wanna go skydiving too... :( I am not afraid of heights.

Not fears, really, but just paranoia of a lot. Checking over my shoulder a bunch, screening calls, sometimes when I'm out walking I'll even take a bunch of random turns, doubling back and such to throw off anyone following me, trying to not think some stuff in case someone nearby is reading my mind, stuff like that.

 

 

 

That's absolutely ridiculous.

 

 

 

I don't really have any fears, which is not to say I'm fearless or even especially brave. If I had a gun to my head I'd be scared, but I'm not afraid that it's going to happen.

Not fears, really, but just paranoia of a lot. Checking over my shoulder a bunch, screening calls, sometimes when I'm out walking I'll even take a bunch of random turns, doubling back and such to throw off anyone following me, trying to not think some stuff in case someone nearby is reading my mind, stuff like that.

 

 

 

That's absolutely ridiculous.

 

True, but stuff like this makes afternoon walks ll the more fun for me.

 

 

 

Or when there's a noise from the bathroom and I rush in and slash the shower curtain.

Not fears, really, but just paranoia of a lot. Checking over my shoulder a bunch, screening calls, sometimes when I'm out walking I'll even take a bunch of random turns, doubling back and such to throw off anyone following me, trying to not think some stuff in case someone nearby is reading my mind, stuff like that.

 

 

 

That's absolutely ridiculous.

 

 

 

Is it? Or maybe is it like the Truman Show? You've been taught all your life that mind reading is impossible and there's no way it'll ever happen. But maybe everyone else can read minds except for you.

 

 

 

Oh damn. The producers are going to fire me for saying that ..

 

 

 

By far my biggest fear, by far.

 

 

 

By far my biggest fear, by far.

 

 

 

Why would McCain talk like that or joke about war/bombing? It sounded almost edited. Not that I'm a big fan of McCain, but it sounded weird from someone who could potentially be the president of a country.

People should be banned from using Lux Aeterna as background music. It can make anything sound like impending doom.

 

 

 

By far my biggest fear, by far.

 

 

 

Why would McCain talk like that or joke about war/bombing? It sounded almost edited. Not that I'm a big fan of McCain, but it sounded weird from someone who could potentially be the president of a country.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oh really?

 

 

 

He's joked about bombing them, giving them cancer, and wife-beating.

 

 

 

People should be banned from using Lux Aeterna as background music. It can make anything sound like impending doom.

 

 

 

True story lol, except, his Presidency is impending doom for me.

Death or being without people I love

Has anyone else been tempted to reply "... Not that I'm inadequate. My deepest fear is that I am powerful beyond measure.. [and so on]"? I've never even seen the film and it's the first thing that popped into my mind.

Firbies. Im not kidding. They scare the !@#$ out of me. I can't be in the same room with one of them w/o feeling like im in a room with Satan. I meani was at a party, and three of us walk into the room, and a whole shelf of Firbies start chattering away! I mean they were having a flippin' conversation! And the eyes...oooh....the eyes.... they are like all demnic and such...

 

 

 

Anyway, quite embarresing eh? :oops:

The feeling of regret, of wondering what could have happened if I had given it a shot.

Ghosts. It doesn't help that I actually believe in them.

But fear-wise, and for some reason I didn't mention this on the last thread, but ticks. Those little bugs that dig into your skin and suck your blood. The mere thought makes me shudder. I won't even go far into the woods during the summer out of fear, and if I do, i'm constant swatting at my clothing, brushing my self off, feeling myself over, all to check for them.

I hate ticks. They're all over the place here in Mississippi, and they scare the living crap out of me. I can't even go into my front yard without constantly checking myself for them. I also check my dogs (I have two of them) when they come inside. Ticks are about the only bugs that bother me, really.

 

 

 

Speaking of Trauma, I've had 4-5 surgeries (minor) on my toes for ingrown toenail. The first time I had it done, the pure fact of surprise and the speed at which he put the needle in my foot made it horribly painful. When I had to have it done again, I started bursting out crying and couldn't stand it. I wouldn't let him near me again. He really made me angry\traumatized.

I had surgery on an ingrown toenail before. It was horrible. I wrote about it. Here's a link.

 

 

 

My only two fears are that I'm squeamish. Not like video game blood and all that, but in particular STDs or discussion about them and human biology in general. What's so bad about that? The fact that I have inherited the trait from my dad that I faint when I get scared, but far easier than normal people. That+High school=The most embarassing thing I can imagine, as sex ed and human biology are taught very extensively in Finland. I don't know what to do. :oops:

Oh, this too. I can't stand that. Especially STDs and the circulatory system of the body. Another thing: IV's are especially bad, because it's like a foreign object entering a person's blood stream/body. Scares me stiff. Yet, flu shots never have bothered me much. Weird.

 

 

 

The feeling of regret, of wondering what could have happened if I had given it a shot.

I feel that every day. Sometimes I want to :wall: over stuff I didn't do when I had the chance.

 

 

 

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Firbies. Im not kidding. They scare the !@#$ out of me. I can't be in the same room with one of them w/o feeling like im in a room with Satan. I meani was at a party, and three of us walk into the room, and a whole shelf of Firbies start chattering away! I mean they were having a flippin' conversation! And the eyes...oooh....the eyes.... they are like all demnic and such...

 

 

 

Anyway, quite embarresing eh? :oops:

 

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FEQkz1AL4Y

my BIGGEST fear is probably bridges... Going over bridges, in anything, and on foot.

 

 

 

my second biggest fear is spiders, i have arachnophobia, not an extreme case, but bad enough that if i see a spider, i do one of two things, run away, or kill it ASAP

Clowns. I swear, clowns are Satan's royal jesters. And they're pedophiles. "Come here little boy, lemme pretend to put makeup on your face while I secretly molest your face with my evil clown hands." Pure, unadultered evil.

Has anyone else been tempted to reply "... Not that I'm inadequate. My deepest fear is that I am powerful beyond measure.. [and so on]"? I've never even seen the film and it's the first thing that popped into my mind.

 

Yea, but I've been trying to cut back on that stuff. Way too many calories, I'd never be able to retain my devilish figure.

The feeling of regret, of wondering what could have happened if I had given it a shot.

 

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And I'm also paranoid. And extremely curious. Always looking over my shoulder, always triple-checking everything, always looking around, taking everything in...