Reveal Confessions, Secrets & Regrets...

[Hobgoblinpie]

I started resenting my ex halfway through our relationship.

[Th3_Crusader]

I'm Gay.

 

And no, I am not, and never will be attracted to Manson. :P

[Pkmastachaos]

I haven't a damn clue what I want to do with my life, setting aside short-term goals.

[The Observer]

I haven't a damn clue what I want to do with my life, setting aside short-term goals.

 

Same. #-o

[Hobgoblinpie]

You should have some sort of plan. Even if you know you wont follow it strictly, you should still get an idea of what to do. Walking around in purgatory is not a good thing.

[Lenticular_J]

I want to make movies.

 

But how to get there, I don't know. Film school? Regular college that has film majors (i,e the school I'd be most likely to go to - UT)?

 

At least I'm just a sophomore. Most film schools won't accept you unless you're 21 anyways.

[deathdrow]

I've tried to kill myself three times, but I was too scared to follow through with it properly, so I wouldn't really consider it a true attempt. but yeah.

[mario_sunny]

(This story takes place when I was seven years old)

 

 

 

I once borrowed a book from the school library. The week after, we went to the library again. This time, I forgot to bring the book. I was terrified that someone would find out that I didn't deliver the book when we were supposed to. I could not handle the shame of delivering a book four hours later than I should, so I hid it in my shelve(yes, most Norwegian primary schools have shelves where pupils store stuff). When the semester had passed, I smuggled the book out of school, and went up to the woods outside my house. There I placed the book and hid it behind a bush. It's still there. :lol:

 

 

WOW CLONE.

 

I did literally the exact same thing (but I burned the book instead).

 

Now here's one of my confessions:

 

Normally I'm a relaxed person, and I tend to avoid stressful situations (doing homework at home, for example, makes me stressed, but I can easily do it at school an hour before school starts). My friends are jealous of me, wonder how I can get straight As and be such a laid back, I'll-do-my-homework-during-lunch kind of guy. But the truth is when I do end up in an unavoidable stressful situation, I get REALLY stressed. So stressed to a point where I borderline on suicidal thoughts (don't laugh, lol, seriously). Its gotten better though; whenever I get stressed nowadays my face just turns red and I sweat a ton.

 

But three years ago when we were doing an Odyssey project in English during Freshman year, I totally didn't do the project just because I was so embarrassed to present it in front of the class (you had to make a video of yourself acting out the characters). When project day came I felt like throwing up. But the teacher somehow didn't call on me, and I figured out that she didn't have a list of names in front of her, but that she was just calling on random people. Luckily I was a quiet kid back then so she never even noticed me. But then of course a few weeks later she called me up to her desk and said I had a 0 for a major project. Then I started a string of lies, like "oh, don't you remember me presenting?" and "well, I have the video at home, I can bring it if you want," and "whoops, the video didn't seem to upload right." Every day that I woke up and had to go to school I tightened up and became so incredibly stressful I couldn't concentrate the entire day. I tried to find relief when I went to bed and could forget everything, but I just couldn't shake from my mind that eventually the teacher would find out and all hell would break loose on me. On one Thursday, I remember, I actually had a serious suicidal thought and suddenly caught myself in the act. I got so scared I started researching these anonymous suicide prevention chats.

 

Eh... eventually I got over it because about at that time the semester actually ended and my teacher retired that year (wow what luck). She ended up just dropping the grade altogether and not counting it. I told myself I would never do something like that again!

 

Wow that was a long story... here are some other short confessions:

 

-I stand like a girl (with my hands on my hips and my hips leaning toward one side of my body with one of my legs slightly up)

-I've always been awkward with my limbs. I like... move my hands too much. I don't have a disease, I just have an unconscious desire to put my hand on my chin and off it every few seconds.

-I'm not that good at speaking (slip up on words and can't remember some) but am really good at talking with friends.

-OMG. I love learning. No joke, I actually find lectures very fascinating.

-I hate homework. What a stupid waste of time when you can just pay attention in class and still make As on the tests.

-I really wish I had some kind of secret superpower. LOL

-I hate books, but love learning for some reason (mentioned before), unless they are fantasy fiction (Eragon, Harry Potter, all great).

-I truly wish my younger brother and sister will be worse than me in life, so I will look better to my parents (wow I sound like a jerk, but these are confessions after all)

-I honestly just realized like 2 months ago, that all this time, my brother and sister actually compete with eachother to win my favor. Muhahahaa. They always fight with eachother but not me.

-I had a gay thought once when a good looking european boy came over to our house. I just looked at his face for a moment and then realized for a slight second there I was attracted to him. Then I thought I might be gay, but imagined myself kissing another man and nearly gagged.

-I HATE PHONES. Whenever I hear a phone ring I want to shoot the idiot whos calling (I might have been classically conditioned).

[wizard_1315]

- I love singing. In my head, my voice sounds perfect, but I think it's horrible when I listen to it after recording it. So I only sing loud when I'm home alone.

- Although I like most boys-bands, I love lots of singers that some people consider "for girls". Which is stupid, there's no music "for boys" and "for girls", music is for everyone :thumbsup:

- Sometimes I wish I could shapeshift and display someone else's appearance. Crazy, I know.

- I have a crush on a girl since my 2nd grade, but never had the courage to tell her. She's my friend, I didn't want to lose her friendship.. Now I regret not having done anything, she's in another school, far away from me. There's a chance I'll never see her again...

[Leoo]

- I love singing. In my head, my voice sounds perfect, but I think it's horrible when I listen to it after recording it. So I only sing loud when I'm home alone.

 

Lol, I do the exact same.

[Saru Inc]

I want to make movies.

 

But how to get there, I don't know. Film school? Regular college that has film majors (i,e the school I'd be most likely to go to - UT)?

 

At least I'm just a sophomore. Most film schools won't accept you unless you're 21 anyways.

 

 

 

My sister is doing film (I forget what part) and what she said (thought this is probably common sense) pay the extra money and go to a private school. She went to a public univ. And they had a [cabbage] program. Then she went to this Christian private college and it has an amazing film program. So ye.

 

 

 

I'm Gay.

 

And no, I am not, and never will be attracted to Manson. :P

 

Hah. Me too. And yea Manson is pretty ugly. I just listen to him because my parents preach that [bleep]s cause all the world's problems. It's pretty depressing. My mom has a friend, as soon as she found out he was gay she politely told him to gtfo basically.

[RpgGamer]

my confession iz dat im only bein nice 2 zierro so dat he will break up wit his gf and move 2 california and live wit me

 

 

This just made up for the spam you posted on the relationship topic. Thank you :D

 

As for my confessions?

I have my whole life planned out, but I'm not sure if I'm happy with it. And if I'm not...I'm kind of screwed.

[deathdrow]

my confession iz dat im only bein nice 2 zierro so dat he will break up wit his gf and move 2 california and live wit me

 

 

This just made up for the spam you posted on the relationship topic. Thank you :D

 

As for my confessions?

I have my whole life planned out, but I'm not sure if I'm happy with it. And if I'm not...I'm kind of screwed.

That's why I don't like plans, plans just set you up for dissapointment if they don't work out how you've planned them, and things change, and your plans will end up not working out because of that.

 

confession: I started smoking again.

[Furah]

Confession, finally did something that girls have been telling me for a while, and shaved my manhood. Wasn't a good idea, very itchy, even though I took a shower afterwards.

[Kenshinjapan]

Confession, finally did something that girls have been telling me for a while, and shaved my manhood. Wasn't a good idea, very itchy, even though I took a shower afterwards.

 

I did that awhile back and still regret it to this day <_< .

 

My rule: If I don't expect a girl to shave then she can't expect me to.

[All_Is_Great]

Uh, regrets.

 

Well, I moved alot when I was a kid, left behind many friends, didn't really keep in touch with them. And being the person I am, not really outgoing, but not really anti social or anything, I don't have a friend with whom I can share anything. Really sucks. Oh well.

[Sam]

- I love singing. In my head, my voice sounds perfect, but I think it's horrible when I listen to it after recording it. So I only sing loud when I'm home alone.

 

Lol, I do the exact same.

 

Who doesn't?

[Nenga]

- I love singing. In my head, my voice sounds perfect, but I think it's horrible when I listen to it after recording it. So I only sing loud when I'm home alone.

 

Lol, I do the exact same.

 

Who doesn't?

Me. I mean I think my voice sounds fine in my head but it's not a singing voice to me so I don't sing.

[All_Is_Great]

- I love singing. In my head, my voice sounds perfect, but I think it's horrible when I listen to it after recording it. So I only sing loud when I'm home alone.

 

Lol, I do the exact same.

 

Who doesn't?

Me. I mean I think my voice sounds fine in my head but it's not a singing voice to me so I don't sing.

 

I can't resist singing when I listen to my iPod, then my friends hit me.

[Impersonator]

Tried the whole shaving of the man-mane thing, and it definatly adds to how big it looks. Immagine the Eiffel tower without paris surrounding it.

But just like the landmark in the middle of no-where, it looked strange, out of place... Made sure it grew back, but it doesn't hurt to trim.

I take the stance that, while I don't expect a girl to keep it clean all the time, I expect her to at least test the waters when it comes to shaving.

 

Also in the same boat as RPG- I've got my life planned out, but I'm not sure that I like that. I've always lived with one foot just in front of the other, and it's kept me happy. I knew I didn't have a plan and I didn't mind one bit.

[mario_sunny]

God I love this topic.

 

Confession: I'm slowling reading every single post on this topic starting from page 1. I'm up to pg18 right now. It's amazing what some people will confess (and how similar they are to me).

[RSBDavid]

I shaved my man-hood and had to get 3 man-stitches :(

 

I have attempted to kill myself twice. One because my dad pushed me over the edge with sports to the point where I fractured both of my knees. Two: because I had some issues at school.

[Lenticular_J]

I shaved my man-hood and had to get 3 man-stitches :(

Wait what?

 

I've spent more time playing videogames since Modern Warfare came out than in the past three months.

[The_Gabe]

I've had diarrhea for the last 3 and a half years and the doctor says there's nothing wrong with me.

[Blutters]

I probably spend more time on TIF than actually playing RS. Yeah, this is off-topic or whatever but still.

 

I horribly procrastinate on any classwork that I'm not exactly sure how to do. Which is most of it.

 

I'm actually very fluent in speech and have given speeches in the past but I almost never talk at school.

In the same way I can sing but I don't plan to ever use that for anything.

I write song lyrics that might actually be good but rarely ever write them down...

 

At school and with people who I don't know well but get along with I can't usually laugh without someone else laughing too, and this leads me to laugh at crude or cruel jokes that I don't actually find funny.

 

I have personally realized the desensitizing effects of violent media but still continue to expose myself to those.

 

I have set multiple fires in public places, although I've also always put them out before anyone else found out. Styrofoam soaked with gasoline in a plastic container is very difficult to put out.

 

I spit on the neighbor's dogs when they peak their heads through the planks of our fence and bark at me. Actually, that's quite funny.

 

I don't completely trust the history books, especially after reading 1985 by George Orwell.

I don't believe the TV ads asking for donations to starving children in Africa. Even if they were legitimate, I would never see the good I was doing with my 50 cents a day and not bother donating.

 

I hate the police. In my mind their first function is not to help people but only to punish them. Helping people is a rarely observed benefit of this.

 

I was in track for two years and enjoyed the daily workouts but hated the meets.

 

I hate nearly every member outside of my immediate family.

 

I will not hesitate to injure and kill anyone whom I consider an immediate threat other than my closest friends and family.

 

I want to hug a seal at some point in my life.

 

I turn the light off every time I leave the room and pick up trash off the ground outside when there is a receptacle near by.

 

I do not like relying on others. When I ask for advice I usually already have a certain course of action thought out.

When I finish college and move out, I don't plan on having a family, ever. If I do, I will make sure that I don't have to rely on them for anything.

I will also make sure that I mold my child from an early age and spend a lot of time with them. I don't want to continue a tradition of parental failure.

 

I often 'wing' situations and rarely ever have plans, but they always seem to come out alright.

 

I don't learn anything at school. I simply memorize it for a limited time, take the tests or quizzes, and forget it all.

 

I always aim for the face in any first person shooter that features shotguns.

 

I hate the concept that people should be paid for playing any pro sport. Sports are games, and games should be played for fun, not profit.

I don't understand why people enjoy watching pro sports so much. To me, it's just a different set of colors on a different field doing a slightly different movement facing a different set of colors.

 

I often laugh at other peoples' miseries and consider horror movies to be comedies.

I care about those around me and try to help them out whenever possible but not to the extent of being taken advantage of.

 

There's no sense worrying about anything that has passed.

I regret nothing.