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I feel guilty whenever I feel happy, not so much happy, but when I feel good and make myself miserable. I also haven't slept a full night in a week, I know why though.

 

[cabbage], really?

That sounds terrible; what's wrong with feeling happy?

I just feel like I shouldn't be happy, I'm not happy for the most part, on ocassion I'll feel happy, but that's if I have a distraction to make me not feel guilty. It just doesn't feel like I should be, so I'm not. Sometimes I'll feel calm, and not feel guilty but feel alright, I like it when I'm like that, I don't do much though. Just read and listen to music. I can't really properly explain what I mean, not something I can put into words. Nos langues nous trompent.

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I get [cabbage] done when I'm in a bad mood. Probably why my paper is going nowhere, I'm in a pretty good mood.

That's the opposite to me, I can't do anything and if I want to, I won't because if something crap is going on like my parents being total narbs, I don't want to do something to distract myself because it'll always remind me of that time.

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I have never found a black or brown girl attractive. I think that makes me racist.

 

Then we can be racist together. Let's have a racist party.

 

Never found guys attractive, i hate my own kind, i must be crazy

Theres only one race people, the human race

 

When i was a kid i once nicked 500 francs ( 12,50 )from my little brother who is 4 years younger so i could buy more football stickers because i already spend all my money on it, he never noticed it as i payed him back a week after, it took me some time to wiggle out the 500 franc paper from the piggy bank :)

I actually never told anyone

 

I once rolled up a cigarette made from dry leaves from off the floor and pretended it was that other thing, i lighted it ( nearly choked up my food from the taste ) and passed it onto to my friend, i asked him if it was a good one and he said yeah good one XD

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Last week I was at a party and made an off-hand rape joke (no, not one of those) - near my best friend's girlfriend who was raped a few years ago. I completely forgot about that until literally a millisecond after I had made it, and I felt pretty awful. She didn't appear to take any noticeable offense to it though, since she continued talking to me like usual. Still, it was definitely one of the worse blunders I've made.

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Last week I was at a party and made an off-hand rape joke (no, not one of those) - near my best friend's girlfriend who was raped a few years ago. I completely forgot about that until literally a millisecond after I had made it, and I felt pretty awful. She didn't appear to take any noticeable offense to it though, since she continued talking to me like usual. Still, it was definitely one of the worse blunders I've made.

She didn't hear you?

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I found a 16gb USB in class on the floor, so I picked it up and pocketed it. At the end of the class this guy was asking where his USB was, I said I didn't know. I went home, looked through it only to find a whole load of work and other 'material' about 6hours of this 'material' to be exact. Also feeling really guilty, I went to school the next day, and in the same class, I pretended to find it under the desk. I was thanked 100 times and he now 'Owes' me

Win?

No, im not that black hearted..^.^

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I feel a little odd posting something like this online, but I just need to tell someone.

 

A couple days ago, I started cutting myself. Most of the cuts are hidden, but some are on my wrist. Honestly, I don't know why I cut in such a visible spot, but I think a part of me wants someone to notice. I'm tired of being invisible.

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I feel a little odd posting something like this online, but I just need to tell someone.

 

A couple days ago, I started cutting myself. Most of the cuts are hidden, but some are on my wrist. Honestly, I don't know why I cut in such a visible spot, but I think a part of me wants someone to notice. I'm tired of being invisible.

Try your forehead :thumbup:

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Last week I was at a party and made an off-hand rape joke (no, not one of those) - near my best friend's girlfriend who was raped a few years ago. I completely forgot about that until literally a millisecond after I had made it, and I felt pretty awful. She didn't appear to take any noticeable offense to it though, since she continued talking to me like usual. Still, it was definitely one of the worse blunders I've made.

She didn't hear you?

That would've been bad if she heard that.

I was going to eat hot dogs for dinner tonight. I think I will settle for cereal.

 

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School is a real confidence-killer for me. And it really bums me out that I make such a worse impression in school than I do outside. I'm actually more comfortable with complete strangers than people I see every day. Then again, I can see the logic behind that. With schoolmates, if you mess up too badly it ruins your reputations, so staying a little quieter can help.

 

But still, I hardly act like myself at all in school. And it's lame. Oh well. There are very few people who actually act like themselves in high school, and around this age many people don't even act like themselves outside of school. I guess I'm lucky in that I don't like [cabbage].

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Last week I was at a party and made an off-hand rape joke (no, not one of those) - near my best friend's girlfriend who was raped a few years ago. I completely forgot about that until literally a millisecond after I had made it, and I felt pretty awful. She didn't appear to take any noticeable offense to it though, since she continued talking to me like usual. Still, it was definitely one of the worse blunders I've made.

 

I've got one just as bad. Two years ago my friend's mother died of brain cancer, then he left school for a week due to depression and came back the following Monday. I unintentionally made a "Your Mom" joke to him without realizing, then immediately wanted to shoot myself >.<

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I feel a little odd posting something like this online, but I just need to tell someone.

 

A couple days ago, I started cutting myself. Most of the cuts are hidden, but some are on my wrist. Honestly, I don't know why I cut in such a visible spot, but I think a part of me wants someone to notice. I'm tired of being invisible.

Cutting yourself really isn't that big of a deal, If it makes you feel better, then go ahead and do it, just don't use rusty blades. and if you need to talk about anything, try to find someone, or pm me if you need to talk about anything at all.

 

I stole five hundred dollars from my mom's last boyfriend.

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School is a real confidence-killer for me. And it really bums me out that I make such a worse impression in school than I do outside. I'm actually more comfortable with complete strangers than people I see every day. Then again, I can see the logic behind that. With schoolmates, if you mess up too badly it ruins your reputations, so staying a little quieter can help.

 

But still, I hardly act like myself at all in school. And it's lame. Oh well. There are very few people who actually act like themselves in high school, and around this age many people don't even act like themselves outside of school. I guess I'm lucky in that I don't like [cabbage].

School is really the only place I can be myself. When I was at younger my parents would always get mad at me when I acted normal. So now i'm just in my room most of the time.

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I stole five hundred dollars from my mom's last boyfriend.

What a beast.

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I feel a little odd posting something like this online, but I just need to tell someone.

 

A couple days ago, I started cutting myself. Most of the cuts are hidden, but some are on my wrist. Honestly, I don't know why I cut in such a visible spot, but I think a part of me wants someone to notice. I'm tired of being invisible.

 

Cutting really isn't the best thing to do.

 

I understand that when you're going through stuff, it feels like a good way to release, but in the end, it isn't. Soon, one cut isn't enough, so you cut deeper, and more than once.

 

I'm not going to go along the route of "It's a terrible thing to do to your body, blah, blah, blah..." It's the last thing you want to hear.

 

Instead, I suggest you find someone you can really talk to whenever you feel the desire to cut, it usually (and eventually) gets rid of the desire, even though it can come up again, it's best to have someone there.

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Watch porn once-thrice a day, up until 2-3 at night and I've been in love with the same girl since I was three.

BTW: I'm 15.

 

 

Truth: Nearly all adolescent boys look at porn, whether they admit it or not. Although daily may be a bit much.... Have you no imagination?

 

 

 

And being in love with the same girl is only bad if she doesn't like you.

 

 

 

 

 

EDIT:

And to mlclm. I'd like to recommend you find something in which you can really invest.

 

For example, whenever my life starts seeming sucky, I can distract myself with the martial arts, forums, etc.

 

Find a release that doesn't involve bodily harm.

The only difference between Hitler and the man next door who comes home and beats his kids every day is circumstance. The intent is the same-- to harm others.

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I told her there was a secret method to doing it - and there is - but my once nimble and agile fingers were unable to perform because I was under the influence.

I would laugh, not hate. I'm a male. :(

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I actually have a hobby of licking public toilet seats.

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Hmm....

Confesions.....

HMMM....

Cant think of any. I dont play ruin-your-life-scape anymore (sorry, had to go there), I generally dont do anything crazy -.-

Oh, i threw a desk at a kid once. Yes, you can throw desks. He made me angry.

I also threw a chair at some other kid. It was lighter than the desk. He made me angry too.

I punched a kid in the back of the head. He called me some name, and then turned away. Bad choice on his part.

This was all within three weeks of grade 6.

Only times i got suspended :P

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Watch porn once-thrice a day, up until 2-3 at night and I've been in love with the same girl since I was three.

BTW: I'm 15.

 

 

Truth: Nearly all adolescent boys look at porn, whether they admit it or not. Although daily may be a bit much.... Have you no imagination?

 

 

 

And being in love with the same girl is only bad if she doesn't like you.

First, I know and I've got a syndrom that pretty mouch screwed up my imagintion(although I luckily have a weaker case than normal).

Second, bad is one thing, but it "hurts" like hell and it ain't something I can control exactly.

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