I think I might have a depression but I don't want to tell my parents. I don't recall a true feeling of happyness that lasted more than 15 minutes for the last few years, and everyday I feel kinda down and tired. I also get irritated quite easily :x . I don't know what to do. Every time I think there's something wrong with me, my mom just goes yeah right and ignores it.

Im sort of bipolar, I'll be happy one minute, the next im all meh feeling, then right back up to happy.

Supposed to hail soon. Imo im glad, sick of this crappy hot weather. Also very nervous about the interview Im doing on monday for the paper. :ohnoes:

Also, anyone with long hair wanna cut it off and send it to me as a wig? I despise short hair. It's too thick to be held up by even gel. (and mom wonders why I'd rather let it grow down...)

 

My hair's about 5 or 6 inches and takes about 20-35 minutes of maintenance everyday.

What the [bleep] do you do?

My hair is like 8 inches and all I do is take a shower with shampoo and conditioner and it's fine.

 

wash, rinse, condition, towel dry, blowdry, comb, heat guard, straighten, fluff, recomb.

 

Goes from...sorta like this...

 

to this

 

 

I guess you could call me metro? Sort of?

Is your hair naturally curly though? Mine's wavey but if it grew out it wouldnt get like that. O_o

I guess you could call me metro? Sort of?

 

No...definitley not...

School's swimming carnival today. Thought I'd humour the folks and attend. Last one, so I thought why not. Was pretty cool, then we went cruising and hung around up a hill for a bit. Then the ladyfriend took me home and now I'm here. Tomorrow: No school.

@gabe: everyone suffers through some sort of depression every once in a while. Best advice I can offer: hang out more with your friends/family (and tip.iters), and you'll slowly realize how much better your life is than you initially thought...

This 'working out' thing is actually, well, working out. I'm getting fit; fantastic. I'm finding myself with more confidence since I've started which is awesome. I've also been getting up at 5:30 every morning and running with a friend of mine. It's been fun. :)

This 'working out' thing is actually, well, working out. I'm getting fit; fantastic. I'm finding myself with more confidence since I've started which is awesome. I've also been getting up at 5:30 every morning and running with a friend of mine. It's been fun. :)

 

 

I've been trying to get in shape, but the lack of Mountain Dew gives me horrible migraines and I just break in and chug a few dew's.

This 'working out' thing is actually, well, working out. I'm getting fit; fantastic. I'm finding myself with more confidence since I've started which is awesome. I've also been getting up at 5:30 every morning and running with a friend of mine. It's been fun. :)

 

 

I've been trying to get in shape, but the lack of Mountain Dew gives me horrible migraines and I just break in and chug a few dew's.

That's been thebhardest part; giving up soda. Since I work in a resturaut it's practically the only thing I drink, I've just been forcing myself to drink water. I feel better in a healthier sense since I've started drinking water more often anyway.

I've been trying to work out too, mind you it's been difficult. Sure, there are plenty of gyms around, it's just a bit awkward seeing as I'm not that fat or anything...

I've been trying to work out too, mind you it's been difficult. Sure, there are plenty of gyms around, it's just a bit awkward seeing as I'm not that fat or anything...

 

Contrary to popular belief, nobody looks down on others in a gym. If you're there it shows will to improve, so it shouldn't be awkward. Also, obesity is not the only form of poor physical health.

My mother decided to wash the walls in my bedroom and now it smells of cleaner. I hate that smell so much. Im just airing out my room and chilling down stairs. :thumbup:

Guess who is now employed?

Guess who is now employed?

 

I give up, who?

Guess who is now employed?

 

I give up, who?

Me.

Yep, H2PM.

Me.

Well, my computer wasn't showing anything on the screen whenever i turned it on. So, after 5 or 6 turn on/shut downs, i take it to the computer store. I turn it on there to show them what's happening, and it works perfectly.

Took some Adderall. Decided that I need to get it prescribed to me, because I think I have ADD, just can't pay attention and I am just not interested. Texted mad biddies. Jammed out to Dubstep and made a girl a dubstep cd :3.

Going for a CT scan later. I have to drink plenty of water these few hours before I go, must not pee too much. I also bought a pair of Gamecom 367s online yesterday, I worked like an hour this morning and when I get back they were waiting for me. This was from a place ~12 hour drive away. That's what I call express mail. :thumbsup:

 

I've also got 3 months of free Grooveshark Anywhere because I asked them if I could possibly regain the discount as I was not informed of losing it if my subscription lapsed.

I never realised how many mining/nurse jobs we have in Newwy, Sadly im not interested in either especially since you need Uni degrees for the mining ones.

 

Humid today, hoping for a reply back from a job in Brissy and going in town this weekend with a mate to help practice what I should say for the paper on monday. :ohnoes:

honk if you love adrenal

Pretty good day; 9am I de-stain my protein gel and it turns out I made concentrated protein of an unknown gene hurray! Sending it off to a protein expert Monday. Then I wrote a midterm which was easy peasy febreezy and left early since I have fridays off and next week is my march break. Invited a girl over and had fun for 5 hours, now I'm sitting here recuperating.. just ate 4 pogo's goin for a total of 10 :thumbsup:

5 pogos

 

EDIT: going to the gym in 20 minutes, then off to drink like a fish at a friends house. It's like 5 degrees outside so walking home is going to be aaaawesome :thumbsup:

6 pogos