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Have you ever had this bizarre, almost intuitive idea/feeling that is completely ridiculous, and you try to convince yourself it's stupid and nothing about the thought is based on facts/evidence, yet the thought keeps coming back to haunt you? For example, I'm paranoid about people reading my mind, secret cameras set up by my parents to spy on me when I'm alone, people watching me when I think no one is there, etc., etc. Am I crazy? Is it some sort of disorder? Could it be my guilty conscience trying to tell me to stop doing something? Or is it none of those things?

 

 

 

I am posting this in hope of someone explaining this to me, or posting their own experience or something similar.

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I am always paranoid about something.

 

 

 

I'm also scared that my parents hide secret cameras when I'm home alone. :ohnoes:

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Have you ever had this bizarre, almost intuitive idea/feeling that is completely ridiculous, and you try to convince yourself it's stupid and nothing about the thought is based on facts/evidence, yet the thought keeps coming back to haunt you? For example, I'm paranoid about people reading my mind, secret cameras set up by my parents to spy on me when I'm alone, people watching me when I think no one is there, etc., etc. Am I crazy? Is it some sort of disorder? Could it be my guilty conscience trying to tell me to stop doing something? Or is it none of those things?

 

 

 

I am posting this in hope of someone explaining this to me, or posting their own experience or something similar.

 

 

 

A little paranoia is normal. If you can dismiss it as paranoia then you're not that crazy.

 

 

 

Sometimes when I'm sitting close to someone and I think something disgusting I hope like hell that they can't hear what I'm thinking.

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Pretty much everything you listed, as well as feeling the need to lock every door and even check behind them because I can't shake the feeling that someone is lurking behind them. And much, much more, mostly about people in general, but a few of fear of attack; doors, opening mail so that the anthrax will come out away from me, etc. And mirrors.

 

 

 

I can't explain it like you asked, and if it's confined to people spying on you, then it might be your subconscious telling you to stop watching porn or thinking dirty thoughts about that girl on the train, but I don't know, I'm not a shrink. If there's more to it, probably not. But I'm convinced that one of these days, all of it will pay off somehow.

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I used to be afraid of cameras hidden in my phone or something whenever I changed or generally got naked. Now I pose for said cameras.

 

 

 

No problems with paranoia. It'll probably pass. Or you'll end up a crazy cat guy.

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Pretty much everything you listed, as well as feeling the need to lock every door and even check behind them because I can't shake the feeling that someone is lurking behind them. And much, much more, mostly about people in general, but a few of fear of attack; doors, opening mail so that the anthrax will come out away from me, etc. And mirrors.

 

 

 

I can't explain it like you asked, and if it's confined to people spying on you, then it might be your subconscious telling you to stop watching porn or thinking dirty thoughts about that girl on the train, but I don't know, I'm not a shrink. If there's more to it, probably not. But I'm convinced that one of these days, all of it will pay off somehow.

 

 

 

Well, It's more than just the spying thing. Sometimes when I'm cooking I have the bizzare feeling I might accidentally spawn some face-hugger (from the alien movies... You know the ones that plant an alien parasite in you that later bursts out of your chest? Yeah. That kind.) like thing when I experiment and mix in some new stuff. Crazy, I know. :?

 

 

 

Maybe I have an overactive imagination? Who knows. (I should take a break from watching those films...)

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Well, It's more than just the spying thing. Sometimes when I'm cooking I have the bizzare feeling I might accidentally spawn some face-hugger like thing when I experiment and mix in some new stuff. Crazy, I know. :?

 

 

Ok, Now I feel normal :D

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Ahh, I was talking to my friend how paranoid I am today :P.

 

 

 

We were running through the woods on a relatively isolated track that you couldn't see from the road. So we're running, and he says on the phone "how's the weather up there in [city]?". Why would he say that? When you're talking to someone, it's implied when you say 'up there' to mean in that area or city or town or what have you. So why would he say that? Seems rather fishy to me.

 

 

 

He also was just standing around, with nothing nearby. That seemed really odd.

 

 

 

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I also have paranoid thoughts about everyone, that they're planning against me. Every single day for every person.

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I get very paranoid. I don't really worry about cameras anymore. Now I worry about ignorance. I'm afraid that I'm actually a robot, designed to be a human. Everyone I interact with knows that. For example, when I change schools, the school is notified before I arrive. There are secret websites documenting my life and describing what my purpose here on earth is that I can't view for some reason. Everyone knows everything about me and think I don't know it, but I do. Oh I do. Unfortunately the people who made me seemed to tried a bit to hard to recreate emotion and must have added too much, hence my illogical thinking patterns.

 

 

 

I've got about seven other similar scenarios that play through my mind daily. Being an infp has its ups but it definitely has its downs too :( .

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I never really classified thoughts like that as paranoia, and I guess I am rather paranoid, I think stuff like that all the time.

 

Sometimes I think about things, and come up with ridiculous situations. Not much logic behind them, I'd share, but I don't feel like typing it all up right now, and it'd make me feel silly. Maybe some other time.

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I've only really been truly 'paranoid' once. I remember it though, was a couple years ago now, I had this strange feeling that someone was following me and that they were out to get me. I was extremely paranoid when this happened, I had to check the back of my truck before I'd drive, check my room, closets, was always looking over my shoulder. But then I figured screw it, if someone really wants to get me let them try and we'll see what happens, and snapped out of it. Haven't felt that way since, and hopefully don't again

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I get very paranoid. I don't really worry about cameras anymore. Now I worry about ignorance. I'm afraid that I'm actually a robot, designed to be a human. Everyone I interact with knows that. For example, when I change schools, the school is notified before I arrive. There are secret websites documenting my life and describing what my purpose here on earth is that I can't view for some reason. Everyone knows everything about me and think I don't know it, but I do. Oh I do. Unfortunately the people who made me seemed to tried a bit to hard to recreate emotion and must have added too much, hence my illogical thinking patterns.

 

 

 

I've got about seven other similar scenarios that play through my mind daily. Being an infp has its ups but it definitely has its downs too :( .

 

 

 

But being a robot would be awesome!!! You could go up to people and say you do the Human, and show them your funky dance moves. I suppose I am a bit paranoid, but only really when I read conspiracy and UFO sites in the internet, then look behind me. Being an ESFP has its ups and downs I suppose.

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I'm too lazy to type up what makes me paranoid (it'd be rather long, and it'd make me sound like an idiot), so I'll just say that I tend to fully agree with Lenin when it comes to paranoia.

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Whenever I try to sleep, I see shadows moving on the wall in my room. Even if there's no wind outside to make the leaves move, or any light at all. I've seen people walking around in my yard, and when I get where they were there's no sight of the person. Also, I hear things that nothing but a human could make. Like the tv turning on, or a spoon falling, when all people and the dog are upstairs. I hear voices when I'm trying to sleep, and when I fall asleep listening to any song from Antichrist Superstar or Holy Wood, I have nightmares about demons. And I always hear the phone ringing but then there's no one on the phone.

 

 

 

 

 

idk if thats paranoid

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Don't talk about cameras when parents are away! My parents just left for holiday for two weeks and im in the house alone :shock:

 

 

 

OT: I get very paranoid about things happening to me when i sleep or am trying to sleep in the dark. Dont get me wrong i cant sleep with a light on theres to much to concentrate on and makes me more awake but everything from someone watching me to someone trying to kill me. Its unusual but i get it every night.

 

 

 

Im also very paranoid about being followed. I am sorta a vampire i mostly sleep during the day and am nearly always awake at night. When everyone is in bed and i go downstairs i constantly hear whispering, foot steps, creaking floor boards and recently ive started seeing people in the corner of my eye, turning around and there is nothing there.

 

 

 

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Haha, paranoid is one of the words best to describe me. I'm paranoid that every person I walk past on the street is eithe going to attack me or call me names. I'm always highly paranoid over my friends too, if you say something out of place or don't want to do something with me then I'll be convinced it's a part of a large plot to ignore me and you really hate me ect =/ Screwed up many friends on my last website that way.

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I get very paranoid. I don't really worry about cameras anymore. Now I worry about ignorance. I'm afraid that I'm actually a robot, designed to be a human. Everyone I interact with knows that. For example, when I change schools, the school is notified before I arrive. There are secret websites documenting my life and describing what my purpose here on earth is that I can't view for some reason. Everyone knows everything about me and think I don't know it, but I do. Oh I do. Unfortunately the people who made me seemed to tried a bit to hard to recreate emotion and must have added too much, hence my illogical thinking patterns.

 

 

 

I've got about seven other similar scenarios that play through my mind daily. Being an infp has its ups but it definitely has its downs too :( .

 

 

 

Being ENTP is far better.

 

 

 

Anyways, I check over my shoulder and whatnot. I never say things aloud when I'm alone because I think that someone could hear it from somewhere, and when I'm around people and I think strange thoughts I dash the strange thoughts away (such as, perhaps, that they might hear me). If I'm alone I won't do what I would do when I'm alone (like walk around naked while singing and playing air guitar) unless I knew completely that there would be no chance of anyone ever finding out about it in any way. Also, I still make sure to close my closet door at night.

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Being an infp has its ups but it definitely has its downs too :( .

 

 

 

I'm INFP too ::'

 

 

 

Have you ever had this bizarre, almost intuitive idea/feeling that is completely ridiculous, and you try to convince yourself it's stupid and nothing about the thought is based on facts/evidence, yet the thought keeps coming back to haunt you?

 

 

 

Yeah... very much so... I feel like I know things about people and what's going to happen in my life, and the idea of those things not happening is kind of unfathomable. And they're not all good things either, just subconscious ideas I feel like I've had forever and have probably influenced me quite a lot without me realising it, and I've recently unearthed, if that makes any sense whatsoever.

 

 

 

Used to be incredibly paranoid but I'm kind of over it now. It comes back every now and then though. I hate people talking about me, which is odd to say the least since I don't exactly try to keep my head down.

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I got over all those things you guys have mentioned when I was about 17, and then I started being paranoid about dying over something really stupid, like a freak accident. I couldn't watch the news anymore, I stopped drinking for a few weeks, and hardly went out. The world is filled with idiotic ways to die that I can't control, and I avoided it almost completely.

 

 

 

Then I remembered why they were called freak accidents. They happen to 1/10,000,000 people, so I had nothing to worry about. I took a new view on dying stupidly, and started doing the exact idiotic activities I was avoiding just a few weeks before because I knew it wouldn't kill me. "Dude, get off the train tracks NOW!" "Don't worry, only 1/10,000,000 die by this".

 

 

 

I even lost my paranoia of bridges. Here in Montreal, bridges are known to randomly fall apart and kill dozens of people whenever they feel like it. I used to get the shivers when traveling under them, but not after I discovered I was statistically invincible.

 

 

 

The only thing I'm paranoid about now is not knowing if a girl I've fondled has fondled with another guy in the previous 24 hours. I secretly sniff them to pick up a scent that isn't there, observe their clothes for any stains, ect. It tears me apart just thinking about this stuff.

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I'm always paranoid that I'm not going to make it in life. I always wonder if I'm gonna get a good job or if the economy will be bad and jobs will be hard to find. Also scared of a nuclear war or something before I die of old age.

 

 

 

Also paranoid about if I'm ever gonna find a girlfriend to be my wife and if I'll be single or married for the rest of my life.

 

 

 

Yup, paranoid about lots of things. :|

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i've always been paranoid that someones watching me :? like i have a window behind me when im on the pc and i always think whenever im gonna turn round theres gonna be some1 there staring at me :ohnoes:

 

 

 

i also think when i go in the kitchen im gonna get shot lol, there are houses that have windows that have direct view of my kitchen haha i sound like a freak lol

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I'm rarely paranoid. No males I know are very paranoid either. Mostly the females I know are. That's beside the point though O_o.

 

 

 

When I am being paranoid, it's usually about power (electricity etc) and the like.

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I kinda go around analysing everything, in case I am ever attacked by anyone within my line of sight. In constantly goes through my mind, changing each time in case others do something, it's a different weapon or it's a different person. I don't even think about it, I just do it. I also constantly check behind me like I expect someone to uncloak behind me and try to backstab me. Too much TF2 methinks. :?

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