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^lolwut.

 

Thank awkward moment when dad finds my lighter on the pool steps and asks "leave it there when you had a smoke?"

 

err...no. must have been playing with it and sat it down. .....*dodge bullet*

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I suppose I use this as a ranting place. Thing is, I am chill on the outside, but I am still completely [bleep]ing pissed about it. I burn inside, I don't show it and so I am seemingly chill all the time.

I got made fun of with that thing. Today aswell.

 

And I don't really know what precisely in her actions made me so angry, but add all the small things together and you get one hell of a pissed Prets.

 

But, today, didn't have a single class and went on a quiz where in every team there was supposed to be 2 Estonians and 2 Russians. Our team shared 4-5 spot and we each got a 10 gift card as a prize. And I also met an awesome young Russian dude, who only moved to the capital 2 months ago and doesn't know anyone or anything. So me and my mate decided to keep in contact with and introduce city life to this young fellow. Hope to grow a mate out of him...

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So I've noticed this thread's regulars all follow similar trends.

 

RPG is constantly dealing with psycho exes.

Muggi reminds us of the joys of polygamy.

Saq is totally oblivious to how much chicks dig him.

I strike out every other week.

Kalphite wages a war against the friend zone.

Randox pretty much stays rational.

Etc, etc

 

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I think I have to start off with this. You made the choice to get super drunk, so you are responsible for what you did. You can't lay that on anyone else, and I hope you understand that asking her out twice more (whether you knew you did or not is totally irrelevant because she knows), including an emotional outburst, is doing your level best to make things so awkward between the two of you as to ruin any chance of any kind of friendship. It's active sabotage, and apparently drunk you is an idiot, so you should probably have a stern talking to with yourself about that :P

 

Moving on, and accepting that drunk people do stupid things and everyone is going to have to contend with stupid drunk people sooner or later, and also accepting that I have no interest in taking anyone's side. If she did what I think she did, the story getting out is still on her, and you might as well admit that you both did bad things and go from this point of mutual acceptance if possible, and not worry about who is more to blame and all that, because what's done is done.

 

While I wouldn't rule out that what you think she did is true, it doesn't add up to me. If she wanted to get back at you, there is no reason to wait. The fresher the event is in peoples minds the better, it helps the rumor mill work at it's finest. If it were me, after your drunken emotional outburst I would definitely be talking about that with a friend so that I could vent. In my experience, when you screw up big with a girl, it's not just her you have to contend with. The girl friends can be just as, if not more, vicious and vindictive than she is, and there are certainly people out there who if they thought she was letting you off too easy would spread the story themselves to get back at you on her behalf, because they are going to see you as that drunken ex who wont stop harassing her (and I don't believe this is what you are like, but I think it's certainly how her friends might see it).

 

I guess, my point is that before you turn this into something you get to carry around with you for the rest of your life (and surprise, this is not going to turn into anything that helps you maintain a stable relationship down the line), at least talk to her. Confront her, get her version of events, and see where the two of you stand. You don't need to make up, you don't need to take her at her word, and you don't need to ever speak to her again afterward. But if you're going to pack this kind of emotional baggage, hearing her out and getting the other side of the story can only help you.

 

Reality is probably someplace between your imagination and her perspective.

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I don't know why, but it makes me somehow good, feeling that I hate and disgust and wish all the worst things to someone. Only one person at a time though. And noone else needs to know about it.

And I get along quite well with her friends aswell. We go to the same class and I get along with everybody, or well I did, not with her anymore. I think she doesn't even know that I despise her. We were something like friends before and even after the rejection itself, and I think she thinks we still are. Except the fact is that now everybody knows that I asked her out 3 times.

And I just don't want to speak a single word with her. She is dead to me, as I said. She doesn't exist.

[bleep], I am just rambling. I don't know how to best express myself.

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So I've noticed this thread's regulars all follow similar trends.

 

RPG is constantly dealing with psycho exes.

Muggi reminds us of the joys of polygamy.

Saq is totally oblivious to how much chicks dig him.

I strike out every other week.

Kalphite wages a war against the friend zone.

Randox pretty much stays rational.

Etc, etc

 

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Yeah, it does feel good to be that angry. Just be warned, from someone who has been down this road, that it's a defense mechanism, and it doesn't last forever. Your body has given you a blank cheque to handle this as poorly as you want to, but sooner or later you're going to have to come to terms with the choice you make, and that this will impact how you form relationships until you deal with this, if you ever do.

 

That said, you need to exit the rage mode first. Even if you managed to let her have her bit while you're like that, you would only turn it into more fuel.

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I was at a war basically with another girl like that for almost a year. Made up only in November.

But I can be angry on someone and feel good about it for almost forever.

t3aGt.png

 

So I've noticed this thread's regulars all follow similar trends.

 

RPG is constantly dealing with psycho exes.

Muggi reminds us of the joys of polygamy.

Saq is totally oblivious to how much chicks dig him.

I strike out every other week.

Kalphite wages a war against the friend zone.

Randox pretty much stays rational.

Etc, etc

 

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I finally got my drivers licence yesterday. Decided to celebrate by going for a cruise, and witnessed my first accident as a driver. Some lady didn't clear the intersection fast enough, and a guy clipped the corner of her car. She was lucky though, if she was half a second slower she would have been full on t-boned. Nobody was hurt, but I had to pull an illegal u-turn to not run over broken glass. I think I might buy a dash cam in the future.

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Use your anger, Luke

 

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today I woke up way eariler than I should have and spent most of the day really pissed off at the ever piling loads of pre-finals school work. I have 5 classes and like 8 major projects I gotta deal with in the next couple days. And I'm broke. And that's stressful as hell cause I had to backpay the government $1100 in taxes. And I can't stop thinking about my most recent crazy ex. And that's not helping anything when I'm trying to focus on school. I have like 3 group projects, and meeting with people in a commuter college is stressful as hell, especially when I barely know anyone I'm working with.

 

I swear, for a 101 level theater class, it's one of the most annoying classes I've ever taken. Not to mention I have to see a play and analyze it by next week. And read "Waiting for Godot" and re-interpret with a whole new screen play, stage set, lighting, directoral intention and costuming. Cause that's not way too much work to just tack on to the end of the syllabus. Hate that professor. Then I got to psychoanalyze the reasoning behind the religious parallels of finding God and being abducted by aliens, which sounds cool...but Jesus it's complicated.

 

 

Oh, and has anyone heard about how the Vatican got caught pirating porn? I'm trying to do my presentation in my psycho-sex class on that, but I'm trying to decipher if it's a rumor or truth. No major news stations have picked up on it yet, but the internet seems to be running rampant with it.

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Anyone who likes tacos is incapable of logic.

Anyone who likes logic is incapable of tacos.

 

PSA: SaqPrets is an Estonian Dude

Steam: NippleBeardTM

Origin: Brand_New_iPwn

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Oh, and has anyone heard about how the Vatican got caught pirating porn? I'm trying to do my presentation in my psycho-sex class on that, but I'm trying to decipher if it's a rumor or truth. No major news stations have picked up on it yet, but the internet seems to be running rampant with it.

 

It was someone in the Vatican using the internet, could be anyone who was in the country and connected to the internet though. Would be hilarious if it did turn out to be a member of the church though.

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Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can

Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude?

Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you?

Camera guy: still laughing

Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy

Camera guy: runs away still laughing

Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down

Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]!

Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!

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not in defence or anything, but they can't marry or "bed with a woman", what else are they going to do? I'd prefer this then the other alternative over the past century.

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I'm pretty sure this would break celibacy vows as well.

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So my college has a shuttle service that takes us out to a mall downtown so that people can park there (the mall is pretty much closed down, so their parking isn't an issue). So I took that shuttle and went to Noodles and Co., and when I got done, it was 6:00 and the shuttles had stopped running. It's 36F and very slightly raining/snowing, and I got to walk back a mile or so in it! Pretty great.

 

But whatever, I got dinner so despite that I don't feel as bad as I did before I went. This is the second time I've eaten out in Omaha since moving to college, so it felt really good.

My skin is finally getting soft
I'll scrub until the damn thing comes off

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Its scandalous because the content downloaded was female on female (and some sources say there were also contents of transgender endeavors). Also sexualizing the church always ends ugly. So I'm basically going to remark on why it's a scandal and why people can't handle things when sex is involved.

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Anyone who likes logic is incapable of tacos.

 

PSA: SaqPrets is an Estonian Dude

Steam: NippleBeardTM

Origin: Brand_New_iPwn

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So a while back I found a TV show from way back. I used to watch it in pre-school, which would make it my first favorite TV show ever, called The Adventures of Teddy Ruxpin. Anyway, I watch it from time to time when I have nothing in particular I feel like watching (among a couple other old cartoons I've been able to find out youtube), and I have to say, sometimes the logic of childrens shows is baffling.

 

In particular, I like the arc where the heroes visit the castle that rules the country, and finds out that entire area is suffering massive food shortages. By this point in the series, they have discovered a crystal that allows them to make things bigger or smaller, and another that allows them to duplicate stuff, which you might notice are two things that could be very effective in creating more food (the first one even having been used in a previous episode to turn a strawberry into a 400 some odd pound version of itself).

 

You would think that the first thing they would do when they find out people are starving is bring this up, and you know, help the people out. Instead we go through three episodes before the fact that they have these magic crystals that could really be useful comes up, and only because someone explicitly asks them about the crystals they heard these people have, at which point they remember the magical famine crushing magic they ahve been carrying around for the last few days.

 

They then top themselves by playing the cruelest practical joke in history. See, the duplicating crystal isn't perfect, and at this time the things it duplicates last for about a day before they break down and vanish. So perhaps this might not be the best way to make more food. Rather than finding something that wont spoil for a while and super sizing it, they use the crystal to turn a peanut into many many peanuts and plant this, heroically ignoring the fact that the problem is they can't grow jack in the soil because there's not enough rain, and that by dawn the next day the peanuts they planted will have vanished back into the ether, and no one will plant crops that actually exist in that field because they will be waiting for the freaking peanuts to grow.

 

It's an odd logical gap to be making considering that the B story for this episode is that one of the bad guys steals a whole bunch of jewelry that the duplicating crystal was used on as an example, and that it vanishes when he tries to give it to his boss to pay off his debts.

 

 

Baffling cartoon logic aside, I like seeing some of the episodes because a lot of it is still familiar to me. Going in I could only remember vague snapshots of the show, but every once in a while my memory gets a real jog, and 17 years later, I am doing a much better job of actually following the story arc.

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Today I remembered my TiF password. Good day

 

(also got 92 prayer but thats runescape related and not for the OT :P)

That awesome moment when you remember :^_^:

 

Welcome back.

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Today I remembered my TiF password. Good day

 

(also got 92 prayer but thats runescape related and not for the OT :P)

That awesome moment when you remember :^_^:

 

Welcome back.

 

Well its actually more of a "holy crap tipit finally sent a recovery email to my email"

 

But its still nice to be back, its been far too long, lots of catching up to do :)

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Well, this week is finally starting to calm down a bit. My orchestra concert went well and I think I aced my physics exam, which surprises me because it's my worst subject. Now I just have to spend the rest of the night doing an Anthropology essay and then I might finally be reunited with my long lost friend sleep (was up til 5 am studying for physics last night, Caffeine is the only thing keeping me functional presently).

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