July 24, 200916 yr Today i watched harry potter and the half blood prince in the cinema and 2bh its quite rubbish lol x
July 24, 200916 yr Sometimes I really wish I loved in a city with lots and lots of tall buildings. but then again if I did I'd be dead now, but that's the reason why I wish I lived somewhere like that. oh well. I think I should get cancer and die slowly and painfully. Hugz and talk.... Hugz first! : Today I went with my friend to the movies to see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, I really liked it, I forgot the majority of the book. Can't wait for the next one.... next TWO. they're making the deathly hallows into a two part movie. I really want to go see half blood prince, but I have nobody to go with/no way to get to the movie theatre. I know that, but I'm wating on the next one, so then I can see it and say "I can't wait for the next one." Also what is it that makes you want to die? eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night.
July 24, 200916 yr Just learned Chopin's etude op. 10 no. 4 on the piano. It's not too difficult, took a few hours. I've still got a few rough patches but for the most part I've got it.
July 24, 200916 yr Just found out I get to go back to my favorite camp for Harry Potter week. It's gonna be epic. I'm going to see Half-Blood Prince tomorrow morning as well. sig by Soa.....tip.it times.....art & mediadeviantart/flickr/last.fm/steam/twitter/tumblr/youtube
July 24, 200916 yr eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night. Gees, is your life genuinely going balls or are you inventing problems for yourself? Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude? Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you? Camera guy: still laughing Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy Camera guy: runs away still laughing Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]! Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!
July 24, 200916 yr eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night. Just think how people close to you would feel if they lost you. For example your family. Do you really want to put them through the stress, the grief, the anger and the sadness that come with the death of a loved one? So don't let anyone tell you you're not worth the earth, These streets are your streets, this turf is your turf, Don't let anyone tell you that you've got to give in, Cos you can make a difference, you can change everything, Just let your dreams be your pilot, your imagination your fuel, Tear up the book and write your own damn rules, Use all that heart, hope and soul that you've got, And the love and the rage that you feel in your gut, And realise that the other world that you're always looking for, Lies right here in front of us, just outside this door, And it's up to you to go out there and paint the canvas, After all, you were put on the earth to do this, So shine your light so bright that all can see, Take pride in being whoever the [bleep] you want to be.
July 24, 200916 yr eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night. Just think how people close to you would feel if they lost you. For example your family. Do you really want to put them through the stress, the grief, the anger and the sadness that come with the death of a loved one? That is why I plan to outlive the Earth. I'd rather feel the pain than cause it.
July 24, 200916 yr Nothing big happend today, just got a hair cut. Now just got home and Im going to start playing some more Go and kakuro puzzles =P~ [hide=Quotes]Albel/JustinAlbel doesn't say anything anymore, just comes in, leaves an arrow and vanishes into the night :(Probablypractising some euphoniumYou nearly had me fooled, you fooler youEuphonium/10.9/10. To me, always associate Albel with musical stuff in OT.Everyone with a goatee and glasses is Albel now.lmfao albel m8 wat r u doin, hi though. [/hide][hide=Runescape Achievements]99 firemaking(2007), 99 woodcutting(2008), 99 fletching(2009), 99 magic(2010), 99 cooking(2010), 99 farming(2011), 99 construction(2011), 99 runecrafting(2012), 99 Hunter (2014), 99 ranged (2015), 99 HP (2015), 99 Slayer (2015), 99 attack (2015) 99 Defense (2015) 99 Prayer (2015) 99 Summoning (2015) 99 Strength(2015) 99 Herblore (2015) 99 Dungeoneering (2017) 99 Mining (2017) 99 Crafting (2017) 99 Smithing (2017) 99 Thieving (2017) 99 invention (2017) 99 Fishing (2018), 99 Divination (2018), 99 Agility (2018), MAXED (05/17/2018)[/hide]
July 24, 200916 yr I got my retainer back. After 3-4 weeks without it my teeth have spaced, so I have to wear it a lot more now to get back to perfection. It hurts papa...it hurts
July 24, 200916 yr I got my Sennheiser HD201 Headphones in the post, aswell as getting my August issue of Computer Arts agazine from my subscription. I've also been doing paid website designing for an adhesive company. 2257AD.TUMBLR.COM
July 24, 200916 yr Nothing big happend today, just got a hair cut. Now just got home and Im going to start playing some more Go and kakuro puzzles =P~ I need to get a haircut, too... Maybe on Sunday.
July 24, 200916 yr eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night. Just think how people close to you would feel if they lost you. For example your family. Do you really want to put them through the stress, the grief, the anger and the sadness that come with the death of a loved one? oh I'd never actually be enough of an [wagon] to kill myself, even though I'd really like to sometimes. eh nothing really, I just sometimes don't have motivation to bother to keep wanting to live, to be honest I could care less if I were dead or alive. it's the same thing either way. I have no idea why I feel so terrible. I just do, often. I've been rather content lately, just felt like [cabbage] last night. Gees, is your life genuinely going balls or are you inventing problems for yourself? My life doesn't suck all the time, I'm lucky in a lot of senses, but I've got [cabbage] with my family, my parents absolutely [bleep]ing hate eachother, my mum's an alcoholic, my dad's on depression meds, the environment I live in isn't exactly happy. and I just really don't give a [bleep] about anything anymore. I had a wonderful nap this afternoon, slept great, then woke up and played a sonic game I borrowed from my friend. I was in a really strange mood, not sure what it was just like, not a mood I've felt in a while. I really don't like it, it feels wierd. I got my retainer back. After 3-4 weeks without it my teeth have spaced, so I have to wear it a lot more now to get back to perfection. It hurts papa...it hurts I hate wearing my retainer, but I really need it, so my teeth are ever so slightly crooked on the top now, I've got a perma-retainer on the bottom teeth.
July 24, 200916 yr I didn't really learn a chopin etude, I was hoping people would look up the song and get a lol out of it :cry: I have been working on this song, though: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6C4fRiLF_g I can play the first minute and twenty seconds so far. Now for the fun part \
July 24, 200916 yr Gees, is your life genuinely going balls or are you inventing problems for yourself? My life doesn't suck all the time, I'm lucky in a lot of senses, but I've got [cabbage] with my family, my parents absolutely [bleep] hate eachother, my mum's an alcoholic, my dad's on depression meds, the environment I live in isn't exactly happy. and I just really don't give a [bleep] about anything anymore. I feel you, my dad used to beat my mom and sister. Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude? Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you? Camera guy: still laughing Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy Camera guy: runs away still laughing Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]! Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!
July 25, 200916 yr I just had a sip from a bottle of apple juice, it was disgustingly sour. It doesn't expire for two months, but I looked in the bottle and there was stuff floating around in the apple juice. Wtf. :?
July 25, 200916 yr Apple juice is gross to start with. Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude? Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you? Camera guy: still laughing Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy Camera guy: runs away still laughing Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]! Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!
July 25, 200916 yr My bad; apple juice that you're not getting from biting into an apple is gross. I should try pressing apples. :-k Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude? Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you? Camera guy: still laughing Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy Camera guy: runs away still laughing Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]! Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!
July 25, 200916 yr My bad; apple juice that you're not getting from biting into an apple is gross. I should try pressing apples. :-k Apple juice is one of the few juices I can drink.
July 25, 200916 yr Don't you have to drink the apple juice within a certain amount of days from opening it? Ugh, I remember when I looked in some apple juice and there was huge chunks loitering in the liquid. Mango juice ftw. I felt surprisingly chilled today. Must be because my bro and sis have gone to sleep over at a cousin's house. I didn't go because I don't interact well with them. The girl cousin is a [bleep] and the boy cousin is a freaking chav. There's only so much abuse I can take for my 'peculiar' tastes. They're such bigots, I can't stand their company. ☢ CAUTION ☢ CAUTION ☢ CAUTION ☢ CAUTION ☢
July 25, 200916 yr Don't you have to drink the apple juice within a certain amount of days from opening it? Ugh, I remember when I looked in some apple juice and there was huge chunks loitering in the liquid. Mango juice ftw. I found chunks of cream floating around in my milk one time. Mmm. 8,180WONGTONG IS THE BEST AND IS MORE SUPERIOR THAN ME#1 Wongtong stalker.Im looking for some No Limit soldiers!
July 25, 200916 yr Tax return today *does a little dance* \ The only people who tell you that you can't do something are those who have already given up on their own dreams so feel the need to discourage yours.
July 25, 200916 yr Found good kick and snare samples for a new mix. Now I just have to make a melody... I'm pretty stuck. :( Matt: You want that eh? You want everything good for you. You want everything that's--falls off garbage can Camera guy: Whoa, haha, are you okay dude? Matt: You want anything funny that happens, don't you? Camera guy: still laughing Matt: You want the funny shit that happens here and there, you think it comes out of your [bleep]ing [wagon] pushes garbage can down, don't you? You think it's funny? It comes out of here! running towards Camera guy Camera guy: runs away still laughing Matt: You think the funny comes out of your mother[bleep]ing creativity? Comes out of Satan, mother[bleep]er! nn--ngh! pushes Camera guy down Camera guy: Hoooholy [bleep]! Matt: FUNNY ISN'T REAL! FUNNY ISN'T REAL!
July 25, 200916 yr Found good kick and snare samples for a new mix. Now I just have to make a melody... I'm pretty stuck. :( Speaking of being stuck, I finally started my summer projects. One gives me 30 topics for poems. They are soooo lame, write about your parents rules you don't like, a time you got into trouble, your best friend, a sibling, inspirations in life, etc. etc. etc. I've never felt so uncreative in my life before. :o In elementeryschool I was gifted for creativity.
July 25, 200916 yr Don't you have to drink the apple juice within a certain amount of days from opening it? The bottle of apple juice wasn't opened, and it was an individual single-serving bottle. I dunno how the heck it happened. :lol:
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