Went skating with the class, and didn't make the move on a girl. Bball competitions tomorrow, have a 1400 word paper to write due previous Monday, tbh, and STILL haven't gotten around to write it. Seriously hope teacher is sick enough to stay home tomorrow, he left on half the schoolday yesterday.

Been away past 5 days to do some self evaluating. (not that anyone cares anyway since I'm nothing more then a chronic whiner)

 

Also, my gift from Valentines: Tonsillitis (or close-to), a swollen throat, my body feels so weak, last night i couldn't even fall asleep despite my body having NO PHYSICAL ENERGY. (as it's been for the past few nights)

 

tl;dr - ....I think I need a new bed soon.

 

Also, FFXIII-2 is quite awesome. I'm glad they didn't make it so straight-forward like XIII was.

Valentines day was nice.

 

Last night I had my first nightmare in...well in a few years I think. Normally my nightmares are disturbing. This one was full on panic, and its probably a good thing I don't talk while dreaming because I'm pretty sure that scream would have been enough to wake up the whole house and convince them I was being murdered. To be fair, in the dream I'm pretty sure I thought I was about to be dismembered.

 

The weird thing was I didn't wake up heart pounding, though I had an urge to spend the rest of the night backed into a corner. Took a good hour before I was ready to go to sleep again.

 

 

For anyone interested, what I can remember was this (I didn't write this one down, because quite frankly I don't need a detailed memory of it):

There was something about what I suppose was a curse, something about an undead person being linked water. Then it skips to me being on a pier with maybe 25 other people, all of us are carrying a gun and running down a ramp to a maybe 80 ft long dock. I think the idea was that this undead girl was attacking, and we we're going to try and shoot her pieces. Anyway, when I saw her come out of the water, I pretty much totally panicked because somehow I knew if I didn't run I was going to die for sure, screamed, and ran as fast as I could. When I was done scrambling back onto the pier, I turned around and the dead girl was at the bottom of the ramp with her legs missing, and everyone else was gone. I kept trying to shoot her in the head, but I was shaking too much, so I decided I had to wait until she got closer. And the dream pretty much cut out there.

 

If I have that dream again, I better get better than a revolver to defend myself with <_<

 

It's weird, I've actually died in my nightmares before at least once (I woke up at the point of death), but I've never had the "holy shit I'm about to die" feeling before.

I figured I should capitalize the R in my display name. Does it look bad?

Been away past 5 days to do some self evaluating. (not that anyone cares anyway since I'm nothing more then a chronic whiner)

 

Yes, because I totally don't use these forums or anything.

The day started off okay, progressed to decent, declined to below average, became great, then plummeted to the worst [bleep]ing day ever. [bleep] Valentine's Day and all of its bullshit. Drinking my ass off right now (all ready pretty drunk), gonna hop on RS for a bit (blah blah no RS in my OT), then I'm going to sleep. Probably going to sleep all of tomorrow and not give a [bleep] what my gf says... I'm not happy with her right now (Lots of emotions going on right now; anger towards her, hatred towards some guy (I [bleep]ing despise this man whose name I do not know, but I wouldn't give two shits if he [bleep]ing fell off the face of the earth right now and was never heard from again), fear of losing her, and lots of other shit). And that's putting it nicely.

 

I had a bunch of awesome and romantic shit planned for today and then everything went south. I've never been in a mood like I am in right now. I really don't even know how to explain it. It's like a mixture of feeling shitty, worthless, afraid, and a bunch of other awful feelings. I will now proceed to drown it out with the last 1/4 of this bottle of vodka.

 

[bleep]ing life and its curve balls....

I'm durunk and off TIU

I'm durunk and off TIU

 

 

Drunken posting... This thread needs mroe of it.

 

 

 

P.S. My bottle is empty now. Not so sure I shoul have drank that much, but at this point I really don't give a damn.

I'm durunk and off TIU

 

 

Drunken posting... This thread needs mroe of it.

 

 

 

P.S. My bottle is empty now. Not so sure I shoul have drank that much, but at this point I really don't give a damn.

 

i almost lstt my bottle of cjack at my cousins ol

I should have bought a bottle of Absolut Vodka last night at work. not to drown in sorrows (because I know first hand it doesnt work) but to try and take my mind off this god painful throat of mine.

I almost lost my bottle of Captain Jack at my cousins, lol.

What're you drinkiin for tonight? Single and lookin for some fun, just to get drunk, had an awful night and want to forget it like me, or another reason?

 

Good thing you didn' leave your bottle behind, I hate it when that happens.

If you don't want to risk forgetting the bottle, be sure to finish it. #protip

What're you drinkiin for tonight? Single and lookin for some fun, just to get drunk, had an awful night and want to forget it like me, or another reason?

 

Good thing you didn' leave your bottle behind, I hate it when that happens.

 

My cousin's had a rough life, and I'm single so I wanted to drink a bit with him, get to know him better [9 year difference in age, and I only just started hanging with him a few months ago]. He might be 29, but man can not hold his liquor lol

Drinking on the week... Lol.

 

I don't drink alcohol unless it's Friday night or Saturday night.

I might see the hospital today. Tonsillitis is painful and im having difficulty breathing through a 1.5cm diameter hole in my throat due to swelling.

Had 2 Monster energy drinks today. Bad idea. We were out of water, and i remember having a few in the fridge. I was very thirsty. Bad idea.

I feel so hyper now, shaky actually.

I'm durunk and off TIU

 

 

Drunken posting... This thread needs mroe of it.

 

 

 

P.S. My bottle is empty now. Not so sure I shoul have drank that much, but at this point I really don't give a damn.

 

i almost lstt my bottle of cjack at my cousins ol

I don't get this. I've been absolutely hammered, but can still type properly when I come online. :mellow:

"I gotta make it obvious that I'm drunk or else no one on the internet will believe me!"

I don't think they lack the ability to type when drunk, but rather - they lack the ability to care.

"I gotta make it obvious that I'm drunk or else no one on the internet will believe me!"

That tends to be why I think they do mis-spell :D

 

I don't think they lack the ability to type when drunk, but rather - they lack the ability to care.

I don't care about my ability to type when drunk, I'm just still able to type properly. Others I know when drunk are the exact same way, which is why I always raise eyebrows when is see peop tlak eilk ths. :blink:

I've only ever been tipsy while on the computer so I can't be sure, but I can see myself typing like that if I was completely hammered. Depends from person to person I guess, like some people will feel like sleeping on the floor when they're drunk and others would want to run a marathon.

hey i found those papers unbelievably. was cleaning out all my old shit from last year

 

notebooks et al and i found it. hi-lar-i-ous

 

also yeah, you can drink and be near a computer, i do it sometimes-- drunk posting and all, you people wouldnt realize it

 

"I gotta make it obvious that I'm drunk or else no one on the internet will believe me!"

 

yep

"I gotta make it obvious that I'm drunk or else no one on the internet will believe me!"

That tends to be why I think they do mis-spell :D

 

I don't think they lack the ability to type when drunk, but rather - they lack the ability to care.

I don't care about my ability to type when drunk, I'm just still able to type properly. Others I know when drunk are the exact same way, which is why I always raise eyebrows when is see peop tlak eilk ths. :blink:

 

my typing is naturally not 100% accurate, and me being drunk has low finger dexterity. So combined with the lack of caring to edit, I just kind of hit the buttons under my fingers and hit send [usually I'm sobering up by the time I post though because I'm home and able to type my password after a few tries]

I've been drunk enough that my typing is slower (or less accurate, or both), but you wouldn't be able to tell because I do have a spell check on my browser. I do tend to avoid the internet once I've had a drink anyway though.