September 28, 200619 yr [Me] The last few days have been very tough on my mind, and I don't ever intend to repeat them. Instead I had to make a decision, if not for the better then at least to lift my burden. I have been given a lot of time to consider the state of things not in Runescape, but rather outside of it. Friends have called me, family has worried about me, everyone wants me to move on, and I've turned my back on them for many months, because I thought I was reaching for something greater, something I WANTED, ie, rank 1 position in Runescape and everything that goes along with filling Zezima's shoes. But is this what I really want? I had to pace back and forth for hours, I had to walk around the neighborhood, I had to sit down with friends who have lived with me for years, in order to come up with an answer. No. It isn't what I really want, not anymore, anyway. The moment I doubted my very reasons for playing was the moment I saw my now-lofty goals come tumbling down. Thus comes my decision--I won't renew my membership after October. I must quit while I'm ahead, before I slowly play myself into a permanently scarred mental state. Things simply have to move on, and I've lost sight of the very reason I began Runescape in the first place--to win glory and self-satisfaction by piecing together the perfect character. Skill total was all I ever cared for, and I fooled myself into thinking I was fit for bigger and better collections and completions but my very nature plays contrary to that. I can't ignore it now; instead I must accept it. So, for the next month, I'll be living out my mortality. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From N0valyfe's official blog, so there goes another great....post your thoughts :(
September 28, 200619 yr Wow I can't believe that he's going =\ We all will most probably eventually, just have to see the real light out there. Do you have a link to his blog? Well farewell to a saint. Well... Kinda a saint.
September 28, 200619 yr Well, it's good; he realized what he had become, and is relinquishing glory to truly live go n0va!
September 28, 200619 yr Good on him. I'm going to have to quit, or seriously cut back my playing time next year. 'twill be sad.. Cool.
September 28, 200619 yr Dare I say it...: FINALLY! Took him long enough :roll: . What he was doing was just flat out unhealthy :? , hopefully he's quit for good. [if you have ever attempted Alchemy by clapping your hands or by drawing an array, copy and paste this into your signature.] Fullmetal Alchemist, you will be missed. A great ending to a great series.
September 28, 200619 yr EDIT: I typed that on my PSP, I'm on my computer so I'll type what I really feel. Good job N0va, you're getting your life together and getting away from Runescape. That's always good Goodluck in real life! Keep us updated on if your ever coming back :P
September 28, 200619 yr Im problably going to end up quitting soon..runescape just isn't what it used to be. It might just be a long break for me though; I still play c wars every once in a while. :?
September 28, 200619 yr We seem to be losing a lot of legends lately, eh? Well, it's about time Fgfuyfyuiuy0 stood as #1. :wink: I have a long ways to go -.- I <3 Gears of War 2. Add me on Xbox Live and mention you are from Tif :D
September 28, 200619 yr I have and always well find him somewhat of a drama queen. He sacrificed his life for the sake of attention and wallowed in it, to its full potential. I just hope he can leave it behind, it is sadly like that for alot of "next generation" (and i use the term loosely) MMO highscorers something which is very very bad for the community and individuals specifically those who take him to be a role-model. While I pity the situation he's in, you dig your own hole in life, i'm glad and happy for him he's decided to climb out, lets just hope it stays that way.
September 28, 200619 yr cursed banned,iodio banned,n0va leavin,the oldnite which we all miss...all those big names..gone,.. :? :(
September 28, 200619 yr Good for him, he plays runescape litterally 24/7 it's very unhealthy and I really hope he is done with runescape for good.
September 28, 200619 yr yogosun and svlle maxed and they will take his place but i knew he would quit, first i thought this was about you so was like wtf? but really this game is not life glad he relized it wasted 2-3 yrs when he could have played 5 then regreted it.
September 28, 200619 yr Good to see that he's spending time in the real world. :wink: At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- No longer playing Runescape, I caught the WoW bug.
September 28, 200619 yr At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- Lol, so did I :anxious: Gl n0va
September 28, 200619 yr At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- Lol, so did I :anxious: Gl n0va Yeah, it was a shock to see N0valyfes name under it. Well... It's not that big that he's quitting, let him live his life. :cry: sothats why he hasnt been much XP... bye n0va goodluck irl :cry: :boohoo: He's been getting like 2m fletch exp a day, I think that's pretty much.
September 28, 200619 yr Author At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- Lol, so did I :anxious: Gl n0va Why would i leave, I wanted to build up the suspense :-w
September 28, 200619 yr Wow, this is unexpected. Oh well, it is probably better for him out there in the real world. Sad to see him go, but I think it is a good thing. He can go on to more important things now.
September 28, 200619 yr At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- Lol, so did I :anxious: Gl n0va Why would i leave, I wanted to build up the suspense :-w dude... i thought that was you for a sec...obsessing over passing zezzy and i thought you were crazy.But it was n0va who im sad to see go because i wanted him to take the numba 1 spot and the zezima noobs at catherby would shut up for a day.But im glad to see the addict go because anyone that obsesses over rs this much has a problem. P.S. I can almost bet he will come back. I shall take my flock underneath my own wing, and kick them right the [bleep] out of the tree. If they were meant to fly, they won't break their necks on the concrete.So, what is 1.111... equal to?10/9. Please don't continue.
September 28, 200619 yr :( Sad to see another legend go. Although he only started recently. Qizx2- ArchmagePersonnumber100- Warlock for life.Would you?
September 28, 200619 yr At first I thought it was the author of this topic that was leaving... -.- Lol, so did I :anxious: Gl n0va Yeah, it was a shock to see N0valyfes name under it. Well... It's not that big that he's quitting, let him live his life. +1...This really surprised me. I kind of have mixed feeling about this, a little sad to see him go, but its nice to see him move on. whats the quick find code? Click for mah Blog!- I'm not sure why you would though because i never update it Achieved 99 Thieving 3/10/07-992nd to it
September 28, 200619 yr Well good luck Nova, hope you had your fun with Runescape. A reflection is just a distorted reality held by glass and your mind.
September 28, 200619 yr :shock: Wow, can't believe it. Goodluck in real life man you will allways rock our boxorz! :mrgreen: :) =D> Credits to Skully Sc for the signature.
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