I'm sorry mate, but i can't give you any pity. what have you done for yourself? have you tried going on a diet? making friends? anything but wallow in self-pity? i only give encouragement to people to actually try and make things better. by the looks of it, you haven't done anything. you can sit on your bum all day complaining, but then, isn't that what those bullies say? you can do nothing about your situation if you want, and that has been your choice, but you have a million other choices out there. do something and stick with it try and lose 10 pounds and come back, and i'll encourage you